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#alt #alternative #emoboy #emo #emo aesthetic #emo boy #emocore #emo hair #scene boy #scenemo

outfit inspo by yours truly

#fit #outfit #inspo #outfit inspo #alt #alternative #emoboy #emo #emo aesthetic #emo boy #emocore #emo hair #scene boy #scenemo

to be able to relapse and not have my family look at me like im fucking crazy

#sh #selfharm #ihatemyself #alt #alternative #emoboy #emo #emo aesthetic #emo boy #emocore #emo hair #scene boy #scenemo

i just relapsed for the first time in a year and a half i feel fucking crazy what do i do

#sh

i just want to feel normal and love someone like normal why is my brain fucking insane he treats me so well i’m just a needy crazy bastard

#im fucking crying #why am i like this #im insane #alt #alternative #emoboy #emo #emo aesthetic #emo boy #emocore #emo hair #scene boy #scenemo

being at a baseball game made me think about the life i might have had if I was born a boy. In elementary school I remember hearing boys on the playground talking about their little league games and how they wanted to play professional baseball when they grew up. While they were talking about sports i was talking about mermaids and cats and how bad i wanted to he a veterinarian. There were so many boys running around by the concessions at the game and cheering on the team i couldn’t help but think about the possibility in another life i grew up as a young boy going to sports games on the weekends and then grow up to play it professionally. Or maybe i would’ve grown up playing with dinosaurs and monster trucks and transformers instead of monster high dolls, stuffed animals, and barbies. I could have lived such a different life. I don’t know. I’ve just been feeling really dysphoric and this game was like the icing on the cake bro