jew who is Tired

secret blog so i don't get sent death threats for being a zionist :P they/them

[ashkenazzle]

i would like to apologize for all the stupid shit i have said before i knew better

[ashkenazzle]

this is insane levels of paranoia but my biggest dream in life is to become a singer and performer and i am slowly but surely giving up on that dream because i can see scene for scene how it plays out. if i were to get famous i would inevitably be tied to the tracks of the hate train because of my zionism (judaism, let's be real) and more or less become blackballed from the creative spheres i would be part of. i am not even that outspoken about it but i just know people would dig up my following list or stalk my parent's' facebooks or some other "moral purist" psycho bullshit. any talent or worth i had would be rendered useless since anything associated with my name would immediately be poisoned goods. and no matter how hard i would try to convince these people that i am a good, kind person (which i am) who only wants peace it would not matter. they hear the word zionist and immediately associate it with inhuman.

[ashkenazzle]

like one of these days someone is going to succumb to all this vitriol that is mindlessly dished out like candy and actually fucking commit suicide and all that these people will have to say in response is "well just another dead zionist 💅" Are you an actual sociopath. Quickly. because these are REAL PEOPLE who love and hurt and laugh and cry and have families and friends and lives and aspirations and passions and you who claims tolerance and love make it IMPOSSIBLE to survive. WHY is your empathy so conditional. you should seriously and wholeheartedly be ashamed of yourselves.

[ashkenazzle]

this is insane levels of paranoia but my biggest dream in life is to become a singer and performer and i am slowly but surely giving up on that dream because i can see scene for scene how it plays out. if i were to get famous i would inevitably be tied to the tracks of the hate train because of my zionism (judaism, let's be real) and more or less become blackballed from the creative spheres i would be part of. i am not even that outspoken about it but i just know people would dig up my following list or stalk my parent's' facebooks or some other "moral purist" psycho bullshit. any talent or worth i had would be rendered useless since anything associated with my name would immediately be poisoned goods. and no matter how hard i would try to convince these people that i am a good, kind person (which i am) who only wants peace it would not matter. they hear the word zionist and immediately associate it with inhuman.

[ashkenazzle]

the concept of zionism being "basic dni criteria" like Wow you people will never survive in the real world

[ashkenazzle]

but the minute you say something like this about israel you get doxxed and harassed . Right right

[ashkenazzle]

genuine question where did the thing of putting screenshots of stupid posts underwater come from/what is its function . just out of curiosity bc i see it all the time

[ashkenazzle]

logging the torah on goodreads

[ashkenazzle]

oh my god what's next are people gonna "reclaim and recontextualize" the k slur 😭

[ashkenazzle]

im reclaiming and recontextualizing it. and by it well. let's just say. my antisemitic slur coined by the KKK

[ashkenazzle]

oh my god what's next are people gonna "reclaim and recontextualize" the k slur 😭

[ashkenazzle]

ok i dont usually talk about my personal interests on this account but im a heated rivalry enjoyer and i saw this on my twitter tl and i just find it funny that people will find a statement like this about the russian language completely ridiculous (which it is) but then turn around and say hebrew is a "colonizer" language like Guyssssss!!!!

like at its core what you are doing is Discriminating against someone because of the language they speak. does that seem okay to you. you who preaches multiculturalism and acceptance. does it. like seriously i would like to know.

"but they're bad 😓" first of all holy overgeneralization. congratulations you have just participated in STEREOTYPE 💜! second of all realistically what do you want native speakers of a "terroristic" language to do. learn a new language? obviously it's possible but it takes a lot of time and resources that a lot of people frankly do not have access to, nor do they live in communities conducive to/supportive of learning a foreign language.

like do you hear yourself im begging 😭 at this rate you lot are on par with the "we're in america speak american" crowd

[teaboot]

Gotta appreciate how goddang on point Yiddish was with developing the verbage. “Mazel tov”. “Schlep”. “Kvetching”. It feels good in the mouth. Accurate. Organic. Kiki and Boba of concepts

[teaboot]

I believe that if I’d never heard the word before in my life and someone pointed to some sleazy rapscallion rubbing elbows with persons of influence and said that they were “schmoozing” I would just innately know what they meant

[official-linguistics-post]

official linguistics post

[ashkenazzle]

someone who i have shown absolutely NOTHING but kindness to and even went out of my way to help in a difficult time just unfollowed me for mourning the loss of those who died on october 7th. i just don't understand how someone can see, experience, and benefit from your kindness and friendship and still just blatantly reject it. you have hard, tangible evidence that i am a good person, yet my zionism (strong word for it even, all i reposted was a photo of all the victims with the caption "two years") is ultimately where you draw the line. i need you all to understand that acting this way towards your friends, and even towards celebrities, too, is UNHEALTHY. being able to flip a switch and immediately start disliking someone because of one thing (especially one thing that is so insanely important to their identity) is not healthy. these are GOOD PEOPLE you are abandoning. if the worst kind of person you can imagine is a zionist, you need a bigger imagination.

[ashkenazzle]

"genocide is bad i hate genocide! also i think all israelis deserve to die"

[ashkenazzle]

love the internet

[ashkenazzle]

so i accidentally tagged this post w "leftist antisemitism" which was 100% my bad but then someone reblogged more angry with the fact that i had called this guy a leftist and that i am supposedly trying to "slander the left's image" as opposed to being angry at yknow. The blatant and disgusting antisemitism 😂😂 rlly shows where your priorities are at.... this post i will Purposefully tag leftist antisemitism lol

[ashkenazzle]

love the internet

[ashkenazzle]

hasan piker predator and misogynist fork found in kitchen ijbol

[ashkenazzle]

BEFORE YOU RESPOND: IF YOU HAVE NOTHING INTELLIGENT OR PRODUCTIVE TO SAY DO NOT SAY IT!

Jumblr (and others who wish to contribute in a respectful manner) i would like to discuss this post and get your thoughts on it!

Personally – something about this does not sit right with me. I understand what they're trying to say, but I feel like there is a better, less sensational wording. Not only do extreme and absolute statements like this just paint us as even worse in the eyes of the opposing side, but i also feel like it is unfair and lacks nuance. Not that I'm excusing it, but when you're a literal child and are raised with propaganda shoved down your throat and embedded in your language OF COURSE you are going to believe it and regurgitate it. It's their entire existence, it's all they know. I feel like we shouldn't be blaming young, impressionable children, but rather the adults indoctrinating them and molding their minds in such a way.

[badempanadaofpatmos]

Something about this literal pro genocide propaganda justifying the murder of children feels a little bit off and lacking in nuance, which unfortunatly makes us look bad.

[discoursedumpster]

The difference between the nuance, compassion, and humanity of Jewish culture, and the black and white nihilistic hatred of the bigot, has never been easier to recognize than in the notes on this post.

[badempanadaofpatmos]

Maybe don't describe justifiyng the mass murder of children as nuanced, compassioned and humanly in the eyes of jewish culture.

It's insane how good zionists are at making antisemitism seem reasonable and appropriate.

[ashkenazzle]

what are you talking about bro 💜