Heyyy, u can call me Ardian, I'm 20 y.o and very into BTD, YKMET, TPOF, Postal, Outlast, Undertale, Sally Face, Fran bow and many more!! But mostly using this blog for YKMET/BTD stuff :>
With that said, I hope NO MINORS (and ageless accs) will interact!! the games I'm mostly focused on are 18+ and so is association with me lmao. I will block as soon as I catch your ass interacting and forever keep you on a wall of shame in my own head. I might also post/repost some suggestive/NSFW arts so yeah.
I lowkey ship myself with almost everyone [the -can't enjoy media without inserting himself in a ship with a character from said media- guy™] and ship a lot of characters together, but I'm mainly focused on my self-insert and Strade :]
I draw every now and then but not too often, I might post here some other fandoms and my own OC's too with time but for now this is mostly reserved for me to interact with others and post art of me getting dicked by Strade and others, so yeah. English is not my first language btw but I'd say I'm okay in it lmao.
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Meet Ardian, struggling to socialize with others while being a huge shut-in nerd and pushing his close
My self-insert ref sheet!
btw my discord is @/dr.38anai and I'm almost always free to chat ! ^^ (i need friends pls)
i want to clarify that i'm not really romanticizing this dynamic, it was kind of the whole point. 😓 the theme here isn't romance but rather delusion. i tried to make samarie unsettling and marina unusually cutesy to mimic samarie's POV to get that point across but i'm not sure if i was successful.
My own interpretation of my favourite redhead crazy guy.
SFW
Okay, okay, let's imagine we're REALLY want to date him (tho there's nothing to imagine, we all do)
No meeting his parents! His mom is in a mental institution and his dad is a raging alcoholic who's probably dead by now. His daddy's words were the inspiration for paranoidal thoughts and whatever demon said.
He's kinda pliant when in love, so he might start drinking pills, just for you. Under the influence he's calm, a bit sluggish, but better.
He also might start to wash more often. I know he STINKY!!! He barely washes his body and barely washes his CLOTHES. It smells.
Loves to bump his nose in his partner. The top of your head, your neck, your shoulder curve — nothing's safe.
He loves to nuzzle, then kiss, as if giving you a little warning.
This little thing cannot fully grasp the context of love, but he tries his best, alright.
He's mostly showing it through touch. He likes cuddles and bumping his head between your shoulder blades.
At the beginning of the relationship likes to hold more and be a big spoon, because it gives him control, but when you get close enough, he allows himself to be held with his face buried in your chest.
Usually cuts his hair himself, but, once again if he trusts you enough, might let you do that. You will never make him see a hairdresser, he hates 'em (I get you king)
his bigass forehead always has pimples or some rash because he's a weirdo who washes his face with soap.
Goatee is not really a choice, more of a neglection. He can't bother shaving every day, and it grows out slow anyway. He trims it...... sometimes. When he's stable enough.
Cuts himself. Yeah, he does it too. Kinda.... Kinda a lot. He likes pain, it kinda brings him back into his body if voices are too loud.
You can either let him do that, or forbid to do so.
If you let him cut himself, he might start to cut your name on his skin, it'll be like a protection from evil for him, his own lucky charms.
If you forbid, he'll start biting his fingers and they'll be a mess. He cannot quit self-harm, not really.
NSFW YAS FREAKS SLAY
Uncut btw. Messy happy trail all the way down to the cock slightly tilted to the left, veiny and kinda thick (HAVE YOU SEEN THESE FOREARMS??? YEAH, I DON'T BELIEVE HE'S A THIN BOY)
He's a puppy in bed. No, really, no matter whether his on top or not, he has this puppy mentality, a bit overjoyed, a bit rabid thingy.
Will be very shy when you suck him off, covering his eyes, looking at you through gaps in fingers and squirming. He's embarrassed. He loves it.
ON THE CONTRARY!! loves to eat you out. Adores it. Making you squirm, making you whimper softly from pleasure, making this precious little cunt wet is kinda a drug to him. Between your thighs he finds solace.
He loves pussy warming, actually. Sometimes, when he's tired, just lying on a couch, under a blanket, and in between your legs is his relaxation. It's dark and warm and wet, and smells like his favourite person in the world. What else does he need? Sucking on clitty like it's his personal anti-schizo pacifier
He likes sex, too. Does NOT like doggy style, because he needs to see your face. Needs to grab you, needs to ask a thousand times if you feel good, need to lick the sweat off your forehead.
Likes cowgirl, when you bounce on him and he's helpless.
And lazy bed sex. Yeah, that's a good one. When he's half- asleep, lazy small thrusts, maybe falling asleep in you, without even cumming. Or in the morning, barely waken up, he'd sluggishly grab you, sliding in. There's something hot in being half- conscious, falling in and out of sleep.
He kinda likes the whole idea of his helplessness, likes CNC, and says that he doesn't mind being fucked while he's under the influence of his tranquilizers.
Would love to be held at gunpoint, or with a knife to his throat while fuckin(helplessness once again). If you do that, he'll cum like never before, clawing at your hips, whispering "do it. do it already. come on" while looking you in the eyes manically.
He likes to be sweet during romantic moments, loves praise and everything, but during sex he wants to be humiliated, I know that, I also know that sometimes he chokes himself while listening to demon's voice whispering degrading things in the back of his mind, and he cums from that, too.
Snuggles and nuzzles as an aftercare. Looks at you with big doe(postal doe? Lol) eyes, asking once again if it was good or not. Will trace marks he left on you when he was overjoyed and overhorny, looking a bit ashamed.
He doesn't really want to hurt you, but he needs to see marks. Need to see that you're his, and that you're marked, and that you're fused together as much as possible. He needs to bite your neck where you can't cover it with clothes, needs his pillow to smell like your cum, needs you to wear his clothes and him to use your deodorant so that you smell and taste all the same. He wants you to help him clean his guns or feed champ because it feels like watching his extension of a soul, his better part, tending to his important things.
He desires for you to hold him at a gunpoint, because that's what he wants to do himself.
Me not being able to fall asleep, after being slightly rude to a stranger
Meanwhile this motherfucker after kidnapping, stabbing, cutting, raping, dismembering by body parts, choking to death, burning alive, shocking with an electricity and finally killing a random person he met in the bar:
surprise!! another voiceline comp! this one is a bit different. this one has all the same lines as my postal 1 comp, but with redux dude instead!
one thing ive realized abt redux is that his lines are spoken much faster and not as dramatically as p1s lines. not that i hate them, i still think rick hunter did a kick ass job with this role
