Life with Divorce
It's great when you find someone who can handle your shit. Who won't say "oh, you've been married and failed. That's some damaged goods I don't want.". That's how you feel - you've already failed. You couldn't go the distance, even of the other party strayed or was in the wrong, you know you failed somehow. I think I've found love again. It's a tender process. I want to scream "I love you" at him. But I've done that before, and he hasn't said it, so why would I? Maybe he knows something I don't. They say things happen for a reason. They say there's a silver lining to everything. They say one door closes and another door opens. I'm starting to believe "them." Everyone says, "it's different this time." I am guilty of saying it before. But... I feel different. I feel the expectations and maturity level is different. I feel the intensity is different. I feel that this door just led me to Paradise.
