Emma Swan

"I do better on my own."One minute I was celebrating my birthday alone, and the next I'm in a town called Storybrooke with a son I never thought I'd see again. He claims I'm the S A V I O R meant to defeat the Evil Queen and bring back everyone's happy ending... Have a question for me?

[timelordthirteen]

Once Upon a Time Meme | Heartbreaking Scenes [2/5] | Neal Cassidy’s Death in 3x15 Quiet Minds

Thank you, papa. For showing me, what it is to make a true sacrifice. It’s about saving the ones that you love.

[askcaptainjones]

Hey... I'm-- I'm sorry about Neal. I know how-- I know how much he meant to you.

Aye, thanks love. He did mean a lot to me although I wish we had more time to talk about the past, I have a lot to say to him. He was taken far too soon but he died a hero. I'm sorry too, I know how important he is to you, Swan. You know where I am if you need anything. Have you told your boy yet?

[ask-thelostgirl]

“I-- thanks.” Emma forced a smiled as tears continued to fall down her tear-stained cheeks. She wasn’t one to show emotion in front of other people. Emma hated making herself out to look vulnerable, but she had just lost the man who gave her the greatest thing in this world... a son. She had just lost someone she was once in love with, and someone who would forever mean so much to her. “No, I.. I haven’t. I don’t know how I’m going to tell him. This just-- I can’t do this...”

[ask-thelostgirl]

@askcaptainjones​: Who the bloody hell wrote this?? Is there a way to find out who wrote this, Swan, because I want to introduce them to my hook

Relax, Hook. I can handle myself but thanks anyway.

[ask-thelostgirl]

@ask-thetinkerfairy​: Grey blobby is the coward here. How dare they! I'm so sorry for your loss Emma. This isn't fair of them to treat you like this after you just lost Bae. I can't imagine how you're feeling already. I'm here for you if you need anything at all.

People are still going to be people no matter what, I guess. Can’t except anything less from a coward like them. I-- thank you, Tink. He meant a lot to me at one point-- still does... he’s the-- was the father of my kid. I don’t-- I don’t know how I’m going to tell Henry when he doesn’t even remember anything. I don’t like doing this-- goodbyes. Losing people..

[ask-thelostgirl]

Hook seems to really like you, I don't see him giving up anytime soon

Yeah, you're probably right about that one. I know I said 'good' to him not being able to stop thinking of me before I left, but I'm not ready for anything... There's more on my mind right now, especially after losing Neal and Henry not remembering anything.

[ask-thelostgirl]

Yeah well maybe you were afraid that you DID share true love with him and that’s why you didn’t want to even try. So WHO is actually the coward here?!

You have no idea what you're talking about. I know for a fact I don't-- that I didn't love him. It didn't work out for us even though I wanted it to before all this. That's not how true love's kiss works, you know. Both people have to love each other without a doubt and while Neal loved me, I didn't feel the same for him. Not enough to bring him back.

I'm not a coward. You're still hiding behind an anonymous face, so don't even get me started with who the real coward is. Stay the hell away from me.

[ask-thelostgirl]

You should’ve tried harder to save Neal. What? True love’s kiss is only for princesses like you and your mom?

Excuse me? Tried harder?

I tried but even Gold said there was nothing to be done. I didn't want to lose him. I tried everything I could but there was nothing-- there was nothing to be done... Even if I tried kissing him like you said, I-- I don't think it would have worked. It didn't work out for us. Who do you think you are, anon? Do you think you're so tough for hiding being a grey face? You're just a coward for not showing me your true self and you picked the wrong person to mess with. I'm not in the mood.

[ask-thelostgirl]

i'm sorry about Neal

I-- thank you... I.. I miss him.

[ask-thelostgirl]

Any idea why the Wicked Witch of the West would have a spinning wheel in a cage? I thought the Dark One died?

I have no idea, anon. I thought he died but maybe I was wrong? I only know of one person who can spin straw into gold. I don't want to believe anything until I see proof first.

[ask-thechippedcup]

Hello, Belle. I know we didn't exactly have much time before I left, but I just wanted to check in to see how you're doing? I'm really sorry about Gold. Can I do anything for you?

I'm confused, mainly, and worried. I- it's still so fresh in my mind. I can't believe we lost a year, but I appreciate your kindness. You didn't have to check on me, you know, but thank you for doing it anyways.

Honestly, just keep an eye out for Neal. I haven't seen him since and I'm worried about him. Also, remember that if you need something, don't hesitate to ask.

[ask-thelostgirl]

We’re friends, right? Of course I’m going to check up on you. You lost someone you cared about and I want you to know I’m here if you need anything.

Everyone I’ve talked to has said he hasn’t shown up since you guys came back. I’m hoping he either escaped the curse or is lost somewhere here. I don’t want him ending up like those flying monkey creatures we’re all dealing with.

[askcaptainjones]

You really haven't seen Neal since you came back? I'm worried about him.

I’m sorry love, there’s no sign of him. I know you’re worried but he’ll turn up, he always does. He could have avoided the curse like I did or ended up elsewhere in this town, there’s other possible explanations for his absence. I’m sure he’s fine.

[ask-thelostgirl]

askcaptainjones​:

Aye, I know but if he can survive all that time in Neverland with that demon running around, I’m sure he survived this. He’s a tough lad, he always has been. He’ll show up. In the meantime, we should figure out how to get everyone’s memories back, perhaps we pillage the Crocodile’s personal belongings. He always was one to take anything he wanted so I wouldn’t be surprised if he had something.

Yeah, well, I hope you’re right about that. I’d hate to lose him again… for good this time.

Pillage his belongings? To figure out who cursed everyone, you mean? I doubt Belle would like us doing that to a guy she loved just after losing him. I don’t exactly see eye to eye with Gold, but the least we can do is let the man be at peace for a bit before we start poking and prodding around his stuff.

[ask-thetinkerfairy]

Hey Tink. So... welcome back to Storybrooke, I guess? Do you have any idea what happened?

Thanks, Emma. I see you have your memories back, thank goodness so welcome back too. I can't believe a whole year had passed. It just felt like I just saw you leave. I'm afraid I can't say I know what happened. I wish I could help but it's good to see you again. How have you been? How's Henry?

[ask-thelostgirl]

Yeah, I do. Thanks to Hook. It’s been a long time because it was full year since I’ve been back, but for you guys it probably felt like a blink of an eye. I have no idea why someone would wand to cast another curse. If you remember anything or have any idea who could be behind this, please tell me. It’s good to see you as well.

And I’ve been... okay, I guess. I almost got engaged to a flying monkey, so that’s been fun to process. Henry still doesn’t remember. I’m not sure what I’m going to tell Neal about his son not recognizing him.

[ask-gracehatter]

I hope you're doing okay, Grace. I'm sorry Henry doesn't remember you.

Hey Emma! I'm alright, I guess. I wish Henry remembered. Papa and I really missed you guys even it was just for a short time. Is it true a whole year had passed? Why don't we remember anything?

[ask-thelostgirl]

I wish he remembered you. You guys were friends before and he could use some friends now. And I’m afraid it is true. Someone cast a curse and I don’t think it was Regina. I wouldn’t worry too much about it, Grace. You’re safe and I’m not going to let anything bad happen to you, your dad, or anyone in this town.

[askhenrymillsthebeliever-deacti]

What do you think of the town so far, kid? Or is it not your kind of thing?

It's fine I guess. But it's not New York. What's so special about this town, anyway?

[ask-thelostgirl]

It’s definitely not New York but it will grow on you a bit. I guess it’s special because of the friends I’ve made here on previous cases. I’ve told them a lot about you. I’m sure there’s something you like in this town. You could check out the library-- or we can together when I’m done with this case. Go sailing? Something different!

[askcaptainjones]

You really haven't seen Neal since you came back? I'm worried about him.

I'm sorry love, there's no sign of him. I know you're worried but he'll turn up, he always does. He could have avoided the curse like I did or ended up elsewhere in this town, there's other possible explanations for his absence. I'm sure he's fine.

[ask-thelostgirl]

I mean, him always turning up is nice, but it only takes one time for something bad to happen. That’s what I’m afraid of… other possible explanations. I just hope they’re good explanations and not something bad.

[ask-thelostgirl]

do you wish you were still without your memories in NY instead of dealing with yet another villain? Perhaps Hook shouldn't have come back for you

I won't lie to you anon. It was nice living a normal life this past year in New York, but it also wasn't a real one... Hook did what he had to do. I mean, my family and friends are cursed, and I couldn't just not come back once I knew that. I almost didn't come back because of how good our life has been in New York, but I know Henry wouldn't want me to stay behind. I'm doing this for him as well.

[ask-thelostgirl]

you must be happy to have a future brother or sister, your family is getting bigger!

I haven't really thought much about that. I think once I can help figure out who cursed everyone, then I'll be able to form an opinion on Mary Margaret having another kid. It’s strange to think about. Me as a big sister? Still weird to think that Mary Margaret and David are my parents.