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i yearn for a mutual obsession. i don't want to feel like i'm the only one with something wrong in my head — i want it all to be mutual. i want our obsessions mutual, our fighting to be mutual, our hurting to be mutual. i want someone to be just as upset as i am when they hang out with other people or when i do. i want someone who's unafraid to voice their jealousy to me — someone who wants to induce jealousy in me like how i do to them. i want someone to call me out on my bad behaviours and still covet them like i would to theirs. god i yearn for a love that brings me great anguish!!!

#god I yearn for a love that brings me great anguish

torrentedlove

mold is a fungus that festers in damp environments,

microscopic multicellular organisms congregating to wholly consume, decompose, whatever they might touch.

mold is a fungus with branching connections remarkably similar to that of human brain activity.

a controlling caress, your thumb wipes tears, falling still at my cheekbone. my skin tingles from your touch, dampened, and i can’t help but wonder

what you’re thinking.

mold is a fungus with deep-rooted structures, penetrating even flesh.

#let’s run it again

splittinghalo

" i love you" by which i mean i can no longer access reality outside the atmosphere of your existence.

(Je suis là) Je suis sous le plancher Dans le placard Derrière le rideau

(Je viens à toi) C'est une dévotion contre nature De regarder depuis l'obscurité humide Derrière les barreaux d'os (Me vois-tu?) Les mains autour du cœur L'étreinte obstinée d'un animal Ressens-le Est-ce que ça te fait mal?

(S'il te plaît, ne pars pas) Et il doit y avoir quelque chose qui ne va pas dans la façon dont j'aime parce que tout ce dans quoi j'enfonce mes griffes m'échappe (Es-tu toujours là?)