we'll tell the story again

A Post STR Haruka and Konoha Kokonose Askblog

[askkokonoses]

We need more asks btw 🅱lease help

[askkokonoses]

Konoha: I don’t think she likes me very much… Haruka: Takane’s a good person, and I love her dearly, but she’s the type to make quick impressions, then hold a grudge. She… Blames Konoha for what happened to me, even if it’s not that simple. And I even think now she feels he’s taking time ‘away from me’. I don’t mind, but she really does. Shes not mean to him anymore, now that I’m back. But she’s… Tense. And I saw how she treated him before. I saw it all. I don’t know what to do or how to bring it up to her I don’t want to make her angry or make her feel bad? I just want those two to be on good terms.

Haruka: Otherwise, however, the reception has been incredible. No-one’s freaked out or judgmental, which is more than I could ever ask, considering this type of thing is so out there. I guess they kind of understand. They’re all freaks in their own way. 

[askkokonoses]

Haruka: Me and Takane are currently having to share a couch. Bless her heart, but she’s the worst snorer I’ve ever met. I’m not exactly getting great sleep. I could always ask Shintaro if I could stay with him, but I wouldn’t want to be a bother. And things are too complicated to go home, especially considering my dad, and the fact that I’m legally dead.

[askkokonoses]

Haruka: Saeru is... Very much around, particularly when it comes to ungodly hours of the night. That said, we’ve all decided it’s best if Konoha doesn’t know for now. He’d blame himself if anyone happened to get hurt.

Plus, I mean... How much damage can anyone do in the body of a twelve year old?

[askkokonoses]

Haruka: Haha... Yup. Years of emotional neglect with your own death looming over your head will do that to you. No big deal.

Konoha: HOW DO THEY EAT AT ALL??

[askkokonoses]

btw this blog isnt like. dead. op just has Depression(tm) and does things on a whim. ill come back to it when i have a Mood

[askkokonoses]

Haruka: A lot of the games we used to play are mostly dead now. Two years is actually a super a long time. We’re finding lots of cool new stuff to play, though! It’s been helping me out a lot with my coordination. After so many years of disuse, my fine motor functions are a bit wrecked. But Shintaro never gets mad if I end up costing us a win. Despite what he’d have you believe, he’s a total sweetheart.

And I know you were probably asking about the two of us together. I’m still getting too used to life in general for that right now, but I certainly wouldn’t be opposed to it in the future. Like I said: He really is sweet. But for now? I think everyone’s taking things slow.

[askkokonoses]

Haruka: I like cats enough. I’ve always kinda wanted one, but I’m allergic to like ninety percent of things in existence. Konoha’s not a fan, however.

Konoha: Hibiya doesn’t let it show... But he’s scared a lot, I think. Hiyori doesn’t talk anymore since she got out. I miss when my friends were okay.

[askkokonoses]

Haruka: . . .What can I say? I’m a hopeless romantic. If you’re in my friend group, I’m probably already head over heels

[askkokonoses]

Konoha: I hope you like it too!

[askkokonoses]

Haruka: I don’t think either of us really likes it. It’s a lot to get used to. But I guess I’d rather share than have the either of us be dead. We’re hoping there’s also a way for us to eventually be in control at once. I still don’t feel good a lot of the time. I’m always fearing another attack. But Konoha doesn’t get that. He feels super healthy. I want this to eventually work out in a way that’s healthy for both of us: Physically and mentally.

Konoha: I dunno. Haruka just... Showed up one day and said this was originally his. But I don’t mind. He’s my friend. He’s been very nice. He lets me eat and sleep and all the things I like to do.

[askkokonoses]

Haruka: We’ve both been gone for a long time. We have lives to get used to. She’s still getting used to having a body. And I’m getting used to even being here at all.

We both like each other. We really do. But we also have this idea of each other that I’m not quite sure is even true anymore. Two years is a lot of time for people to change. And a lot of time to get an idealized idea of someone you miss. We’re not the same people we were when we were sixteen. Maybe we’re better. Maybe we’re worse. I’d love to try, definitely!. But the both of us need time to adjust for a little bit first.

In the meanwhile, I’m content to be Takane’s friend. She’s been helping me with everything, and we’re practically attached at the hip! Like I said: We’ve missed each other a ton.

[askkokonoses]

(the boys are back in town blares in the distance)

ASKS ARE OPEN