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is living in a bookstore too much to ask for?

eva_nemeth

this mf has had such a chokehold on me… but 𝐼 𝒟𝒪𝒩'𝒯 𝐸𝒱𝐸𝒩 𝒲𝒜𝒯𝒞𝐻 𝒯𝐻𝐸 𝒮𝐻𝒪𝒲-- i stick to video essays about the character dynamics.. i frequently think about how someone, despite having the best intentions, could fall downhill – screw it, downsea – like suguru did. he was a man who ALWAYS thought before he acted, but in that process, he was on a leash, a slave to his own ideals, always at the foot of them like a dog

there are poems likened to canines about this specific grotesque unwavering hatred (also disgust in suguru's case) born from unwavering love (compassion). "a dog's love is pure and untamed but his hatred is stained with love" was the full poem in the first panel, but i wouldn't say it was untamed in his context. too tamed, maybe. like he'd outgrown his collar

#jjk #jjk fanart #geto suguru #suguru geto #jujutsu kaisen #Spotify

oh my gjd- i had to pause a few times to pound my table from how GORGEOUS SIMEON IS ISTG

soo i thought of some alternative hairstyles for these two (i was reminded to draw them when i saw a reel from someone who had levi's hair cover his eyes completely, which i thought suit him more! i might do that as well)

i LOOVE doing hair the most in design and i feel that some of the boys' hair don't live up to their objective potential (or i'm allergic to designing short hair💀)

i just gave simeon some facial features more ethnically characteristic of poc, and for solomon BOY LEMME TELL YOU- he's growing on me but i'll still bully him- for a character as mischievous and mysterious as him, his eminence is just standing there looking like a bowling pin..or a q-tip. i picked a braid for him to symbolize his unwavering childish whimsy, his long life, and his shrewdness, the latter also represented through one of his eyes being covered. also love putting in the letters of a char's name into their design shapes, so i made sure his braid is curled in an "S". disregarding his hair, he's one of the best designs in my op

i'd recommend analyzing your own fav media's designs for your own works! since you get to work with your fav chars

#concept art #sketch #obey me simeon #obey me solomon #solomon obey me #simeon obey me #fanart obey me #obey me fanart #obey me shall we date #obey me nightbringer #character design #character analysis #don't mind geto HAHA

merry krismis, from krismis nuts🗿💖

peace be upon you all. you've survived another year, and that on its own is brave and good enough

#berserk #guts berserk #merry christmas

look at dis guy

i got this cute cat pen and i've been going crazy again 😔🌞. i love the sketch in the first panel and i always get all giddy when i see it again upon flipping across my sketchbook. i'm not too proud of the other two though, i must admit, but they don't look too bad and i need a placeholder for what would be empty space otherwise

#lucifer obey me #art #fanart obey me

i have come to the conclusion that dia and luci were always equally babygirl to me, only, each were their own type respectively

#obey me #obey me memes #obey me nightbringer #obey me diavolo #obey me lucifer

obey me SS edits!!

og screenshots:

super proud of these! i did the first one for practice since i was thinking of fully illustrating the scene myself. i had enough fun to work on some other screenshots.

i'd give up at least two of my toes for the lighting to be this gorgeous in-game.

#obey me #obey me edit #lucifer obey me #diavolo obey me #barbatos obey me

artiayii

on the topic of vinland saga again... specifically the "i have no enemies" sentiment.. i see people taking it literally a lot of the time.

it's definitely an exaggeration, but so long as your sentiment's short and sweet, that shouldn't really matter if you get the gist; you can't constantly explain to yourself in detail why you should be kind when you deal with vindictive/indignant rage on, say, an hourly basis.

though, it's understandable to see why many could see it as exaggerated. as per what Gabfr on youtube explained, "live and let live" is a clearer equivalent of the sentiment and i agree wholeheartedly.

artiayii

and with all the rebukes in response to the sentiments i'd seen – as in people who disagreed with it (believed in revenge) – i noticed it's usually people who are/had been victims.. more so than perpetrators, at least. as in, it's less a challenge for people who've once hurt others to agree with "i have no enemies".

a guess i'd give for why that is would be that people who once inflicted pain but had grown to be better have more capacity to empathize with people who blindly continue to make their same mistakes than those who didn't. —they felt that pain on a similar level. —they don't see reason in continuing the cycle of pain.

i myself can confirm - i wasn't a good older sister, friend or daughter and i'd rather not talk of or look back at the things i've done and said... nonetheless, by now, everyone i know to have hurt has forgiven me, which is something i am deeply grateful for. safe to say, they'd given me a helping hand in becoming the more self-aware and thoughtful person i am now. i've also been training myself to be more curious about things. still working on everything though, just as we all are.

artiayii

my advice for a concluding note...

be patient with yourself before anyone else. there are many things for you to learn and maybe change your mind about. try to see healing and finding peace as tending to a little butterfly garden within your heart, it helps me and many others. also make sure to take deep breaths time to time, especially when you're stressed, try the 4410 rule (4 seconds inhale, 4 seconds hold, 10 seconds exhale). just make sure you exhale more than inhale within reps of any breathing exercise cause that's how we signal our brains to relax. don't repress your feelings, work with them, your demons are parts of you that toil in sorrow and it isn't their faults.

everyone fights those demons of their own. people can cry with anything except tears, and to be honest you may never know or understand the magnitude of what someone could be going through for it to be that bad... other chances are that they are gravely mislead. (it's relative to Gabfr's take on it.) deep down we are all somewhat the same, and we all especially desire to be seen. when someone should disagree with you or find a reason to come at you, it helps to ask more questions about them and their thoughts. you don't have to agree with anyone on everything. not everything is about you either (most of the time, the mean things people can say to others is a reflection of themselves.)

it can be a win-win... with a healthy discussion both of you get to communicate to someone about your perceptions and something to learn about others who are different from you. it's important to acknowledge that it isn't the same as letting them talk you down. both parties ought to allow each other to voice their concerns. make sure to hold on to your garden, let some visitors in if you want (you have your thoughts, they have their's, yeah.😭). make sure they understand how to treat your flowers, it's up to you whether you'll tell them they can smell the flowers, pick the flowers or trample on them.

i send love to everyone who comes across this, and i wish you luck in cultivating peacefulness within your heart.🫶🫶

artiayii

on the topic of vinland saga again... specifically the "i have no enemies" sentiment.. i see people taking it literally a lot of the time.

it's definitely an exaggeration, but so long as your sentiment's short and sweet, that shouldn't really matter if you get the gist; you can't constantly explain to yourself in detail why you should be kind when you deal with vindictive/indignant rage on, say, an hourly basis.

though, it's understandable to see why many could see it as exaggerated. as per what Gabfr on youtube explained, "live and let live" is a clearer equivalent of the sentiment and i agree wholeheartedly.

artiayii

and with all the rebukes in response to the sentiments i'd seen – as in people who disagreed with it (believed in revenge) – i noticed it's usually people who are/had been victims.. more so than perpetrators, at least. as in, it's less a challenge for people who've once hurt others to agree with "i have no enemies".

a guess i'd give for why that is would be that people who once inflicted pain but had grown to be better have more capacity to empathize with people who blindly continue to make their same mistakes than those who didn't. —they felt that pain on a similar level. —they don't see reason in continuing the cycle of pain.

i myself can confirm - i wasn't a good older sister, friend or daughter and i'd rather not talk of or look back at the things i've done and said... nonetheless, by now, everyone i know to have hurt has forgiven me, which is something i am deeply grateful for. safe to say, they'd given me a helping hand in becoming the more self-aware and thoughtful person i am now. i've also been training myself to be more curious about things. still working on everything though, just as we all are.

on the topic of vinland saga again... specifically the "i have no enemies" sentiment.. i see people taking it literally a lot of the time.

it's definitely an exaggeration, but so long as your sentiment's short and sweet, that shouldn't really matter if you get the gist; you can't constantly explain to yourself in detail why you should be kind when you deal with vindictive/indignant rage on, say, an hourly basis.

though, it's understandable to see why many could see it as exaggerated. as per what Gabfr on youtube explained, "live and let live" is a clearer equivalent of the sentiment and i agree wholeheartedly.

#vinland saga #discussion