&. ( windflcwers ;;
he knows he should leave this relationship. he knows he should have ended things a long time ago. it wasn’t good for their of them but he doesn’t want to be alone. he would rather be in an unhealthy relationship over alone. despite the struggles he faces with jiwook he loves him. he feels something for the other he can’t just turn his back on the other. he knows he should but...his heart feels so strongly for the other male.
tightening his arms around the other, he is clinging to jiwook. he had been so close to leaving and now, he was clinging to him. he doesn’t know why he sorry– sorry for almost living? sorry for loving him too much? hearing his words he nodded his head. “i won’t leave...i’m sorry, i’m not going to leave.” chen couldn’t bring himself to leave. he knows how bad this is for them but but he won’t leave him. “i promise, i won’t go.”
if jiwook was A GOOD PERSON, he would’ve let chen go, but he’s weak and he’s selfish. he clings to chen and hugs him close, finds his hand coming up into chen’s hair and sighing in relief as chen says he won’t go. it’s selfish of him. ❛ please... promise me you’ll never leave, ❜ he whispers, playing with strands of chen’s hair. ❛ even if the whole world is against us, don’t leave me. you’re all i have. ❜














