AMY 🤍

[auntymurda]

I reblog whatever speaks to me

[piscesstar3127]

who is thinking of you?

I'm back with another reading! this time is who has you on their mind! (sidenote : masterlist will be made soon!) hope you enjoy!!

quiet your mind, take a deep breath, and see which picture calls your name! remember to take what resonates and leave the rest!

pile one

hello pile one, i hope you are swell!! for your reading, i got the knight of wands, the 5 of cups, and the 7 of cups. is there someone you rejected recently cause it definitely feels like if you did, this person is still stuck on you. this can be someone who is very driven, but also very impulsive. when they came to you, you may have noticed everything really wasn't put together right, like it was very spur of the moment. this person can also be very energetic, and they were motivated by their desire or a quest for a new experiences when it came to you. maybe you weren't their type and they decided to try something new? I feel as though they were very excited and passionate towards you, but then discovered you weren't really into it lol. I have no idea why, but I'm getting like a frat guy at a party or a guy coming up to you at a bar, just take that if it resonates with you. I low-key feel like you weren't interested at all, I'm seeing a girl being deadpan and uninterested when a guy comes up to them. this person could  currently be feeling regret, sorrow, or they are focusing on what has been lost after you. this could have also been someone you were in a relationship with and you were fed up, so you left, and now they're feeling sorry for themselves that they fumbled you. this person could be grappling with dissapointment or mourning related to your interaction or connection. the initial enthusiasm they once felt has given way  to feelings of remorse about past actions or circumstances, which is making their emotional climate quite heavy. this is now making me think that they said or did something that really put you off, I feel like you were like "what a weirdo" lol.  now this person is all up in their head about it with lots of illusions , choices , and maybe even confusion born from having too many of these possibilities going on. you know what, I think this person is kind of oblivious to what they did to make you distance yourself for some reason. they can't figure out what went wrong. they are facing lots of internal options or dreams regarding you, but none of these things are grounded in reality. they could be uncertain about which of their desires to pursue , or they're caught in a whirlwind of hopes and doubts. they feel so confused, scattered, just a mess tbh. I think you kind of set something on fire in them to make them this frazzled. I really think you did not care about them and maybe they didn't expect that? like I feel like you're so happy and content with yourselves that when you caught wind of who this person REALLY is, you were like whatever. but I think they kind of liked it? like it made them more attracted to you that you were cold and unbothered towards them. how interesting.

that's all for now pile one! I hope you enjoyed!!

pile two

hello pile two, I hope you're amazing! for your reading, i got the queen of wands, the 6 of wands, and the 3 of cups. okayyy popular!! you guys are looking good, smelling good, and feeling good! I just know you have your head held high!  anywayss, let's get into who this is lol. I actually think a lot of people are thinking of you. you guys are very vibrant, confident, and you have a strong sense of individuality that people can't help but notice. you likely think in a lively and assertive way, and you are driven by strong enthusiasm and a desire to engage with everything authentically. you guys are shining so bright, and because of this, people are viewing you as something worthy of triumph and success. there is victory and public acknowledgement here, meaning that whoever these people are, they see you or your connection in a positive uplifting light. you may have a lot of companionship, shared joy, and harmonious bonds coming your way aswell. you will come together with these people to celebrate with you! I don't know if you've recently accomplished something, but whatever this is, it's bringing you a lot of abundance, happiness, and admiration. people want to be around you, they want to be friends with you, and they want to build you up and support you. people see your warmth and your value, and just being in your presence is enough for them.

I hope you enjoyed your reading pile two, and continue being the star that you are!

pile three

hello pile three, I hope you are feeling spectacular! for your reading, i got the 3 of swords, the moon reversed, and the 7 of swords. did you guys call someone out for something that they did? if so, this  person is experiencing some sort of emotional pain or dissapointment regarding your connection, or this could honestly be you. there is someone whose mind is wrestling with emotional wounds, and this could be mirroring a recent or past hurt that is shaping what you or this person is currently thinking. there is also a state of emerging clarity or overcoming fears and illusions, which is making me believe that something was made clear to you about this person or them to you. was this a friendship or family member fallout? all I see is that spiderman meme where they're all pointing at eachother. there was a confrontation regarding these fears or illusions, and I feel like this was done to try and see things clearer, not really in a shady way, but there's someone here who didn't think that way. there is a cautiousness or a strategic approach that was used, maybe to protect oneself or hide certain intentions away from the other person. someone had a defensive or a somewhat secretive stance, which could be reflecting the person's hesitance to openly express their thoughts or feelings about the situation. this could've been for self protection, or out of uncertainty about how the other would respond. there's just so much heartbreak and sadness here though, on both sides. it feels like you truly trusted this person, and you may have known them a really long time, just because it's so hard to separate your guy's energies. a very close bond is what I'm getting. I think they're regretful that they didn't fully open up fully or that they weren't honest, and they are going over your connection remembering how abundant it was. it feels like now they want to open up, but they don't really know how.

I hope you enjoyed your reading pile three, and I'm sending so much love and care your way ♡

I'll see everyone at the next one!!

[thememedaddy]

[animentality]

[sbrown82]

"I remember she was singing, skatting and humming and birds were coming and sitting in the trees. It was amazing to witness them responding to her. I just stood there in absolute silence."

Brad Johnson, successful restauranteur & former boyfriend of Whitney Houston, on waking up to the sound of her voice wafting in from the balcony while on a romantic vacation in Antigua in the mid '80s.

[homunculus-argument]

There's a bell curve to how tasty a meal is, and how badly the person who made it hates you/themselves.

[warcrimesimulator]

[the-bi-wonder]

When I was diagnosed at age sixteen, after having one period in the eighth grade and then never again till a medically induced one my junior year of high school - my uterine lining measured in centimeters because it was so thick, my mother turned to me in the car. She was upset. Literal tears in her eyes. And she told me her friend had PCOS, but was still able to have kids. That this was still a possibility for me if I did injections and fertility treatments, etc. My mom had never asked me if I wanted kids, she just assumed.

My first conversation about PCOS with my new endocrine/OBGYN was about weight management and how that could improve my fertility when I eventually wanted kids. It wasn't asked what my goals were for my health or if I wanted kids, just assumed.

I was a hormonal, depressed mess. I hated my body. My body dysmorphia was so bad that I cloistered myself away from so much. I wore hoodies and jeans in the 90°F, 80% humidity summers. This was considered fine. I was given metformin and birth control pills and told this was all that could be done. That PCOS wouldn't affect my life until I wanted to be pregnant. I wasn't asked if I wanted to be pregnant, just assumed.

I don't know how many PCOS groups I joined on my early 20s hoping to find community and commonality for body dysmorphia and symptom management, only to be bombarded with fertility treatments and tips and 'inspirational conception' anecdotes. They never asked if I was attempting to conceive, just assumed.

It's a problem. It's been a problem. And thank god I learned to speak up and find medical professionals that would help me with *MY* goals. I shouldn't have had to, someone should have recognized the needs of that sixteen y.o. and protected her, but I can only hope the conversation changes as awareness increases.

[homunculus-argument]

We need to isolate and start selectively breeding the plastic eating bacteria so we can optimise their efficiency, and then somehow splice their DNA into the gut bacteria of an obligate carnivore, so we can put it in our cats gut biomes so they'll finally be free of having to choose between whether they want to eat plastic or whether they want to live.

[deoxyribonucleicacids]

As a geneticist and microbiologist who has worked with plastic-degrading microbes briefly, this is theoretically possible. The most difficult parts would be finding a microbe that could take plastic in it's unaltered (or slightly stomach-acid degraded) form.

For my project, we were trying to identify microbes that could use partially treated plastic as a food source and break it down further. The carbon bonds in our daily plastics are really hard to get at and break, hence the bad degradation, so breaking some of those bonds through heat and chemicals first can help microbes get access to them. Once we identify a microbe that can do this, we could test giving them slightly less degraded plastic to live on until they develop a way to eat it and go until they either get back to normal plastic or hit a wall where the microbe can't progress anymore (which may be likely).

An alternative approach to breeding (although you don't 'breed' most microbes since they reproduce asexually but instead find strains with mutations that lead to desired changes) would be trying to predict an enzyme that could break the bonds in plastic, engineering it, and putting it in microbes to test if it works. On one hand it could overcome any natural halt selection has but would be initially harder to discover.

The best solution would probably be to find the microbe that can eat the partially degraded plastic, figure out what enzyme is doing the work, then see how the enzyme could be improved to work through plastic in its default state.

Once you have that, the next consideration would be what byproducts are created from eating plastic? Part of the project was hoping that the microbe that could eat plastic would produce a useful byproduct that could be harvested, as an unfortunate reality of our current world is that if it's not profitable it probably won't take hold. But if we wish to put this in a living organism, we need to make sure it won't produce a harmful byproduct, or if it does, then ensuring the organism can quickly turn it harmless before it builds up.

Once all of that is figured out, the next hardest thing would be ensuring that whatever gut microbe you put the plastic eating gene in continues to express it. Since plastic is so hard to use it would probably prefer to use any glucose lying around first, and if that runs out then switch to eating plastic. We could try removing its ability to eat glucose (or whatever other compounds it lives off of), but then it would be less competitive in the gut environment and would require a steady source of plastic in order to not die off.

Although, I assume cats (and some people) would not find that a challenge.

[topangaschai]

Shravana Nakshatra 🌕 🐺

Shravana native's facial features can manifest mimicking canid nocturnal creatures, ruled by the moon.

They look very coyote or wolf-like. They have a very sexy, wild-like lone-wolf aura to them. They tend to have a pristine, high-status or elegant armor concealing a raw, primal beast.

Shravana can easily be identified by a practically perfect hairline,  rounded forehead and deep-set eyes with an emphasis on the eyebone. Accompanied by a strong jaw, sharp arched brows and sleek almond eyes. Shravanas tend to look very business-like, w/ an animalistic stare that exudes dominance, status, but also elegance.

The sleek and roundedness of the forehead/hairline and upper face, balance the jaw and the sharpness of the brow bone & eyes– giving a wild canid effect. Shravana ears tend to be large in size, but seem to be hidden by sleek, long or voluminous hair. Their eyes look intuitive and sharp like they can predict your next move. A gaze of predatory prescience.

There is a difference between serpentine-like and wolf or coyote-like features. Although, they tend to be mixed up due to the sharp, light-colored or almond shaped and slanted eye shapes.  You find many similar features manifest within Krittika, Purva Bhadrapada, Ashlesha and Bharani Nakshatra. However, key details and differences in the features are how you tell them apart.

Their energy is incredibly sexy and dominant, but it acts like a necessary boundary. They use luxury, status, and corporate success to build a shelter and a fortress around themselves, especially because the Shravana path carries heavy themes of feeling lost, lonesome, or isolated. But no matter how flawless they're tailored, or how seductive the presentation is, it’s just a mask for a suppressed beast. Their true freedom isn't found in what they build, but in what they shed— no matter how high they ascend in society, their true essence is never found in a boardroom or a mansion. You can see that Shravanas often speak of feeling enslaved, suppressed, caged in...so I'm not surprised to see so many that have played and/or embodied the primal energy of a wolf or those trying to climb the ladder to success.

[astrolover90]

if your mc is in virgo or gemini and is well aspected do yourself a favor and move on your mercury/mc line. your pockets will thank you later. taking a remote job based in that city works well too🌸

[iuvs1ck]

Solar return placements & aspects that can show interesting themes or possible events throughout your year according to my observations

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disclaimer: solar return charts don’t guarantee exact events. they show themes, patterns and energies that may become highlighted during that year. your natal chart, transits and personal choices always matter too. take what resonates and leave what doesn’t 🤍

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✧ the “my entire identity is changing” year

☀️ sun in the 1st house

this can feel like a complete reset of yourself. i’ve noticed this placement often comes during years where someone becomes much more focused on who they are, how they look, what they want and how they want to be perceived.

you may randomly realise you’ve outgrown an old version of yourself. the clothes you used to love don’t feel like you anymore, certain friendships don’t fit anymore or your goals completely change because you’re becoming someone different.

this is the “i don’t recognise the old me anymore” energy.

⚡ uranus conjunct sun

this is one of those placements where life can feel like it suddenly speeds up.

you might make unexpected decisions that surprise everyone around you because internally you’ve already been changing for a while.

changing your appearance, moving differently, leaving situations, discovering a new interest or suddenly wanting a completely different life direction can happen under this energy.

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✧ the year someone enters your life and changes everything

☊ north node in the 7th house

this can highlight important relationships entering your life.

i’ve noticed this placement can bring people who feel strangely significant. not always because they stay forever, but because they teach you something you needed to learn.

sometimes it’s meeting someone who changes your standards.

sometimes it’s someone who makes you realise what you actually want from love.

sometimes it’s a friendship or connection that opens a completely new chapter.

💫 vertex conjunct personal planets

this can create those “why does this person feel familiar?” type of encounters.

you may meet someone and immediately feel like the timing is strange, like they appeared during a very specific moment in your life.

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✧ the glow up year where people suddenly notice you differently

♀ venus in the 1st house

this is one of the classic “i feel prettier this year” placements.

people often become more connected to their appearance, style and confidence. you may change your hair, clothing, makeup, fitness routine or simply carry yourself differently.

sometimes the biggest change isn’t even your appearance it’s the way you feel in your own body.

✨ venus conjunct ascendant

this can increase attention and charm.

people may respond to you differently, compliment you more or notice little details about you that they didn’t before.

it’s giving “why is everyone suddenly nicer to me?” energy.

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✧ the year of an intense love story or emotional obsession

♀ venus in the 8th house

this can make relationships feel deeper and more consuming.

you may become less interested in surface-level connections and more drawn to people who create emotional intensity.

this placement can bring relationships where you feel like someone gets under your skin very quickly.

🔥 mars in the 8th house

this can increase passion, attraction and emotional intensity.

you may become much more aware of chemistry and who you naturally feel pulled towards.

it can also be a year where trust, vulnerability and emotional boundaries become major lessons.

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✧ the “i finally see the truth about people” year

♇ pluto aspects to the moon

this can bring emotional revelations.

situations you ignored before may suddenly become impossible to ignore.

you may understand people’s motives differently, recognise patterns in relationships or finally let go of emotional attachments that have been weighing on you.

it’s the energy of:

“how did i not see this before?”

✧ moon in the 8th house

this can make emotions much deeper.

you may crave honesty, emotional intimacy and connections where you don’t have to pretend everything is fine.

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✧ the year your career suddenly becomes serious

☀️ sun in the 10th house

this can make your ambitions impossible to ignore.

you may become more focused on your reputation, achievements and where you are heading.

this is often a year where people start taking you more seriously.

♄ saturn in the 10th house

this is the “build your future properly” placement.

it can bring more responsibility, but it can also show creating something that lasts.

you may feel pressure to succeed, but that pressure can push you into becoming more disciplined.

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✧ the year opportunities come from nowhere

♃ jupiter conjunct uranus

this is one of the biggest “plot twist” combinations.

unexpected opportunities, random connections, sudden changes in direction or exciting news can appear.

sometimes it feels like:

“i wasn’t even looking for this, but somehow it changed everything.”

✧ jupiter in the 11th house

this can expand your social circle.

you may meet people who introduce you to new opportunities, communities or experiences.

sometimes one friendship can completely change your path.

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✧ the year of moving, family changes or creating a new home

🌙 moon in the 4th house

this puts emotional focus on home, family and your private life.

you may become more aware of what makes you feel safe and what environments you no longer want around you.

this can be a year where you change your living situation, reconnect with family or create a space that feels more emotionally aligned.

⚡ uranus in the 4th house

unexpected changes around home can happen.

moving suddenly, changing your relationship with family or needing more independence can become themes.

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✧ the year your intuition becomes impossible to ignore

🌙 moon conjunct neptune

this can increase sensitivity, dreams, creativity and emotional awareness.

you may notice you’re picking up on people’s moods more strongly or trusting your instincts more.

sometimes this feels like knowing something before you have proof.

✧ neptune aspects to personal planets

can make you more imaginative, artistic and spiritually connected.

you may become more interested in understanding yourself on a deeper level.

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✧ the year of unexpected messages, conversations and information

☿ mercury conjunct uranus

this can bring sudden news, surprising conversations and ideas that completely change your perspective.

one conversation can genuinely redirect your thinking.

☿ mercury in the 8th house

this can bring deeper conversations, secrets being revealed and wanting to understand what people really mean instead of just what they say.

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✧ the year you leave behind an old life

☋ south node in the 1st/7th house axis

this can highlight releasing old versions of yourself and old relationship patterns.

you may realise certain things you used to chase don’t actually matter anymore.

♇ pluto in the 12th house

this is deep inner transformation.

old fears, attachments and unconscious patterns can come up so they can finally be understood and released.

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✧ solar return aspects i always find interesting

✦ sun conjunct jupiter — confidence, growth, opportunities

✦ sun conjunct saturn — maturity, responsibility, building something long-term

✦ venus conjunct uranus — unexpected attraction, unusual relationships, sudden changes in taste

✦ venus conjunct neptune — romantic, creative, dreamy energy

✦ mars conjunct pluto — intense ambition, determination and transformation

✦ moon conjunct pluto — emotional depth and major internal changes

✦ saturn conjunct venus — serious relationship lessons and stronger standards

✦ vertex conjunct venus — meaningful romantic encounters

✦ vertex conjunct mars — encounters that create strong chemistry or motivation

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the most interesting solar return years are usually not the ones where everything stays comfortable.

they’re the years where something shifts.

a person enters.

a mindset changes.

a version of you disappears.

and suddenly you realise your life is moving in a completely different direction 🤍

Thank you for reading xxx

[exciztence]

Vedic Astro Notes - Chitra

Sorry but I had to post in my Vedic Astro. Discord because Tumblr wouldn’t let me upload audio. :/ @androm3da868

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It’s under “My two cents”.

[androm3da868]

Sorry took me a minute cause I needed to digest this lol-

But I totally get what you're saying on this perspective that Chitras are superficial or they are so materialistic that they may resemble the materials they accumulate or appear perfect for the purpose of perfection itself.

Now we know for a fact Chitras are not perfect, lol. I think what we see most of the time is Chitra trying to achieve this familiar "Has it all" persona: Great career, great husband/wife, amazing kids, etc while all their dirty laundry (tempers, scandalous activities) is on display for everyone to see. However, they never stop trying to achieve having the perfect life no matter how many relationships, setbacks they may experience (One thing I notice among all mars naks is their main priority is the career that allows them to express their aggression and strategy freely and creatively, but because of this they can appear "lifeless" or empty outside of that thing they excel at especially Dhanishtha).

I think this is where the "master of illusion" thing is coming from because- yes, Swati is most known for creating realities out of delusion, but Chitra has a type of manifestation where I like to call it "faceshopping" (Yes faceshopping by Sophie). Chitra EXCELS at performance, especially showgirl activities similar to Purvphalguni. However, they are able to perform many faces/moods/personas to perfection because they created them. They put all their effort, ideas, energy into whatever thing opens the door to their ideal of a perfect life.

So,I get the frustration of calling Chitra superficial, fake, materialistic because of how they can tend to live life as dramatic as possible it feels sometimes( Or drama comes to them lol). But because chitra has created these personas/faces/moods/drama/scandals to it's fullest perfection/manifestation does not mean it's empty or lacking deph. It's like the idea of wearing weave or wigs; No, it's not your real hair but bitch you picked it out, bought it, styled it to your liking, put it on your head, and made it yours. It creates this back and forth of what type of creation is valid (Purvaphalguni vs Chitra/Swati).

I mentioned too how with Swati there's this belief that computers/technology has no soul, but you have to put the soul there first. Chitra is the soul that creates the blueprint for the material to prepare getting a soul put in it, and they mostly use their body to represent that by putting it through many modifications (sculpting).

Mars is very terrifying as this planet keeps popping up where they use their "avatar" (body/image) to the fullest to get the best results in this life. But to people that might seem superficial but it's the nak that comes after Hasta. What we manifested is now completely real, in the world, or Chitra has now created a world for that desire to come through. Do they depend too much on the external world? Yes, but only because when they want something they are used to it showing up IMMEDIATELY in their reality.

[viralfrog]

[animentality]

[debbie2005]

I am literally sick of the AI posts in the astrology tags 😕

[bouquetface]

Hi. What is ur opinion on Ketu Magha(Leo) in the 10th house for d9 chart? Does it indicate the native losing their job & reputation? If not, what does it mean?

Ketu in 10th does generally indicate becoming more withdrawn from society, more focused on your home + family. 

However, Ketu and Rahu are not planets, the outcome they give is heavily influenced by their rulers. 

For example: d9 cap Ketu 10th house, ruler Saturn in Aries 1st house. This ruler is debilitated, thus, the Ketu is going to create negative outcome. This woman’s marriage fell apart VERY publicly, it was a point of gossip for YEARS in their community. 

And as Ketu in 10th H D9 indicates she was very focused on her house + family. But the outcome of this was negative, her husband became annoyed she paid the kids more attention and felt she was neglecting the marriage. 

[bouquetface]

TAROT PAC: Past Life Lover + A Song

For entertainment purposes. 

Which Pile Did U Pick?

1 - Prototype

2 - Blue Letter

3 -Baby Driver

Voting ended onJun 16

I encourage you to not simply choose the icon you like the most but take a second to feel which photo genuinely provokes some type of emotional response.

One.

Your past life lover was: gentle but strong masculine energy. Think a river phoenix type. Someone who was charismatic, passionate and adventurous. Someone with strong morals and direction.

This wasn’t a toxic or dramatic connection. You two chose each other wholeheartedly. There was deep mutual attraction and understanding. This relationship likely did last until death did you a part.

You are highly likely to encounter this connection again. However, they are likely to appear as a mentor or counsellor type. Someone who guides you once again to a greater fate. Maybe a trusted friend, a calm romantic partner, a compassionate authority. 

There is more of an emotional comfort and trust than intense fireworks in this connection. Thus, while I do feel you meet again, I do not feel there is unfinished business between you two.

Your Song: Prototype by Outkast 

I hope that you’re the one. If not, you are the prototype. 

Two.

Your past life lover: Youthful, curious, a poet and dreamer. Someone who did love you, however had no intent on it lasting. This person was a flight risk. Their purpose was attached to something much more abstract and artistic than remaining with you forever.

This feels like an early life relationship. For some this might’ve been a childhood love, someone you met at university or university age at the latest. You felt understood, you felt worshipped, you did not expect them to suddenly up and go.

Thus, you in the past life struggled with longing. You became a scorned lover which is funny because I feel your lover carried a fondness for your memory. You struggled with anger at being left, you struggled with your romantic dream for your joint future being shattered.

Strongly your energy reminds me of Jay Gatbsy or Heathcliff in ways. You longed, you achieved some great successes hoping they’d somehow hear of it/notice you again. But your lover, I feel never was attached to the same outcomes as you. Many expected marriage, children, a forever. But your lover whilst in the connection knew that was not a life they wanted. They loved you but their soul called for a greater purpose. They may have left to travel, onto a new muse, onto a new adventure. 

Basically, you were one of their favourite chapters but you had believed them to be your whole book. 

You likely do meet again. But this person will seem older and wiser. Might be a life path 9 now. Yet, you will feel an anger toward them that isn’t entirely just. For some this is a family member or friend, that you just can’t help but feel has taken something from you. That is the past life energy you carry into this life, you will feel this person has taken something from you by simply existing. 

Examples: Like an older sibling feeling a younger sibling gets more attention, anger at a classmate for simply speaking, etc.

Your Song: 

Fleetwood Mac is so strong here. Sliver springs or Landslide or Blue Letter.

SILVER SPRINGS - Time cast a spell on you… You’ll never get away

Three.

Your past life lover: Larger than life presence. Magnetic, fiery, burned through life faster than you could keep up with.

This connection was unstable from the start. It felt electric. You likely rebelled from someone or some societal rules to be with this person. The attraction was immediate, consuming and difficult to resist. Yet, this most likely did not last long.

It was a whirlwind romance. You destroyed your own life in ways to be with this person. You did not keep tally and realize they were not sacrificing the same. You were unknowingly in competition with your lover’s personal demons, ambitions and restlessness. Sid vicious of Sex Pistols and Tyler burden from fightclub come to mind.

While I strongly feel this connection was very short, it remained with you forever. And that did not feel romantic. You felt intense anger. In some way, you may have disavowed family, old marriages/partnership, society. You felt as long as you can be with your lover, it would be okay, it would be worth it. But then this lover burned you. Thus, the relationship changed your life’s trajectory. 

You could’ve gone into a simple, moderately successful but unsatisfying life had you not met them. Instead, it felt like they gave you the most intense high of your life and took you down with them. I do feel you left them but quietly. You left with shame, you may have been shamed. Some of you went back to your old life asking for forgiveness, some of you had personalties that refused and became bitter and cold.

I am unsure if you will meet again in this life. I feel neither soul is ready to face those demons and energy again. If you do, I feel you will feel a great sense of betrayal without logical reasons for why. Pile 2 felt anger at their lover because something feels taken/robbed, but you will feel anger because someone seems untrustworthy and vampire-like (maybe someone with jyestha placements in this life).

Your Song:

070 Shake - Baby Driver

“there’s nothing more we could get out of here”