Lycan

| He/him | 20 | artist |

[actaf-de-kas]

Awesome collab with an incredible artist and my friend @armadastaar !

I found a really interesting and beautiful idea on Pinterest and I just couldn't pass it by, especially since I haven't done a collab in a long time

I love how he designed me, it turned out magical ✨ And I loved drawing his character, he's so handsome. I was dying to do it, and here I am! I'm so happy q(≧▽≦q)

Here's that pin by the way: https://pin.it/7eXu9fqAc

[armadastaar]

I drew another collab with @actaf-de-kas !! ☺️

I had so much fun drawing the fella, art collabs are always so much fun to do! 🥹 AND I LOOK SO COOL THANK YOUU 🩷

[armadastaar]

Little study I showed on my twt a while ago

[armadastaar]

My part of a collab with @endenagolor !!

I love the strawberry buddy tysm 🥹🩷

[armadastaar]

Aw man I got so many likes on my art!!

Pope Francis?

[endenagolor]

I did a little collab with @armadastaar

I requested a Rainier Cherry and Blueberry from him and in return I made him a Strawberry. Thanks buddy! 🥳

[armadastaar]

YAYYYYY

[armadastaar]

My part of a collab with @endenagolor !!

I love the strawberry buddy tysm 🥹🩷

[teachiisan]

[endenagolor]

Andy and I got married this past Friday.

It's hard to believe that 18 years ago, I approached him while he sat alone at the bench on the playground, and I asked him if he'd like to be friends. I was always a very shy and anxious kid, so I don't know what it was that compelled me to approach him.

But it was the greatest decision of my life.

I am so proud of him for how far he has come. Over coming loss and grief, multiple surgeries, and just life in general. Even after all that, he's still the happiest person I know. The dimple that shows up on his cheek when he smiles is the first thing I fell in love with. It's my favorite part of him to kiss because it always keeps him smiling longer.

A lot can happen in 18 years.

In 2019, I finally escaped the hoarding situation I lived in all my life. I went to live with Andy, and even when I had to move away to North Dakota back in 2022, we still managed to stick together stronger than ever. The long distance helped us learn a lot about how meaningful a relationship truly is, and what keeps it strong. When I moved back, and we finally got our own place together, I knew I was ready for the next step in our relationship.

Last year, I took him down to the waterfront we always go to at midnight on Christmas Eve and proposed to him. I've never seen him so speechless in all my years of knowing him. Even though we've been dating for 8 years, he still somehow never saw it coming! It was such a nice surprise. I love seeing him happy.

On Friday we went to the courthouse with what little bits of family we have left, and made our love official. It was an unforgettable moment, even if the judge teased me a bit for barely holding onto my emotions during our vows, lol. There were other couples there getting married too, which was really really nice to see. It's really beautiful that everyone experiences love in different ways.

We're going to have our official wedding next year on our anniversary in October. ❤️

Bonus little picture of our broaches. They are based off our childhood plush toys. He had a tiger, and I had a leopard.

[endenagolor]

love how when i put real effort into my art, it's almost always for a shitpost. anyways here you go

original inspiration ⬇️

[000-saba]

hello hi my favorite armor set adamantine impervium .

timeline-wise this is supposed to be set in S1 when jesse first gets the armor? when he was still an inexperienced adventurer and all so if he looks like a nerd and that it doesn’t fit him at all that’s why

still figuring everything out so this likely will change as i draw more of him. also im far from a professional on armor and how it goes on a person so if anything looks really stupid then it’s absolutely my fault ☝️

[endenagolor]

What if you made forest deity au but version of jesstra?🥹

I'm really sorry I meant to get to this much sooner 🥹

I've considered this! Although the story would be quite different... I don't think Petra fits the ecologist role Lukas has, so she'd have a similar job but not the same. Haven't decided what that would be. Also Xara and Fred would be swapping places in this too, so female Jesse's forest would appear more in an eerie purple hue as opposed to male Jesse's dark blue forest. The more I look at Deity F!Jesse the more I think she kind of looks like Susie's dark world form from Deltarune. Wasn't intentional, but I kind of dig it.

[armadastaar]

Spits this out

[endenagolor]

After a few days of talking to friends and peers in the community, I've decided to not make any sort of response to any of the stuff going on revolving around me. I talked about doing a video response and everyone I talked to about it agreed that any response I make is just going to be taken and twisted and- given their track record- they will more than likely just make edits of whatever I produce to make further fun of me.

SO... I'm just going to keep working on my stuff and from this point on simply ignore them.

My inbox is going to stay off anon permanently. My adult server, which these teens snuck into, is now heavily moderated.

But uh... I really don't know how to respond to this whole situation. It is seriously the weirdest thing I have ever been a part of during all my time on the internet.

I appreciate everyone who reached out to make sure Andy and I were okay. We are doing just fine! And everyone who made posts defending me... You did not have to, but it means a lot to me. You're all a fantastic community full of amazing people. I really couldn't be more thankful for what I have. If I die it is because my heart imploded on itself because it couldn't contain all the live laugh and love we all share here.

[armadastaar]

Me and TK love you both very much, and if it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be where I am now today. Literally— I wouldn’t have moved away from my abusers to Washington, started T, or met my love. This fandom may be very nutty at times, but I still don’t regret joining it because of you, and I hope this situation doesn’t stray you from the fandom either.

You’ve made an impact on a lot of people’s lives with your storytelling and artistic abilities, and I’m so sorry that there are some people who hate that for some reason.

The “callout” doc was hilariously disprovable and very stretched and opinionated. It’s still crazy to see some of the stuff they slapped in there try to be serious and twisted into crazy shit. It is extremely disappointing to see our fandom members be so negative and disheartening to someone.

It’s really sad you have death threats to you and your pets because of minecraft blocks, and I don’t understand why people, especially children/minors can be so hateful. From what it seems, they have entered into adult spaces of ours multiple times whether it is discord, A03, or Twitter accounts. I don’t understand why they say you’re a danger to minors, when many of them have squeezed into spaces that are not for them. You absolutely do not need to post an apology, explanation, or anything to fuel their fire. Maybe when they’re older, they will realize their actions are not okay, and begin to mature. Even if they don’t, don’t ever stop posting and creating. A haters end goal is to see the person they hate hide away and never come back. Don’t let them have what they want. You have a lot of people to support you through this. 🩷🩷🩷

[soaringhopes]

what do you like about randy? what do you think brought you to falling for him?

he's perfect and we can hug in fortnite

[endenagolor]

FRANTICALLY RUNS TO RETRIEVE MY GAY FORTNITE ART