I have ruined so many things
-mom's phones(2) and chargers
Β -dad's iphone screen.
1st time- we went to buy smth for me and the phone dropped out of his pocket while coming back so partly it's my fault cuz if i didn't insist on going, it wouldn't have happened
2nd time- today. i was eating on my bed(which i am not supposed to do) and while getting off, i heard a tiny crack under my kneww and i thought i must've forgotten my pen or something and looking down, it's my dad's iphone's cracked screen looking at me yayΒ
-dont even get me started on the plates and mugs
-i poured lotion all of my mom's old phone when i was young which led to A LOT of drama cuz it was brand new and some distant relative took it saying he'll get it repaired but never returned it and he actually gifted that phone to his own wife like wtf
Β -two calculators in two yearsΒ
-my brotherβs head. twice. we were playing and i accidentally pushed him off the bed and he hit his head and cracked it open(little bit) but we had to give him stitches and now there's still a tiny bald spot on his head cuz the doctor had to shave that part. second time, we were playing too and i accidentally smashed his head against the bars of our window and there was a little bit of blood but nothing major.Β
-my expensive headphones.Β
-who knows how many pairs of earphones jeezΒ
-i dropped dad's iphone on the first day he let me hold it and on the first day he "officially" gave it to me cuz he got a new one
-mom's opportunity to get a job. my mom was gonna get a job but then she got pregnant with me and let herself become a housewife so yea i am kinda responsible for my momβs misfortune cuz if I wasnβt born, she would have a decent job to support herself today
-my brother literally did not get any attention from dad as a child because of me because when he was born, the doctor told my parents to pay more attention to me cuz if i didnβt get my share of attention, it might lead to psychological problems for me cuz i and my brother are only 1 year 3 months apart(sike i am still mentally ill. iβm pretty sure iβd be diagnosed with anxiety, depression, adhd and an eating disorder if I were to go for a check up) and now we barely talk other than the "how r classes" and "how r u" stuff.
-my friendships. soooooooooo many of them.Β
-nobody wanted me to be honest. thatβs what it feels like when I hear the stories. See the plan was my mom was gonna get a job but I popped up out of nowhere and she gave up on her dream. my grandfather was way happier when my brother was born than he was with me (sexist much?). there arenβt even any photos around from when I was a baby. all my photos start from when i was 4/5 and in the only two photos of me as a baby, you cant even see my face and my step-grandma tried to kill me apparently. but i didnβt die, just got sick for a long time nobody ever tells me the whole story.Β
-my brother actually thinks iβm cursed cuz whenever I am around, nothing good happens. things will go wrong SOMEHOW
-we were on a trip from school and 4 of us were rooming together and i went to the washroom and the shelf on the side just dropped when i was brushing my teeth like??? why ME??? they might think i did something!Β
-my childhood friends say i used to be an absolute bitch of a girl and they were scared of me cuz if they went against me, i would make everyone stop talking to them and i dont remember enough to deny or confirm that.Β
-i blinded a bird as a child cuz it got trapped in my bird cage(which i left open for my own birds) and when I took it my terrace to free it, i didnβt hold the cage high enough and the bird flew out and hit the wall of the terrace and blinded its eye
even other than these, I have ruined so many stuff. i remembered so many stuff i i did that i dont want to write out but damn just realized i am actually a pretty horrible person even if you ignore everything written above like how have my parents and brother put up with me for so long i really want to change myself and i have been trying so much but this habit of breaking stuff unintentionally never goes away i am tired
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