So I've started learning Japanese
Just picked up Duolingo, doing a little everyday, and I'm not sure why I'm learning it. I think i have a little bit of a hope that one day I'll just run away one day, to japan, and life will just start to be different. But I'm quite aware that its not going to happen. But this little dream of abandoning responsibility, and just starting another life, maybe waking up in japan one day and I'm not myself, I'm not in my body, but I'm someone successful, or beautiful, or rich. Its been a nice little... string to grab onto. Maybe i should fake things more often. Maybe i shouldn't just be a defeatist anymore. Oh well. We shall see. Literally listening to the most popular Japanese song in America right now. You know the one. Ok, I'm gonna try to write more, and maybe it will be less crazed and chaotic.























