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@askauntsabrina
I’ve missed so much of their lives and I’m determined not to miss any more. I don’t care what you think, Amaranth!
Hello, users of this platform, my name is Sabrina. Amaranth is my twin sister! unfortunately.
I don’t care very much for her, but what I do care about are her darling twins! They could’ve had a chance. I should’ve been brave enough to escalate things. I could’ve made a difference and it still haunts me.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
"The whole castle could... could be sick...
Hugs? Cuddles?"
Maybe.
Sabrina wrapped her arms tightly around Macy, squeezing.
I’ve got you.
"Yes... big hugs...
Sabrina... you love me?"
I adore you, Macy. With all my heart.
"Forever?"
Forever and ever. Til death do we part.
"No matter what? Can we curl up together?"
Sabrina nodded, curling up against Macy sleepily.
"You're like... my big sleepy dragon..."
A big sleepy dragon?
Sabrina laughed.
"But you're also my girlfriend... girlfriend dragon... protecting her princess..."
I’m not that big, a-am I?
"No... I'm just... playing pretend with you."
O-Okay.
Sabrina nodded meekly, closing her eyes.
"You... want to be something else?"
No, I’ll be a dragon. The princess fell in love with a dragon, did she?
"I did... and you protect me now."
I’ll breathe fire on anybody that tries to get to you.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
"The whole castle could... could be sick...
Hugs? Cuddles?"
Maybe.
Sabrina wrapped her arms tightly around Macy, squeezing.
I’ve got you.
"Yes... big hugs...
Sabrina... you love me?"
I adore you, Macy. With all my heart.
"Forever?"
Forever and ever. Til death do we part.
"No matter what? Can we curl up together?"
Sabrina nodded, curling up against Macy sleepily.
"You're like... my big sleepy dragon..."
A big sleepy dragon?
Sabrina laughed.
"But you're also my girlfriend... girlfriend dragon... protecting her princess..."
I’m not that big, a-am I?
"No... I'm just... playing pretend with you."
O-Okay.
Sabrina nodded meekly, closing her eyes.
"You... want to be something else?"
No, I’ll be a dragon. The princess fell in love with a dragon, did she?
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
"The whole castle could... could be sick...
Hugs? Cuddles?"
Maybe.
Sabrina wrapped her arms tightly around Macy, squeezing.
I’ve got you.
"Yes... big hugs...
Sabrina... you love me?"
I adore you, Macy. With all my heart.
"Forever?"
Forever and ever. Til death do we part.
"No matter what? Can we curl up together?"
Sabrina nodded, curling up against Macy sleepily.
"You're like... my big sleepy dragon..."
A big sleepy dragon?
Sabrina laughed.
"But you're also my girlfriend... girlfriend dragon... protecting her princess..."
I’m not that big, a-am I?
"No... I'm just... playing pretend with you."
O-Okay.
Sabrina nodded meekly, closing her eyes.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
"The whole castle could... could be sick...
Hugs? Cuddles?"
Maybe.
Sabrina wrapped her arms tightly around Macy, squeezing.
I’ve got you.
"Yes... big hugs...
Sabrina... you love me?"
I adore you, Macy. With all my heart.
"Forever?"
Forever and ever. Til death do we part.
"No matter what? Can we curl up together?"
Sabrina nodded, curling up against Macy sleepily.
"You're like... my big sleepy dragon..."
A big sleepy dragon?
Sabrina laughed.
"But you're also my girlfriend... girlfriend dragon... protecting her princess..."
I’m not that big, a-am I?
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
"The whole castle could... could be sick...
Hugs? Cuddles?"
Maybe.
Sabrina wrapped her arms tightly around Macy, squeezing.
I’ve got you.
"Yes... big hugs...
Sabrina... you love me?"
I adore you, Macy. With all my heart.
"Forever?"
Forever and ever. Til death do we part.
"No matter what? Can we curl up together?"
Sabrina nodded, curling up against Macy sleepily.
"You're like... my big sleepy dragon..."
A big sleepy dragon?
Sabrina laughed.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
"The whole castle could... could be sick...
Hugs? Cuddles?"
Maybe.
Sabrina wrapped her arms tightly around Macy, squeezing.
I’ve got you.
"Yes... big hugs...
Sabrina... you love me?"
I adore you, Macy. With all my heart.
"Forever?"
Forever and ever. Til death do we part.
"No matter what? Can we curl up together?"
Sabrina nodded, curling up against Macy sleepily.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
"The whole castle could... could be sick...
Hugs? Cuddles?"
Maybe.
Sabrina wrapped her arms tightly around Macy, squeezing.
I’ve got you.
"Yes... big hugs...
Sabrina... you love me?"
I adore you, Macy. With all my heart.
"Forever?"
Forever and ever. Til death do we part.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
"The whole castle could... could be sick...
Hugs? Cuddles?"
Maybe.
Sabrina wrapped her arms tightly around Macy, squeezing.
I’ve got you.
"Yes... big hugs...
Sabrina... you love me?"
I adore you, Macy. With all my heart.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
"The whole castle could... could be sick...
Hugs? Cuddles?"
Maybe.
Sabrina wrapped her arms tightly around Macy, squeezing.
I’ve got you.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy nodded.)
"And can you hold me tight?"
She dressed Macy in a nightgown then helped her into the castle, crawling in beside her.
I’m starting to think that Amaranth doesn’t just have morning sickness. I feel a little green myself.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
"Thank you... Thank you..."
Eventually Sabrina drained the tub, scooped Macy up and swaddled her in a towel, carrying her back to her room.
Do you want to get inside the castle?
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy nodded.)
"When... when we get out can you carry me?"
Of course I can. We’ll take a nice warm bath every day. More if you want.
You’re just a little baby. You need to be carried.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
"But warm... and you're soft and nice..."
The water will get cold, sweetpea.
Do you want me to be softer? Like my sister?
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
In the tub?"
In the tub? No, baby. Imagine how pruny our bodies would become!
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
"Can... we stay here forever?"
In Amaranth’s home? Of course my love.
(Macy had sort of just started staring off into space. She was feeling weird. As is mod.)
- @asknotmacystruthers
Sabrina didn’t mind. She’d seen this behaviour before. She held her and soothed her, murmuring reassurances and periodically bouncing her on her knee.
(Macy cuddled closer before starting to cry.)
Shh, shh, shh. That’s it. Let it out. Have a good, big cry, Macy. Do you want me to get anybody for you?
(Macy shook her head, gripping onto her like crazy.)
I’m here. I know.. You’re vulnerable and emotional. Life feels so hard right now.
Do you want me to take my dress off so that you can feel my skin against you?
(Macy nodded, though she made no attempt to loosen her grip.)
Sabrina managed with some difficulty to take off the lilac dress she was wearing.
There we go.
She guided Macy’s head against her chest so that she could listen to her heart.
(Macy was hyperventilating.)
No, honey. Breathe. Deep breath in and deep breath out. You’re going to be sick or pass out.
"Help?"
(Macy managed to sob.)
Do you want a sedative, lovebug? Just a mild one?
(Macy nodded.)
Sabrina got up, carrying her through the house. She didn’t care that she was only in her underwear. Macy needed her.
Here. I have one just for you. It’s a liquid and it’s strawberry flavoured.
She drew up a syringe full.
Open.
(Macy did as she was told.)
Sabrina pushed down on the plunger of the syringe.
Now swallow. That’s a good girl.
(Macy attempted to but immediately threw up on herself.)
Oh, precious girl.. Let’s get you in a nice, warm bath and clean you up. It’s alright.
She walked into her ensuite.
Poor little girl.
(Macy was still sobbing. This is based on the fact I will throw up if I ever have to take liquid medicine, I do not care, give me the giant pill.)
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"
It’s alright! Nobody is hurt. Would you prefer a pill, honey?
"I'm sorry! Sorry!"
(Macy clung to her.)
You have done nothing wrong.
Sabrina ran the water and helped Macy undress which was no easy feat considering the way she was clinging to her.. But she managed.
"I'm so stupid!"
You are not and you have never been.
"I want to go home!"
O-Oh.
Sabrina felt rather dejected at that.
I’ll take you.
(It was less genuine request and more overwhelmed toddler.)
Sabrina was autistic and did not compute that.
After we take a bath and give you that pill.
"You... hate me!"
(Macy was ugly crying.)
No, I don’t. That’s your mind playing tricks on you. I love my little Macy.
"Hugs! Hugs!"
Sabrina squeezed her tightly.
Shh, shh, shh.
(Macy is baby. I do not make the rules. Macy sobbed for a bit longer before finally settling enough to let Sabrina put her in the tub.)
Sabrina set her in the tub and climbed in too.
Sometimes when Ammie was busy I would bathe the twins in here. They always loved it. They’d giggle and splash each other.. And me. By the end of it I think there was more water on the floor than in the bath!
(Macy pressed her head against Sabrina, trying to cover her eyes.)
There you go.
I used to let them play with little toy fish and sailboats. They’re probably still in the cupboard actually.
(She tried to hide her face in Sabrina's shoulder.)
"Did.. they like them?"
They loved them. Riff Raff especially liked the fish.
"I want... to go an aquarium one day..."
(Macy covered her ears as well.)
We’ll go for our next date.
She covered Macy’s ears with her hands.
"Too loud... and bright..."
Sabrina let her push her face against her breast and covered her ears firmly.
(Macy nodded.)
"Better..."
Good girl.. Good girl.
Sabrina murmured even though Macy couldn’t hear.
