Ash Durai

I got diagnosed with OCD in 2017. Living life one day at a time.

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Psychiatric appointment to get my meds today 💊

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Only for me to do it all over again in 10 minutes.

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l'm finally doing it. I'm finally condensing my 8 year long journey with OCD into words! Cleaning out the wardrobe, airing out all the skeletons and reliving the trauma. Such fun.

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Circumstances or any form of reasoning won't matter with OCD. You're either a good person or the scum of the earth.

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OCD brain gets extra creative with pushing me to my limits 🔥

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One of my past themes that was really fun to deal with.

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The lengths of yapping I would go to to stall.

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Remember to take your 🧠 support 🌈

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It’s showtime 😎

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What l'd been doing on a random day in 2020, just a few hours before I experienced an OCD attack that lasted months and eventually drove me to suicide.

It's insane how quickly life can change.

Here I was, trying to hone my water colouring skills when a few hours later, l'd be incapacitated with panic attacks and rapid fire intrusive thoughts.

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“And pls don’t lie to me”

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But I haven’t found the mother of all reassurances yet!!!

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