asher

life remains beautiful

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

[very-like-a-whale]

Lmao I am so fucking unwell

[it-wasnt-that-bad]

every therapy session...

[hatefuckingunconditional]

“i like your personality!” thanks! It’s a complete copy of others traits I picked up along the way to fill the empty shell of the person I am!

[hiddensidekick-dead]

I refuse to live in a world where every theater fan has not listened to The Civility of Albert Cashier

If you like Hamilton you have to listen to this musical. If youre LGBT+ you have to listen to this musical. If you like History (Specifically the Civil War) you have to listen to this musical. Im sitting here in tears over this. It hits all the marks. Good Music, Gay, History, Trans Character. AND ONE OF THE ACTORS IS NON BINARY MASCULINE LIKE?!?!?  Its still in the developmental  stage but theres a professional recording of it. Please if you listen to no other musical make it this. Im typing this through tears

Here is the link so you don’t have an excuse. its right on youtube. Heres the link to the playlist on soundcloud.

Watch it and thank me later.

[bunhaterzclub]

real sad bitch hours

also represents my chronic illnesses lmaooo yeehaw

[blackreigen-deactivated20190402]

star wars fandom was the most disappointing fucking fandom EVER like we had JOHN BOYEGA and OSCAR ISAAC!!! two of the sexiest thottiest big dick energy-ist bitches out here and fandom said “no no no i dont want that i wanna suck on kylo rens toes” LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIKE ill never be over it

[asherphoenixx]

Growing up with OCD be like

*playing lava*

*touches the floor*

me: FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK *taps hands and feet 5 times to keep family from dying*

[recoveryfriend]

[is-ana-here]

me: i-

parents: iT’s bEcAUsE yOu’Re nOT eATinG eNOuGh!!!

[diet-sunshine]

nobody ever romanticises

-getting throw up on your face, shirt, legs, arms, and hair

-peeing and pooping on accident while throwing up becuase youre stressing your organs so much

-not even caring about the pee or poop and continuing to throwup... mhm.

-the snot. oh my god the snot. theres so much

-dry skin so bad it hurts to put lotion on.

-never being able to eat again becuase you either: cant keep food down, get extremely bloated, get heartburn, feel sick, or all of the above

-someone finding out and eventually you just... wont care about it. the apathy, yet the shame/guilt at the same time.

-stomach pain. itll hit you out of nowhere.

-not getting your period, but still getting the effects like acne, cramps, and intense food cravings

-the amount of money wasted on food. buying hilariously large amounts of food knowing itll go to waste but not caring.

-the fear that you might not make it out of the bathroom this time. the fear that you ripped your esophagus, that your stomach ruptured, that youre brain is too malnourished, that youll go into cardiac arrest, that youll pass out over the toilet half naked and crack your head and someone is going to find you like that. that this disorder will kill you.

[da1ntydaydream]

Me: *eats a single normally portioned meal*

My brain: wow you were faking this whole time werent you thats so fucked up who does that

[appalachian-in-2103-deactivated]

Someone: *yells*

My traumatized ass:

[vanillaaagirl]

What keeps me going

[iconicpopstar]

rupaul: shows up in the ugliest fucking suit I’ve ever seen the queens:

[hydro-homies]

You know the drill

[mystical-flute]

My favorite part of this is that you can just hear the defeat in this.

[theforestofthenight]

I would like to point out that this moment right here is so cleverly put and genuinely beautiful that it could work for everything people want and need to take from it.

I legitimately cried, because I didn’t only see how a healthy and respectful relationship should work, I also saw a beautiful and respectful way to legitimate and support asexuality, which is something I’ve never seen in a show, especially related to a same sex couple (a lesbian one nonetheless).

As an ace lesbian this means the world to me, because I always have to deal with over-sexualized characters and stories, and though I’m kinda used to it by now, it still bothers me, because I just wish people understood that not everything revolves around sex, and that you can be in a healthy and happy relationship regardless of it involving sex or not, as long as you really love each other.

So, thank you One Day at a Time, you did good.