Hello everyone, seems Iāve found my way back to tumblr. Iāve been shifting successfully from about 2018- Iām was previously over on Reddit which is where you may know me from if you know me. Iāve made a few posts over there talking about my shifting journey and some stories. I currently have four DRās that Iām actively shifting to and quite a few others scripted, the four that Iāll probably talk about the most are:
Criminal Minds
Better childhood
Fame
Crossover (Marauders x Criminal Minds x Legacy)
I use to have a tumblr back in 2010ish- canāt for the life of me remember the handle. But I find this format a bit more intuitive than Reddit so Iām going to give it another go. So, here are a few things about me:
My name is Ashley, Iām 29 years old, and an eclectic pagan and practicing witch as well as a shifter.
Spencer Reid is my dad in 2/4 of my active DRās, a father figure in another. My fame DR is the exception.
Iām currently working on several methods that Iāll document here for anyone who wants to to try. Everything I post will be tested by me first, I canāt guarantee results but I hope at least some people find them useful!
Iām happy to chat about shifting all day but I do like to put a disclaimer: I am autistic and people sometimes find me really really blunt. I know I shouldnāt have to put that as a disclaimer but I think itās good for people to know.
I donāt post anything NSFW (there is absolutely 0 romance is any of my DRās and i donāt see that changing).
I probably will post story times but just as a heads up theyāre usually pretty mundane and boring.
My time zone is GMT+8, though Iām up at odd hours so who knows when Iāll be posting.
Thats all I can think of at the moment, but as usual if anyone has shifting related questions Iām more than happy to answer them!
Very quick single card pull while I work on this script because I had a question based on what I was channeling and while the universe may have said I canāt meddle in my siblings love lives it did not say that I canāt ask clarifying questions.
So.
Itās Simon and Alec, isnāt it?
The ace of wands is a yes if you donāt know tarot.
Well thatās going to be, uh, interesting. I donāt know? Like ???! Maybe it will work ?! (Trying to be a supportive parabatai lowkey having a crash out). Itās good. Itās fine. This is fine.
Time for a few more spins to figure out whatās going on in the Mortal Insturments DR.
Iāve been doing a lot of scripting, so hopefully will have that organized enough to start posting in the next week or so but just as a few little things:
Starting off easy what Parabatai pair would make the most sense to compare Alec and I to?
Not mad about that.
Okay Iām going to allow there to be one retcon to things Iāve already rolled and that will be:
*sigh* of course. That is very little sister coded too. Canon? Nah. The little sister from my Shadowhunters Dr? Guess sheās here now. Yay. š
What year is it (I swear I rolled this earlier but could not find it? Lmao blame it on the time travel if I did it can be both years thatās fine ššš)
Okay so weāre probably like 19-21?
How many random things to script and what are they?
go be ācringeā !!! u wanna be the main character of ur dr?? do it! u wanna be ridiculously overpowered??? go for it!! u want ppl to instantly think ur incredible and amazing and insanely attractive?? sure!!
if itās up ur alley, go do it!!!!!! no shame if itās not hurting anyone xoxo
I donāt know who needs to hear this today but you can script things just because it doesnāt have to make sense or be logical, it doesnāt have to fit or follow the canon you can just script whatever you want. Any time. For any reason.
Itās YOUR desired reality. Do what makes YOU happiest!
First channeling session for letting fate choose my Mortal Instruments DR and oh my gosh was it a doozy. I have learned a lot. I feel like Iāve learned nothing. I did use the tag prompts I did earlier to dial in on those moments, and then compiled the info I got into āscenesā as my DR is based on the books I thought it would be a nice touch for the script, so what youāre reading is whatās going in my script.
My notes and reactions shall be in italic and purple.
The ground seem to come up all at once. Alec rolled neatly out of it, but his parabatai was hardly so lucky. She struck the cobbled street, her shoulder taking the brunt of the blow. He was by her side in an instant, pulling her to her feet as if to return to the fight, but whatever had been in pursuit of them was not here. There was still something wrong, and both their eyes were drawn to the rune on her ruined palm, shining crimson.
āDonāt remember this one in the grey book.ā Ashley said faintly.
āWell.ā He said, drawing an iratze on her. āIf Clary can figure out new runes, I donāt see why you canāt. And hey, at least thereās no longer a demon trying to eat us.ā
On a normal day, those words would have been music to her ears. But she could not shake the wrongness of what had just happened, of where they were. There were no cars, no sirens, only hoof beats and creaky carriage wheels and the unmistakable sounds of London voices surrounding them.
Please please please tell me this is Victorian London I BEG. Iām not 100% sure on the year but I got a really good look at London and Iām terrified and excited. Also confirming time travel is tied to a rune but it did NOT look like a shadowhunter rune at all.
__
āDo you know the pain he went through to get you?ā Jace spat, circling Ashley like prey. āYou wouldnāt even be half the shadowhunter you are if Valentine hadnāt intervened.ā
She needed to get somewhere high- she was never going to beat Jace in hand to hand combat. Her darts were still at her belt- that was a good sign. Maybe if she could just distract him long enough, she could reach for them. āHe poisoned my mother! He poisoned me! Jace listen to yourself, you know us, she cooked you meals, she-ā
His dagger went whizzing past her head. She froze- Jace never missed, and the fact that he had was unsettling.
āShut up.ā He told her. āAll she did for me was try and undo fifteen years of proper training. She thought she could love the angel into you, and ruined you in the process. When she was reading you bedtime stories my father was mourning you, his great creation. He would have made you something to be feared.ā There was pain in his voice.
Ashley couldnāt help think, with Jace towering over her as he was, that angels, in fact, were far more terrifying than demons.
That was intense. Also Jace no youāre better than this please be better than this ššš
____
Clary had combed the entire library twice by the time she found Dr.Reid. He was sitting in his study, skimming a large book with an ornate cover, and jotting notes into the margins as he went.
āClary!ā He said cheerfully, looking up. āI didnāt see you, come in, is something wrong?ā
āSorry, Dr.Reid.ā She said. āIzzy wanted me to find a book, Secrets of the Silent byā¦ well, she didnāt give me a name.ā
āIs that so?ā He asked.
āYes.ā
āIsabelle!ā He called into the hallway.
āYes?ā Izzy said, rounding the corner, a smile on her face.
āWhere is your accomplice?ā Dr. Reid raised an eyebrow.
Clary looked behind herself just in time to see Ashley slide down from the rafters, a grin on her face. āCome on dad it was a bit of harmless fun.ā
āWorth it.ā Izzy mouthed.
Clary had never gotten the impression the girls were particularly close. She had seen them argue on more than one occasion, and most of the time, it seemed as if they were cold and distant with one another. But now she could tell without a doubt, they were sisters.
I donāt know why I had the urge to write this from Claryās POV but I felt a lot of her emotions when I was channeling this so yeah. Izzy and I are definitely distant most of the time and that hurts a bit so I think my subconscious was not ready to unpack that.
__
āI like to think of myself as a freewheeling bisexual.ā Magnus mused.
āAce, queer.ā Ashley added.
Magnus tilted his head. āAre your parents trying to collect the entire rainbow?ā
āProbably.ā Alec said. āAlthough I was the only one who got a rainbow cake.ā
āI remember.ā Magnus said dryly. āYou were eight and claimed you were going to marry me one day. I do hope your taste in men has gottenā¦less questionable in the age department. For your sake and your parents.ā
āOh it has.ā Simon said with a grin.
Simon what are you saying I am so confused also no Malec ššš thereās no Malec šššš Magnus knew us as kids so it makes sense but THERES NO MALEC ššš there was also more about Camille that I felt I knew but didnāt fit in as it was just like random brain knowledge. Theyāre pretty committed I think. Izzy is as far as I can tell into girls. Again random brain knowledge that did not fit so I donāt think Sizzy is happening either which fits as the universe said canon? Donāt know her. I think itās Clace and thatās it.
__
āI can handle it.ā Ashley said, offering her arm to Clary. āYou have to get to Alec though, you need to tell himā¦Tell him to aim for the wings, okay? Tell him we are getting Jace back.ā
āAre you sure?ā Clary asked. āI can do it, I can put the rune on myself or show you how to draw it.ā
āNo, Clary youāre not nearly trained enough. Jace might not want to hurt you, but his focus is going to be on protecting his parabatai. I have fought him, I have trained with him, I know him. But more importantly I know Alec. He can track me in the air- with you heāll be shooting blind.ā
āI donāt want any of you getting hurt.ā Clary said.
āThe score is equal if I go. A parabatai on the ground, a parabatai in the heavens.ā
Clary nodded, and began to draw the rune.
Its wings I felt the wings grow 0/10 took a break after this one oh and Jonathan is Jaceās prabatai so that explains a lot and is very not fun.
____
āHello!ā Simon said, all too cheerfully, fiddling with the bars on her window.
āYouāre my rescue?ā Ashley said, raising a skeptical eyebrow. She had expected more fanfare, Alec and Isabelle and maybe even her father and mother storming the guard to come break her out, but the daylighter? Alone? If there was a plan, she wondered if he had come up with it himself.
The bars came free in the next instant, and Simon dropped in, quickly taking off his backpack and fishing out clothes. āSo youāre not in prison wear.ā
she looked them over- an oversized t-shirt that had once been black but was now a faded grey, a ripped pair of jeans, and a pair of navy tennis shoes that had the initials AGLR sharpied on the tongue. āThese are Alecās.ā She stated the obvious. āAnd if you havenāt noticed heās about a foot taller than me.ā
Simon shrugged. āI am but the messenger and well-ā He pointed at his forehead. āThe muscle.ā
She scoffed.
āGo on, get changed. Alec said youād know what to do.ā
And it clicked in her head, that this wasnāt a half baked rescue at all. She pulled on the clothes and a few moments later, she stood a foot taller, her shoulders broader, pushing the black hair out of her eyes.
āIām ready.ā Alecās voice came from her mouth.
Simon gave a little jump, his eyes going wide as he turned back around and looked at her. āYou know this is super unsettling, right?ā
Simon is actually really hard for me to channel and I I was more weirded out by the change to properly do more than skim the surface at this point so face value here.
Letting fate choose my DR (also known as the mortal instruments DR) first shift tarot reading.
Before I continue with my script I just wanted to get a kind of lay of the land to what my first day there will look like.
I present you cards flew out in groups method of reading tarot (also known as winging it this is in no way shape or form a tarot spread). So letās break this down!
This probably is going to not make a lot of sense in its presentation but the ways the cards came out I broke into morning, afternoon, and evening.
Okay first morning in my DR, starting with the four of swords Iām just waking up there. Nothing exciting, not coming to in like the middle of a conversation or during some fight. Coming out and the same time but sticking together is the hermit and the four of cups. They didnāt come out first but they did fall left which gives me the impression something happened very recently that made me feel isolated and that i needed to sleep on it. These arenāt really things happening in the morning but things effecting my morning.
And into the afternoon. Donāt sweat death in a tarot reading- itās just a transition so I would say moving away from whatever made me feel isolated. Iāve slept on it, Iām good. The eight of coins is about learning, hard work, training. The queen of swords is the matriarch and the three of cups is friends family. So this is super straight forward- moms leading training so a pretty typical day for a shadowhunter at the institute.
And then I think my evening is going to go straight to the trashcan. Iām almost certain that this is the first night Clary sees us at pandemonium. Just because itās going so well then going so, so poorly. The high priestess is asking me to trust my intuition and thatās what itās telling me- this is meeting Clary. Ten of cups moving into the nine of coins speaks to comfort and harmony, so this is very routine until the five of wands comes in which is a quarrel of some sort. And lastly Iām left the night with the five of coins feeling unwell or unsettled.
Still working on the fate chooses my DR mortal instruments DR, just took a little break because I had back to back drama shifts and was like yeah this DR is intense I gotta sleep on it š .
If anyone needs context for this post : my mother in my criminal minds DR is my CR mother. I am no contact with this woman for many reasons and she is just as bad in my DR. My mom in my Shadowhunters DR is JJ from criminal minds. She is lovely and wonderful and a great mom. Spencer from Criminal minds is my multiverse dad and heās scripted in as my dad in most realities.
So tldr when Iām talking about my mom in both of these they are two very different people.
Criminals Minds DR drama: figured out why the adult adoption thing was brought up and that would be because mother dearest pretended to be Rossiās wife to get info on me. She is apparently, as far as anyone can tell, trying to get me removed from field work on accounts of an āabusive mentor (her) husband told her about.ā The irony is sheās done worse here (and there) so I was just like okay bet thatās weird and a little unsettling but life goes on. However paperwork has been filed and we have a court date soon so if all goes well Spencer is formally adopting me. Thereās no internal case because of what she did atp but heās not doing field work right now to avoid conflict of interest. Also this is short on details because I feel weird talking about it, and thereās a lot going on but now I know whatās exactly going on because boy oh boy was I being kept in the dark.
And being kept in the dark was fine because it was BAD last time and I need to be able to focus on my job and not having a PTSD fueled crash out. Iāve gotten to the point where I can kind of sleep in a bed again and only sometimes have night terrors so everyone in the know was like protect! The! Progress!
Shadowhunters DR drama: I am back from traveling with Izzy and am officially the worlds worst big sister (to Elizabeth). Sheās really struggling at the academy- apparently Max in particular is really mean to her (sheās also not very nice to him either in his defense) but she just doesnāt really fit in there and on top of that sheās behind as she is STRUGGLING with some of the runes. Anyways weāre at the house in Idris and long story short she slammed a door in my face and told me she wishes Clary was her sister because Clary asks her how her day was and all I do is ignore her. A little self reflection later when Clary came over and IMMEDIATELY was like āhey Lizzie how was your day? Do you want to work on your runes?ā And I was like oof I suck. Tried to have a little heart to heart with her later and it may have devolved into me pointing out Izzy *also* acts the same way towards her and we donāt mean it and we can try and include her more. āI donāt care!ā My sister who Iām pretty sure had been replaced by a demon shouted at me. āIzzy is at least pretty so she can afford to be a bitch!ā
I was stunned. Shocked. Jace was laughing. Izzy was trying not to laugh. Mom had been consulting on some cold peace stuff so was out, dad was out with the horses. So couldnāt exactly yell for either one of them.
āIām telling dad!ā Was my only retort and she proceeded to storm off and lock herself in (what I assumed was) her room. I stormed out to the barn and ranted at dad for like 10 minuets. He was like okay calm down, Iām going to talk to her later but sheās gone through a lot and you two fighting isnāt helping. So he had me tack up Pony, popped in the house to tell Izzy and Jace we were headed out, grabbed one of our other horses and we went for a ride out to Lake Lyn and just chatted. Which was nice I donāt get to spend a ton of time with him in this DR.
We ride back, Iām feeling better, dad has talked sense into me and Iām going to go apologize to the little shit I call my sister because āØbeing the bigger person is an important life lessonāØ. I get in the house, start looking for her, canāt find her. Go upstairs sheās not in her room, but mine is suspiciously locked. I start yelling, banging on the door, she comes out smiling and goes āI decided youāre the sweetest sister ever!ā
Which is to say she took an entire BUCKET of honey from the pantry and COATED the carpet and whatever else she could. FIVE GALLONS OF HONEY. FIVE GALLONS!!!!! And why do we have five gallons of honey? Mom won it in a stupid silent auction thing. We donāt use it. It has sat in the damn pantry for TWO YEARS.
I will not recount the rest of the night in any detail becuase it painted no one in a favorable light š. There was screaming, fake tears, Elizabeth got grounded. Alec wasnāt home (he was just back in NYC watching the institute with Magnus) so I slept in his room and was grumpy about it because his mattress is stupid and that weird soft memory foam. Like he picked it out himself no one is forcing him to sleep on that bed but why!?!? My back will never recover.
Also mom got home at like 11 and yelled at us because to be fair to her she had a headache and at that point Jace Izzy and I were all crammed onto Alecās bed eating the stash of candy (well Izzy and I were) he keeps under his bed like some feral animal and talking at about 10x the volume of normal humans. Whoops.
boring sidenote so Iām not being viewed as crappy sibling x2 he knew all this was going down I texted him in the group chat (I am but a filthy phone addict yes I scripted technology works šš) and it went basically as follows (not verbatim close enough Jace had like three paragraphs about how his parabatai doth betray him it was funny)
Me: hey Alec is it okay if I sleep in your room tonight? Elizabeth really messed up my room and I donāt want to sleep on the couch.
Alec: yeah Jace told me, you good?
Me: no.
Izzy: OF COURSE SHES NOT FINE YOU MONSTER.
Alec: underbed storage left side.
Me: ????
Izzy: why are you so weirdly cryptic.
Jace: You never let ME raid the candy stash this is a life altering betrayal.
Me: candy stash?
Alec: knock yourself out. Itās sour belts.
Jace: I hate sour belts.
Alec: and thatās why I never offer you candy from the candy stash.
Anyways should be back to scripting sometime this week as well as maybe some channeled messages and some more tarot spreads!
Things that happen as an experienced shifter that might surprise some people:
I go through periods where I donāt shift despite trying and doing things I know works for me.
I have had crash outs over SINGULAR failed shifting attempts.
Mini shifts as in Iām there Iām just not committing to it and then I am back here.
In relation to three scaring the daylights out of myself while shifting because I hear a voice or feel someone touch me. (I startle so easy š ).
I donāt usually shift with them but I love a good Alunir meditation regardless.
I have dozens of scrips Iāve made that I know Iām never going to shift to but I love making little scripts so make one for almost all media I consume ājust in caseā.
Say Iām going to shift tonight knowing well and good I am an awake method girlie, fall asleep without even trying and then be vaguely disappointed in myself in the morning.
Pay people to do channeled letters/shufflemany/miscelluiosu DR related channeling for me (even for DRās Iāve been to!) . Can I do it myself? Yeah. Am I gonna? Probably not. Do I need it? No. Do I like spending money on little trinkets that remind me of the places Iāve been to or am going to go to? YES.
Shift back because Iām bored. DRās are real and sometimes youāre gonna be bored.
Scripted some REAL cringey what in the wattpad things because damnit 12 year old me deserves to live her dreams too and if that includes smelling like the discontinued mid 2000ās bath and body works cinnamon roll shower gel at all times so be it.
Part 9 of letting fate choose my mortal instruments DR! This time using tarot to try and narrow down what my relationships are like in that DR.
Alight letās start off with Alec, my parabatai.
The sun, page of wands, two of wands. So this is a pretty ideal relationship with a parabatai- the sun speaks to happiness and fulfillment and I would have honestly been worried if I didnāt pull it for a parabatai or pulled cards that didnāt speak to the level of alignment this does. The page speaks to adventure with a positive undertone and the two of wands speaks to potential. Itās new but itās going to work out just fine. I get the idea we might not have been parabatai for long BUT it was the right decision. We balance each other and while we are still learning we are learning together and the outcome will be favorable.
Izzy
The tower queen of wands six of coins. Oh this is interesting, the tower obviously is an ending so either we are NOT getting along super well at first OR this is just speaking to the fact that she is my parabatai in my Shadowhunters DR and we donāt have the same connection. Either way moving into the queen of wands means we both mellow a bit and are sure of ourselves and are in a better place with one another. Six of coins shows that we will rely on each other l, just perhaps not at the beginning.
Jace
Queen of wands the tower the hanged man. Okay I partially rescind what I said about Izzy because pulling those first two cards revered again but for Jace tells me that we do not get along becuase he pit us against each other, quite subtly. I get that he uplifted me and tore her down and there was resentment there. The tower is quite obviously about finding out heās Valentineās spy, but moving into the hanged man energy should be interesting. Iām guessing thereās a lot of steps to get there but thereās an introspective shift where we should see each other eye to eye.
Simon
The Hierophant three of coins two of coins. The hierophant is an interesting card to pull- itās not how I see myself but I can see how thatās how Simon might see me, almost middle religious management, but someone he can get information from. The three of coins speaks to teamwork so there will be a friendship building there, and the two of coins speaks to balance so I can expect we will end up being quite good friends and (at least for a bit) a good balance between the Shadowhunters and the downworld.
Clary
Four of coins three of swords page of swords. Oof, you know how I said Jace is most likely going to put Izzy and I against each other? Yeah. Until he finds Clary. Her arrival is going to make me feel quite ostracized and I do wonder if itās going to coincide with finding out I have demon blood while both of they have angel blood. This continues with the theme of loneliness and pain in the three of swords- whatever she does, hurts me. But the three isnāt forever, the page is a new beginning. Maybe a bit immature and careless but there might be friendship there after all.
Magnus
The sun justice the fool. I think weāre going to get along better in the beginning than we did in my shadowhunter Dr and Iām here for it. Iām guessing thereās a lot of safety in the fact that he wonāt look at me like I have three heads because I have demon blood. Justice is an interesting bridge card and I think based on the sun we might both be seeking it. ending with the fool, thereās a bit of chaos there but again itās overall a positive card that bodes well.
Mom
Alright going to do these last two just for fun as fate doesnāt quite get a huge say in my parents (I say confidently as the only reason JJ is my mom in this DR is because when I accidentally shifted for the first time to my Shadowhunters DR sans any script she was my mom there and I warmed up to the idea. And the only reason Spencer is my dad in basically almost all of my DRās at this point is because of how much of a fatherly role he took on my in CM dr which was not scripted. Also the more I think about it the more Iām like yeah the universe is having a laugh again.) anyways the chariot queen of wands five of wands. Sheās given me a really good foundation- we sometimes butt heads but overall she has made sure that Iām confident and smart. Probably handles most of my training so is a driving force.
Dad
Six of cups knight of swords ace of cups. Nothing surprising here, the six speaks to a very happy childhood, the knight of swords about accomplish goals and being confident enough to go after those goals with the utmost determination and the ace is supportive and loving.
Thank you for answering and dont apologize for ur info dump i was so locked in i enjoyed how long it wasš¼ if you dont mind could you do another one of things to be mindful of when shifting for the plot in tmišā¤ļø
Yeah of course!
Okay so for some other things to be mindful of of with the plot:
The Clave is the worst HR department you will ever deal with in your life. Nothing is efficient and there is DEEP corruption there. They are not there to protect downworlders. They arenāt even really there to protect Shadowhunters (we romanticize going out in battle so much. Itās scary).
To the same tune but with Shadowhunters as people, as much as I love being one there, itās impossible not to look at the power imbalance that we create. The way historically Shadowhunters treat downworlders is disgusting and I do wish I had scripted more around it. If youāve ever read the codex the little quips where Magnus or Luke or Simon are said to have gone off on rants are not a joke. Are there good Shadowhunters? Of course. Is the power we have dangerous? Absolutely.
If I could go back in time Iād probably script out the Alec and Magnus breakup and why that occurred. I know I was the one hanging around him after but the entire thing was messed up and I kinda wish I had taken my dads advice and not done that but at the same time the place he was in mentally I was terrified what me not being there was going to lead to. Itās a moment that works really great in a book for an emotional gut punch but SUCKS in real life.
Demons in retrospect arenāt *that* scary, like donāt get me wrong theyāre scary. Especially greater demons. But angels. ANGELS? Terrifying. No thank you.
The cold peace should have had more provisions of protection in it and is probably one of the scariest pieces of legislature when youāre living it. Now iron is something Shadowhunters carry all the time regardless but since it passed every time one of us leave the institution mom or dad says something like āshow me your iron.ā And if we canāt produce something right then and there something is given to us. When Alec moved in with Magnus mom went over there at like 10pm one night just to bring iron incase Magnusā apartment wasnāt protected enough. Rowan wood, salt, grave dirt and even holy water are hot commodities as well, and nothing feels safe.
And I know Iāve said it before, but the longer I have one (and also planning on going to a different DR where I have a different parabatai which I still havenāt completely wrapped my head around) the more intense I realize it is for everyone around you. You eat breathe sleep and live that person and it affects everyone else, negatively and positively depending on whatās going on and to just be really mindful of that when youāre interacting with parabatai.
Please excuse the dog hair, Iām doing this reading from one of the dogs beds because I donāt feel like setting up the desk and I like to read from the floor anyways.
So I pulled for a Celtic cross (I start in the center drop down and then read clockwise, you might have a different order or different meaning for the cards and thatās okay), and with the page of swords in the first position with the star as the challenge Iām getting that DR me might be a little self loathing and covering it up with arrogance. Blocking such a powerful card like the Star is really about blocking yourself and not having faith that you can do whatever it is that needs doing.
The page is young and can be careless, not a bad person but someone that is probably going to learn some lessons the hard way.
With ten of cups in the third position Iām certain that Iām right because happiness and harmony as whatās below? The thing you need to focus on. Home girl likes killing demons but sheās not facing her own.
Position four, the past with five of coins. I think this really ties into not knowing enough about the experiment. Per the role, my powers havenāt manifested yet and to be honest I donāt know anyone that would be like āyeah this dude kidnapped my mom and experimented on her when she was pregnant with meā¦no clue what it did though.ā And be okay? Thatās heavy stuff.
Posistion five, five of wands for whatās above. Iām finding this really really interesting given that Iām Alecās parabatai. Yes thereās drama here but at the crux of it this is a person who is throwing her in headfirst and doesnāt care if she falls. And who doesnāt care about the fall? Someone whoās parabatai is a hell of a defense. Probably something I need to watch when I shift there as that is very easily going to turn into a situation where I do get hurt or get Alec hurt Alec because that is an immense amount of pressure to put on another human being. Itās also going to burn him out if I donāt learn to stop and analyze before going into something headfirst.
Position six, Queen of Wands- the near future. Given how fast TMI goes, I donāt know how near this is, but I see this as letting the star come out to shine and no longer be a problem- probably embracing the demon blood and using it to my advantage so Alec isnāt just protecting me while I throw myself at danger but so we can work as a team.
Position seven, advice. Two of cups in reverse. Iāve already said what the card says above itās just echoing the warning. Itās a dark world, donāt burn out the people you rely on.
Position eight, the influence on the situation the fool. Lots of risk, but lots of reward. I mean the good thing is it speaks to being quite safe overall in this reality, just a lot of chaos.
Position nine, fears. Page of coins reversed. Oof this is someone who fears theyāre not good enough. Thereās both the fear of failing and the fear of trying in the first place.
Posistion 10, outcome the high priestess. power comes from trusting yourself. I really get that Iām pretty insecure but i donāt let people see that. Iām not very trusting to the point that itās detrimental- I trust Alec and seemingly only him but ironically there isnāt advice here to trust others- just myself.
Part five of the Shadowhunters DR chosen completely by fate.Where we left off, weāve determined Iām a shadowhunter born in 1990, the parabatai of Alec, my family was not part of the circle but I was experimented on with demon blood diluted with fae blood. Iām not evil, I can time travel, shape shift and control demons. The Lightwoods are orphans, adopted by my family and Jace is a spy working for Valentine but is actually a good person. Got some random tags, learned nothing, so letās find out who I am in this DR.
First off, I forgot to do screenshots because I was going back and forth between the codex and writing things down and apparently I canāt multitask. But what Iām working with:
Hand to hand combat- intermediate
Ranged weapons- expert
Stealth- beginner
Blending and concealment- intermediate
Agility and Grace- expert
Endurance-expert
Tracking- intermediate
Orienteering- intermediate
Observation and deduction- intermediate
Languages- expert
Diplomacy- beginner
So Iām really good with ranged weapons which means me and my parabatai both have ranged weapon specialties. How many weapons (besides a seraph blade) do I specialize in?
Thats a bit š .
Anyways so those would be?
Not as bad as I thought I was honestly thinking I would be like āand hereās my cross bowā¦.and my swordā¦and my compound bow š¤ā. This is manageable.
And letās do just some random generators for who I am.
You know that fits. Damnit.
And some headcanons for funsies:
Fair.
I guess I have a pet rat.
I am NEVER beating the theatre kid allegations in any universe, am I (I have a degree in theatre)
Now this thing is getting rude okay next part appearance!
Part four of the Shadowhunters DR chosen completely by fate.Where we left off, weāve determined Iām a shadowhunter born in 1990, the parabatai of Alec, my family was not part of the circle but I was experimented on with demon blood diluted with fae blood. Iām not evil, I can time travel, shape shift and control demons. The Lightwoods are orphans, adopted by my family and Jace is a spy working for Valentine but is actually a good person.
Next steps, find out a bit about my relationships here. Then I guess who I am?
Iām changing it up a bit and am going to use a ao3 tag generator to ask the question, If my relationship with a character was a fic on ao3, what would the first tag be?
Alec?
Okay time travel side quest.
Jace?
He has angel blood, I have demon blood so uh, that checks.
Izzy?
She might not be my parabatai here but it seems we are still causing chaos love the vibe.
Magnus?
Yes we both have those going on less obvious tags please.
Clary?
I am going to need the universe to elaborate on this one. Like yes she can create runes but ???
Simon?
WHO IS BODYGUARDING WHO THO?
Thanks, the universe as a sense of humor and I feel like I know nothing š.
And for for fun letās let it pick five tags that describe this universe:
