As a child, hearing that no matter what I say or want, I will end up in love and married was so alienating. I forced myself to have crushes on girls, and it wasn't until I was talking with my friend that I realized that I was arospec. It was so nice to finally understand myself.
I had literally dated someone because they were interested in me, then when they broke up with me, I told everyone I didn't understand why I was crying because I didn't feel sad. Not long after, I realized I was more in love with the idea that somebody could love me and that I was not in love with the person I dated.
There's no real purpose to this submission, just shouting into the void
Submitted July 11, 2023















