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23. she/they . multifandom.. im more active on twitter

[current-comix]

Kris Anka

[olivtr33]

animation of steve and his son bucky

[agoodflyting]

Thinking so hard about that, "Prove it," in the park scene and why Daniel reacts so strongly to Armand's fucked up little love confession.

Daniel Molloy has driven away everyone who ever loved him, and he knows it.

By the time we see him in S1, he's been divorced twice, he's estranged from his children, and he has no friends to speak of. All he has is his career, which he holds onto as the one thing he did right in his life. He even tells Louis: I was bad at everything else, but I was a good journalist. He has accepted this about himself. He knows he was the problem in all his relationships - the choices he made and the hurt he caused are the reason he's alone. That is a HEAVY pill to swallow, especially when you're in your 70s and staring down the barrel of a terminal illness.

Then suddenly, he's a vampire. He's not dying anymore. Now he's going to live forever. What's he gonna do with all that time? The only thing he knows how to do is be a journalist, so that's what he does. He throws himself into making his documentary because it's literally all he has. He's not like Louis, whose mortal family still loved him and wanted him around even after he turned, or Lestat, who quickly made fledglings of the people he loved so they could spend eternity with him.

Daniel tells Louis: "Vampire loneliness - I get it now."

Daniel doesn't have people who love him. He ruined all that. All he's got is his career as a journalist. So that's what he spends his eternity on - he's gonna make his documentary and wring some truth out of Lestat, because it's a distraction from facing down eternity as an immortal who is not just alone, but who has lived a long life and come out if it with the conclusion that they are fundamentally unlovable and its their own damn fault.

And now here's his maker again. Fuck this guy, right? Armand is the one who gave him this immortality, which he's now going to have to spend alone and unloved. And to top it all off, Armand left Daniel too. At least this one time, Daniel can say that it wasn't his fault, and he can pour all his anger and frustration out on the one person who left him when he didn't deserve it.

And then Armand says, "By the way, I love you."

"I've been here the whole time. You thought you pushed everyone away? You didn't. I'm here. I've always been here."

"Do you remember all the times you were a bad husband? I was there and I still love you."

"Do you remember all the times you were a bad father? I know about that. I still love you."

"Those awful, shitty things you've done? I know about those too and I'm fine with them. You aren't repulsive to me. I still love you."

"I've cared for you at your worst, and I still love you."

"I know you need your career to give your life meaning. I'll even support you in that if you let me. Because I love you."

"You're tattered, and you're broken, but I still want you to be mine."

[fascinationstreetmp3]

INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE x COVERS (one, two, three, four)

[paparaxote]

That little voice in your head

[armandkisser]

cannot keep their hands to themselves for even one second

[armandkisser]

my need to strap a man has actually never been this lethal. ohhh wow. oh he’s gorgeous

[doomed-romances]

Assad celebrating his birthday with Delainey, Joseph, Anjana, Gurjeet, and more 🥳🎈🎂

[justrents]

Assad has like the best digital footprint ever. I'm crying.

[azamansource]

ASSAD ZAMAN as Anish Sengupta HOTEL PORTOFINO 2.02 - "Alliances"

[scrambledangel]

talking to strangers, trying to hook them in. make yourself a lovable thing to survive.

“I groaned for all of this. I sank against him in the warm water, and his lips went down my chest to my belly. He sucked tenderly at the skin as if he were sucking up the salt and the heat from it, and even his forehead nudging my shoulder filled me with warm and thrilling sensations. I put my arm around him, and when he found the sin itself, I felt it go off as if an arrow had been shot from it, and it were a crossbow; I felt it go, this arrow, this thrust, and I cried out.”

Frozen Bride to be devoured

contrary to: “This was the coven master… this quiet, forceful one…

the one who would survive, no matter how the orphan in him wept.”

“‘And when you think back on this time, when in half-sleep at night you remember me as your eyes close on your pillow, these moments of ours will seem corrupt and most strange. They’ll seem like sorcery and the antics of the mad, and this warm place might become the lost chamber of dark secrets and this might bring you pain.’

‘I won’t go.’

‘Remember then that it was love,’ he said.”

Painted as a muse, preserved as one

"How could you do it? Why did you do it? Do you hate me so much? Don't lie to me. Don't tell me stupid things that you know I will never, never believe. Don't lie to me for Pandora's sake or their sake. I'll care for them and love them forever. But don't lie. You did it for vengeance, didn't you, Master, you did it for hate?'

...

You did it for spite because I wasn't the fledgling you wanted to make of me...

That's why you did it. You did it for vengeance and you did it for bitterness and you did it for disappointment, and the crowning horror is you don't know it yourself.'"

"Nothing came between me and this moment, between me and this man who had tried hard to bring down the Tartars, who had sent one arrow after another sailing at his enemies, even as their arrows rained down upon him in vain."

...

"'I've journeyed a long time to tell you this, Father. I never knew you were alive. I never dreamed. I mean, I thought you'd died that day when all the world died for me. And now I'm come here to tell you that you must never, never grieve for me.'"

...

"I bent over and kissed her again on her soft dry cheek. 'Mother,' I said, 'the Joy of All Sorrows, that is what you are to me!'"

[h0nn1e]

Amadeo's temptation

(Sorry for taking too long to finish it btw)

[armandkisser]

its bad sex summer everyone its bad sex summer tell your friends

[reflectionage]

had to get this out of my head. they get freakier with every rewatch

song: sex dwarf – soft cell

[verimuru]

Lovefool Armand

[rusticfurnace]

long shift

[armandkisser]

read both perforated heart & wasted beauty today. back to back. mannnn can eric write some really depressing shit huh.

the feeling of being trapped and having no way out of your shitty self-made life 😵‍💫😵‍💫 wanted to scream at the suffocating way he’s able to capture it. YEESH.