Ok so, i dont know how to write this aside from just being honest.
This blog isnt fun for me. It hasnt been for a while and im sorry to admit that. I feel bad that i couldnt stick to something i made and i feel especially bad because this blog isnt even that old. I’ve lost interest in the ‘story’ i made and sitting down to draw replies now feels like a chore. A lot of the time im just forcing myself through it out of stress about not uploading something and im sorry to say i feel that this has lead to me disliking most of what i make. I dont like how i write any of team rocket on this blog, i dont like how i draw them and i dont even like the format of an ask blog i’ve realised. I know this sounds dramatic but my anxiety about this blog has made me wince when i see i’ve got new asks
Im sorry to people who enjoy this blog and im also sorry for venting like that but the worry of keeping this up just for the sake of not being a failure has been getting to me. Recently, a combination of looking through old art and drawing for leisure has reminded me just how much i love to make art and put into perspective how burned out i’ve gotten doing this. I dont regret making this- in fact, now that i’ve had this experience i know better what i can and cannot handle so i hopefully wont jump into stuff i wont be able to keep up longterm again. I just would like it to end now.
Thank you all for reading and engaging with my nonsense here, i appreciate every bit of feedback i’ve gotten. It’s been so nice seeing people enjoy and engage with something i made. This blog will stay up for anyone to read through but i wont be updating it any longer.
Again, thank you to everyone who read this
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