AshaCrow

welcome, my fellow crow! im Asha, a future famous writer (maybe, amen) not wanna be famous, just want a space to dump my creativity. happy creating!

[ashablackwing]

Hellow, fellow croww!

You have came to the first post of those any common account in tumblr that im fully aware of what im doing here

Im just a human being, not an actual crow

Someone who will use this tumblr to dump whatever artistic writer brain of mind have to drop cause if its getting louder, it will explode... Metaphorly

Any crow art i post was not mine. It was from pinterest (duh). If you were one of the artist, i really would like to know your name to give out the credit, because YOUR ARTS IS REALLY DELICIOUS

Im not new to tumblr, just want to have a desinated place for my writer side

I didnt post any of my story in any media (not yet), but i will share some line like a future spoiler, my ridicilous experience, or just me ranting about a story im so confuse of (probably would have scandal in the future, but m'kay)

English is not my first language, so dont blame me for not using the dictionary (its boring anyway). And dont lecture my grammar, it... Scared me...

And yeah, im Asha, with a crow

(why there's no crow emoji?! GIMME!!)

[ashablackwing]

Hi 🐦‍⬛

Im not deas

Just found somewhere else more comfortable and safe

Bye?

[ashablackwing]

People can change, even when they stay as the same Shape 🟩🟣

—Personality Growth explain for kindergarten—

Oh, so you think people can’t change their personality, archetype, or core?

Okay. Yeah. That’s fair. Everyone grows into some kind of identity, after all.

But… what if I could show you something a little different?

What if people don’t stop being who they are… but they can still evolve?

Let’s make this simple.

Instead of looking at people as labels like

“the hardworking one,”

“the selfish one,”

“the childish one”—

Let’s imagine people as shapes.

We have the triangle ♦️ person.

The square 🟩 person.

The circle 🟣 person.

And many more.

They grow through life mostly as those shapes.

But sometimes… they can evolve.

A triangle might grow into a pyramid.

A square might become a pentagon.

A circle might simply grow into a bigger circle.

They’re still the same shape.

Just… expanded.

But here’s the important part.

Evolution only happens if three things exist:

They want to change.

They recognize their own shape.

And they understand which part needs to grow.

Without that… change becomes very hard.

But that doesn’t mean every shape that stays the same doesn’t want to change.

Sometimes…

Maybe they’ve never really looked closely at their own shape.

Maybe they feel comfortable the way they are.

Maybe they don’t even know what part needs to change.

Some shapes don’t even realize they’re broken or incomplete.

They think they’re whole.

So instead of hating those shapes…

What if we helped them see themselves clearly?

Maybe what they need isn’t judgment.

Maybe they just need a pair of glasses 👓 to finally see their own shape.

And yeah… that process is long.

Messy.

Emotionally exhausting.

But if someone truly wants to grow,

they will try.

Because some shapes do want to change…

they just don’t know where to begin.

Sometimes they even try to change the wrong part of themselves.

Or accidentally destroy something that was never the problem.

That’s why growth often needs patience. Guidance.

And other shapes who care enough to stay beside them.

Not to force them into another shape…

But to support them while they stumble, struggle, and slowly evolve.

And honestly?

Isn’t that the real beauty of change?

Not suddenly becoming someone else…

But upgrading the shape you already are. ✨

Peace and love 💞🌱

[ashablackwing]

Please raise your hand if you ever crushing so much on your own fictional character you just made because they how so gorgeously good they written by yourself

🖐️🙄

[ashablackwing]

A new month

Another story drop from my brain

It feel like some kinda annual ritual

But the one i love

Though sometime it make me go wild

I still love it

That's the twisted love of an artist

[ashablackwing]

Me : Hm, i dont like this type of seven deadly sins/heavenly virtue. If i were the writer, i will...

20 minutes after: i end up made a new grand lore, made a 14 moodboard, curating their clothing style and biography, think an animal that fit for their symbol, brainstorming how they exist, creating my own heaven and hell... Ect

I end up making a new universe

Atleast its a productive holiday :)

Rip my note app

[ashablackwing]

Your average artist/writer when it come to exam:

Im fvking tired, just please let me be delulu...

[ashablackwing]

Such a rare human being...

I ENVY YOU 😭

[ashablackwing]

Sometimes I’m fine, sometimes I spiral, sometimes I don’t even understand myself.

:>

[luna-azzurra]

forget plot holes. give your antagonist a weird hobby like competitive bird watching. make your mentor character allergic to something stupid like cotton. spend 2 hours deciding if your mc would be a morning person. create a family tree for people who died before page one. know your character's Myers-Briggs type, enneagram, and star sign. will this help the story? no. will you do it anyway at midnight? yes.

[ashablackwing]

Just normal writer stuff 😌

[ashablackwing]

Lets normalize looking back at our old crappy cringe character design to see how much we improve over the time

[ashablackwing]

I LOVE PocaMate 🥹🥰

Because it give me so much freedom of costumization, but not too much that i need to make one character within 20 minutes. It may seems simple, but there is endless possibility of what character you could make with the variety expression, eyes and hair (though i hope they add more clothes).

As a writer who cannot draw, this app really help me to see if my character design is similar from one or another, and if i repeat the same traits over and over (which is just lame, lazy and unoriginal for me). It also help me with color choices, y'know. Help to found what fit, what not, and what my character's primary color (like the eyes and the hair)

I would totally recommended this app 🥰

(yes, every characters above has their own lore and story. Yes, some of them are couple 😏😏)

[ashablackwing]

This is why i never read twice

Just dont, for your own good

[ashablackwing]

"Hey, can i see your pinterest?"

Writer:

No. You can not. Please dont. Please leave me alone.

[ashablackwing]

Only writer can relate:

That specific moment where you had finish making a really spicy scene that live in your head rent free, you really want to visualize it completely but realize you cannot draw, now you just left on the edge

Please stop edging me

[ashablackwing]

Only writer can relate:

That specific moment where you already draft a really good scenario in your mind but struggling to write it down, so you began procasanating but then...

Yeah, its frustating (to say the least)

[ashablackwing]

What a writer but not an artist could do? 🤔

Make Photo Card with your character 📸

( this is not a sponsor, but i hope it is)

Pocamate,

Is an app that could let you make photo card of your character (one or two), with lots of costumization, accesories, clothes, pose... You can even do a little bit of roleplay with many theme it provide! From being a noble, a zombie, or just chilling on a train.

I absolutely love this because you could design your character without really confuse about adding too much detail, yet somehow still manage to capture how your character wanna look like.

You could even save the photo you make as a moving GIF, add glitter and effect to make it look like as if your character actually was doing photo booth and roleplaying with bunch of props.

Happy creating!

(also i'd like to mention that these character i made was in an relaitionship, and yes, they have their own spicy angsty seperate story, hehe)