Afro of Aphrodisiac

The beginning of it all

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Anyone who is depriving you of freedom, isn't deserving of a peaceful approach

Malcolm X

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Lost Soul

She fights her urge,

And bites her tongue,

Refusing to say them words,

Believing she can save her tears,

Relationship is just one big fear to her,

Done took face-plants from leap of faiths,

She’s just one big pain away from breaking down, 

A queen without a crown,

Heartbreaks after heartbreaks make a cold heart,

Lost in her pain,

Misguided by her anger,

she lingers on the past,

But the past never lasts, so she bound to crash,

Hashtaggin sexy, beauty, but it never reaches happy,

A soul grown through tragedy,

A smile that shines even in her dark days,

She’s lovely in her own way,

It’s too bad her heart strays like a bullet,

Penetrating through ya chest til ya heart bleeds,

Blank mind and inspiration has been lost.....fuck. Oh well...Kind of lost my mind as the end neared, but I kept going to find something and I found nothing lol

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Suicidal Love

Her eyes wipe the lies from her mouth, what can I do? When she's so fuckin fake, but my love so fuckin strong, and my love's so fuckin true, that I only go you, tattooed on my soul, when she tellin me lies and my heart breakin inside, with a smile outside, afraid to lose the pain in my life? She's the the rain in my eyes, but the gleam in my heart, Prayed to God that He never rips us apart, but she rippin me apart, now I'm ripped to pieces, so I got a Piece in my waist, ready to waste these niggas, blast in through the doors, found her in bed with another man, then my heart sank down to the ocean, put the piece to my head, and the lead ran through like a train through my brain, Head over heels, it feels so bad, never fall in love, never fall again, fell once and I never got back up,

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Brotherly Love

I'm left with a wound that only God can heal, if you could feel what I feel then I feel for you, cuz half these fake ass niggas ain't even gotta clue, only few could ever understand the pain we go through, on my knees, hands clasped tight, tryna get back my sight, cuz I got vengeance on my mind, hell nah this grind ain't easy, a soul for a soul and it takes its toll, losing brothers and sisters to the streets got this momma sheddin tears, I shed my fears as a teen growin up in the streets, cuz the beats you hear is the life we live, strivin' through the pain, but it drives me insane at times, crimes I done run through their eyes, while I tell 'em some lies, goin as far as giving them my condolences, this can't be right, this can't be good, but this is my life, I pour some of this liquor for my brother locked behind bars, These jars of cannabis is for us, we gonna live a good life, we gonna do it real big, you as trill as it gets, you my realest homie, you're my blood, my brother, and we gonna do this together, ride or die, we homies for life, these ain't just words in a booth, but an oath to God, these ain't just words to a man, but words to a brother, all I got is love for my brother, brotherly love cuz we been through it all together, altogether it wasn't too bad cuz we always had eachother, though you gotta walk this cold weather alone, know that ya lil bruh always gon' be there for ya

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The First Last Goodbye

Her elegeance radiates even through the darkness, She's the light at the end of the tunnel, like a piece of hope in a cold world, cold hands, but a warm heart, sharp words, but a message in every word said, Break up notes bring a tear to ya eye, Hard to let go, but can't hold on, Sometimes the good ones go, sometimes my rhymes hit a low, no surprise when she throwin' 'em blows, her eyes captivate even the cruelst beings, her touch even make the coolest foolish, can't even play cool when she's around, she brings the realness out, keen sense like a fox in the woods, she's anything, but a faux in life, Nothing plastic cuz she's calm in the mind, Easy to realize why I can't go, no, not like this, we had a ball, but I gotta have one last dance, hold ya hand and make you feel loved again, kiss ya lips like it's the first time for the last time.....yea, for the last time now

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They Talk A Lotta Shit

They talk a lotta shit, Maybe I should show, What I can really do, But that ain't really fair, And I don't really care, I could go on blastin' through their door, some would say that's a little over board, but I'm all about that gore, heads leakin' on the floor, limbs chopped up in the basement, acid in the tub, evidnece gone from this world, cuz I ain't bout that jail, And I won't ever fail, success starts in the mind, So I be plannin out my deeds, they call it murder in the first, bodies burned to the third, 90 degrees in the streets, and none of 'em from a school, though the block stay hot, I stay cool with that glock on the hip, Catch 'em with the clip, Told you, don't talk shit cuz I'll walk that shit

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OI YOU

Oi my confused Lesbian :)

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Dreamer

The demons in my mind, rest heavily on my heart, saw a lotta men commit crimes, even got my hands dirty, at times I feel filthy, so I keep the money in my eyes, tell lies to myself, like this is all for the better, locked behind bars, that's where I'm headed like my brother, I told my lover I can't talk, but told her not to walk on just yet, wait for me for a minute, and you can bet I'll make it to the top, and they say I'm a dreamer, but baby when you see the dream I have in my vision, it's hard not to go after, I promise all the pain will be worth the gain, baby, we'll be the last with the laugter, just wait for a minute, just wait til I'm done, She said she done a lot of waitin and her life is bein wasted, She blasted through my chest with the impact of a shotty, I didn't expect this from her, I didn't think she'd be down to leave, I guess I didn't think too much, I guess that's why I got keys in the trunk and 5-0 pullin me over, life behind bars, Lord let this not be my fate, Pleadin' with the Lord, prayin to a Man I never prayed to before, They askin to search my car, they ready to put me behind bars, I say they need a warrant, they didn't seem too happy, but they let me go and I walked away gladly, Maybe it was Him who helped me, but I'm bout to see if I'm lucky, Cuz they say i'm dreamer and I do got dreams, Turning these doubters into believers is the dream I have.

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Elevated Lifestyle

Niggas talk shit, that's life, Take a hit, take a seat, let this bud uplift you, inhale, exhale, breathing it in, elevated mindstate, restate, inhale, exhale, breathin' it in, pass the dutchie, no needa be stingy, it's puff, puff, pass, clambake the whip, on a munchie run, visine clear the eye, axe spray kill the smell, taste buds send a chill, oh shit, forgot what to say, mesmerized by the clock, no needa talk, just waste o' breath, don't kill my high, oh fuck, I'm too paranoid, gotta get out, gotta get some fresh air, clear my mind, and back on the grind, 9-5 then we back to gettin high, square one, break the bud, part 2, clear the dutch, then we roll it up, and we smoke it up, we livin' it up like the sky, feelin high, feelin fly, fuck this shit cuz I'm too fuckin tired.

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Too bad mine was with a slut lol

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Wish

I wish I could make a change out here, 

but Lord know it's hard with no money out here,

It's no wonder we dealin drugs with no fear,

I wish my brother well as he go off,

Wife and a child, but he gon' be away for awhile,

I wish I could conversate with God just once,

Wish I could ask him why we blessed with less,

Sometimes I ask myself where Heaven at,

Maybe it's coming real soon with the speed I live at,

I gotta dream for the folks close to me,

drop the nines from ya hip and let ya selves see,

the life we could be livin if ya'll would just stop talkin and just listen,

Wishin on the stars that be fallin,

maybe that's why we all hittin rock bottom,

but one of us gotta conquer this life, man,

shit, is it you or is it me,

we gon' do this together homie,

or maybe I'm just a dreamer,

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Autumn Fall, Visit Me Not

Red Blossom Trees bloom again,

seeds begin to stem from each glance we take,

Autumn Fall, visit me not,

Lover's season has just begun,

Sneezing, coughing,

allergies hit,

but there's no rock that can't be overcome,

efflorescence comes once more,

like a red rose, our cheeks come alive,

as we share  a connection through our lips like a leaf on a branch,

her ear on my chest and my hand on her's,

feeling and hearing one another's beat,

passion pumps through our veins to our hearts,

believing forever has just touched our lives,

tomorrow will come once more,

hopefully the leaves will not begin to leave,

Autumn Fall, please visit me not.

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Ain't a jew with my emotions,

give you love, hot tubs, whatever else you wish,

Material things don't mean a thing,

so for you, I'll get you anything,

sing a song to serenade you,

Never degrade you like an animal,

I'll call you love,

middle of the night, let you know I'm alone,

atone for my sins for the games that I played,

prayed for an Angel, then I met you,

blessed by the sky,

our stars are aligned, so ya hand's in mine,

and I think what a fine dime beauty,

first date we wined and dined,

took me 8 to get a piece of heaven,

one year later and she gettin' me fatter,

bed in breakfast, home cooked lunch,

wine with dinner when I come back,

blowin through my stacks cuz it doesn't mean a thing,

you're my everything,

something so special call her my precious,

loyalty, trust, and love is essential in life,

we lucky cuz we got that

fuck, mind is blank cuz I gotta piss real bad hahahha

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Stuck in Time/Traffic

I still remember in my mind the day you left,

the hugs we shared, the lipstick stains on my lips, the love we made,

but drops of memories no longer fall from my eyes,

though I still do hold you near and dear within this chest of mine,

Forever searching for a person with a key to open this again,

I look to the skies, searching for a sign to find what was lost long ago,

I go through this road called life despite the fact I'm stuck in a traffic jam,

I should get out and walk,

but these walls I've built in time block my doors,

stuck in this heat, I peek out the windows to see all the fun others have,

that I long for,

in due time I tell myself,

for now, I'm stuck checking my rear view, watching for possible falls that may arise,

the passengers tell me I'm being too cautious, but I'm the driver and I dare not make any mistakes,

inch by inch, I move on forward towards my destination,

one day I will be there,

when I am, I will cease the day,

but that day is not today,

I say no more for I have run out of shit to say lol

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Sick Of This World

so sick of this world, so I'm sleepin,

sick and tired of slippin,

poppin pills like a villain,

So many regrets, and none of 'em I can even afford to forget,

learned lessons through the thick and the thin,

did my stint in the cell, So I tell 'em I don't fuck around,

always keep it as real as I feel,

Keep the cheers and the jeers in my mind, even when I'm grindin,

tryna find peace through the grid lock,

but I'm stuck on the block,

stuck with this glock,

bustin the burner, droppin 'em like rocks,

I'ma mufuckin proffessor, teachin 'em lessons, life's gotta limit,

settin the time for the end of the class,

columbine, combine my mind to these weapons,

killin 'em slow, spreadin the fears,

makin the tears come rollin down they mama's cheeks,

I'm fuckin around, going through the bullets,

makin holes through the teflon,

actin tough could get my feet, 6 foot above ya body.

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Love Like This

Yea, she's so cute, and im in love with her, Turned me from a brute to a poet, Now I even got a cat at the crib cuz she don't like dogs, my niggaz say im whipped, I say I tripped, Fell right on her chest, Aha, she's the mufckin best, even got me using cheesy ass lines, Got me cheesin like Chucky all day long, what can I say, Im in love with her, this right here, Was wrote just to show my appreciation to the woman that I love, the girl that I held through the cold and windy winter weather, yea, summer round the corner and you're still on my mind, I'm blind in love, ahah, you can't find love like this, pure bliss when I kiss her on her lips, pull her close with my hand on her hips, she makes me feel tipsy, shiiiit, i could go on and on just talking bout us, trust her more than anybody else, What else could you ask for with a love like this?

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Life of a Dreamer

I say prayers for my fam, Cuz outta jealousy these niggaz wanna take me from this world, really, I shouldn't be concerned, Should actually be a present, But you see, I been livin the life of a sinner, so there's no way I'll ever be in God's presence, Not for long atleast, but Call me an ambitious dreamer, cuz I gotta dream for my fam, and I do this for my fam, gotta get hold of the American dream for em 'fore I pass, cash money surrounds me everywhere I walk, chalk it up on these walls, All the bodies that wash and paid for my bills, conscience eats at my brain, but food on they plate got me feelin real good, God can take me at his will, Just grant me these 3 this last wishes, Make my family rich like Bill, Let my family live carefree, let no one else follow in my steps, yea, let no one else follow in my steps, My mind has gone blank.....mm