made this to cope™️

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made this to cope™️
fuck OCD.
fuck obsessions. fuck compulsions. fuck intrusive thoughts. fuck uncertainty. fuck constant shame. fuck constant guilt. fuck constant anticipation. fuck the sense of impending doom. fuck ruminating. fuck reassurance seeking. fuck checking. fuck the exhaustion. fuck mental torment. fuck being stuck on everything. fuck not being able to let things go. fuck stigma. fuck fear. fuck isolation. fuck desperation. fuck misery. fuck feeling like the most vile creature on this planet. fuck not being able to control your mind. fuck the temptation of humoring the obsession. fuck "what ifs". fuck the belittling. fuck the countless days and nights spent trying to figure something out for sure. fuck mental reviewing. fuck mental anguish. fuck not being able to ever fully let your guard down.
my rocd in a nutshell:
me asking my ldr bf if he could post me on ig: *obsesses over how he’s hiding me and doesn’t love me at all to be posted*
*he posted me twice with some sweet captions and songs*
*me now spiraling that he’s an obsessive clingy and abusive creep, he should stop cause it’s freaking me out*
neurotypicals who can control their thoughts please shut the fuck up
Some Vent art I did relating to my OCD
Bro ocd is a wild disorder like I’m just chilling and my brain convinces me if I don’t do this thing the most horrific event will happen
it‘s so ironic that people associate ocd with being overly tidy. but my ocd is to blame for a lot of messy rooms i caused throughout my life
OCD got me coming up with conspiracy theories about myself just like