baby i'm the best;;

ashleigh sanford, 20, fuck that new girl that's been in your bed, she's not crazy like me, bet that you like that.

[ashlcigh]

“Ah, New York. I missed you,” Ashleigh mused as she took in the view of the city in summer. It was so different to the cool weather of the home she had just left, but she couldn’t stay there anymore. Home just reminded her of the pain that she didn’t want to feel. Rolling her suitcase through her apartment lobby, she had never felt more happy to be somewhere in her entire life.

[ashlcigh]

TEXT | ASH

Karen: actually... i've been kind of drawing lately. kinda. nothing too good.

Ashleigh: Drawing? I'd love to see one day

[ashlcigh]

(lucy) ★

Send my character a ★ and I’ll bold everything they feel toward your character.

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[ashlcigh]

(lilah) ★

Send my character a ★ and I’ll bold everything they feel toward your character.

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[ashlcigh]

(peter) ★

Send my character a ★ and I’ll bold everything they feel toward your character.

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[ashlcigh]

(karen) ★

Send my character a ★ and I’ll bold everything they feel toward your character.

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[bunchofrpmemes]

Send my character a ★ and I’ll bold everything they feel toward your character.

[littlebadger]

bunchofrpmemes.

I like you // I love you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’d kill you if I got the chance // I want you to like me // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I pity you // I respect you // I trust you // I feel protective of you // I’d invite you with me to parties // I’d lend you my money // I’d borrow your money // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // I’m upset with you // You’re nice // You’re mean // I’m envious of you // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I look up to you // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better

[ashlcigh]

TEXT | ASH

Karen: i'm crying

Karen: fuck

Karen: YOU WERE SO TINY

Karen: i'd totally play you. i'm probably not even good anymore

Ashleigh: THANKS DUDE

Ashleigh: i hope my unfortunate twelvie stages made you laugh

Ashleigh: pshyeahhhhhhhh i doubt that love

[ashlcigh]

# for karen, lilah and lucy (i'm assuming xe would've given ash xirr number during the current thread!)

send me ”#” for cell phone headcanons about our muses:

KAREN

what your muse’s name is in mine’s phone

Kare <3

what your muse’s picture is in mine’s phone

what your muse’s ringtone is in mine’s phone

stressed out by twenty one pilots 

my muse’s last text to your muse

ashleigh: tbh if you played soccer i would verse you in the park, i may suck but i was a track star

LILAH

what your muse’s name is in mine’s phone

Lilah Jones

what your muse’s picture is in mine’s phone

what your muse’s ringtone is in mine’s phone

default

my muse’s last text to your muse 

ashleigh: hey love, just letting you know that I’m so proud of your song :))

LUCY

what your muse’s name is in mine’s phone

Lucy Odair

what your muse’s picture is in mine’s phone

what your muse’s ringtone is in mine’s phone

default

my muse’s last text to your muse

ashleigh: hey, thanks for everything :)

[ashlcigh]

TEXT | ASH

Karen: I DEMAND TO SEE PICTURES OF THIS EMO PHASE

Karen: dude pics of your emo phase might ACTUALLY cure some of my sadness pls pls omfg I NEED TO LAUGH

Karen: i have yeah but like everyone would be all hugging me and wanting to know if i was okay and idk

Ashleigh: MOST OF THEM ARE GONE BUT I USED TO HAVE BLUE EXTENSIONS

Ashleigh: photo message.

Ashleigh: then tell them to give you some space. tbh if you played soccer i would verse you in the park, i may suck but i was a track star

[connectivitty-blog]

cell phone headcanons

send me ”#” for cell phone headcanons about our muses including:                              - what your muse’s name is in mine’s phone                              - what your muse’s picture is in mine’s phone                              - what your muse’s ringtone is in mine’s phone                              - my muse’s last text to your muse

[ashlcigh]

TEXT | ASH

Karen: chill your judgement dude ok we all know it was problematic but don't even lie it had some hella moments

Karen: yeah maybe

Karen: or a vibrator

Karen: i'm way too sad for a puppy like idk. and i have a roommate who is awesome like seriously she's amazing i like platonically love her but i also just feel like this huge burden on her no matter how many times she tells me otherwise like fuck

Karen: especially when i'm such a trainwreck i'm like terrible to be around rn so she has to get upset with me being such a fucking mess literally always

Karen: wow dude i did not use to be this fucking insecure holy shit

Karen: my mom says i need to 'get out there' again. she keeps sending me these like flyers for different soccer shit and idk

Karen: i just wanna like sleep for days can i do that

Ashleigh: um okay it did but my love for glee is buried along w/ my emo phase

Ashleigh: why not both

Ashleigh: then trust what she's saying and stop feeling like a burden bc you ain't. at least, you aren't for me but like if you were being a burden to her she probs would've got rid of you by now

Ashleigh: you're allowed to be, kare. you don't always have to be strong

Ashleigh: have you thought about getting back into it again? better yet, have you thought about going to see her?

[ashlcigh]

TEXT | ASH

Karen: like that one song from glee

Karen: so far i just cling to pillows and cry it's actually kind of pathetic

Karen: shit dude that was so long ago

Karen: i've never even really lived alone. i have siblings, so they were there growing up and then i lived w cameron during wb and then lily... i wasn't ready to be alone

Ashleigh: omg glee that was 12 year old me's fave show ew

Ashleigh: no it's not bb, maybe you need one of those boyfriend pillows that they make for lonely teenagers, they probs make a girls one

Ashleigh: have you thought about getting a roommate? or a puppy or something? that could help, right?

[ashlcigh]

TEXT | ASH

Karen: 20 year old me is saying it i just didn't want to seem lame

Karen: idek just everything. it's so hard sleeping alone after years of not doing it i feel like i have to learn to live all over again and i don't want to

Karen: idk

Karen: i'm just a fucking mess

Karen: no it's okay i'll probably fall asleep soon

Karen: but thanks

Ashleigh: nah embrace the lameness

Ashleigh: :(

Ashleigh: either you get a smaller bed or you buy a huge stuffed animal to keep you company, that seems silly but they do make good friends

Ashleigh: as for the living bit, you need to remember how you lived when you were on your own. i know things have changed but just give it a try

Ashleigh: that's k bby, i'm probs gonna go get maccas anyways

[ashlcigh]

TEXT | ASH

Karen: that's a huge mouthful

Karen: the 12 year old in me is going 'that's what she said' fuck dude this is what happens when i stay up too late

Karen: i can't sleep

Karen: i can never fucking sleep anymore tbh

Ashleigh: damn only 12? the 20 year old me is saying that lmao

Ashleigh: aw babe :(( what's on ur mind?

Ashleigh: if you can't sleep then i can battle the ny streets to bring food and harry potter

[ashlcigh]

TEXT | ASH

Karen: you're a loser holy shit

Karen: hey tho

Ashleigh: i prefer the queen of dad jokes ;)

Ashleigh: what up home skillet?

[lucysmyctheanderson-blog]

“Slowly. I took it day by day. I reminded myself why I was getting sober in the first place. It was a lot of ups and downs. Rehab helped.”

[ashlcigh]

“So you had a reason, and money. I have neither of those things.”