I will flourish

nic, 18 year old girl / virginia, usa / native English, French a1 / probably sleepy

[asklestesiu-blog]

my intentions with this blog

I’m not going to lie to you, I definitely feel like a grandma or a karen for writing out my “intentions,” especially for something like a TUMBLR, but I’m so tired of restarting everything. I’ve had about a million interests, a billion tumblrs, and a zillion fallbacks. enough!! with that being said, here are my intentions:

to focus on bettering myself

to at least gather tips from the studyblr community, even if I don’t join their ranks

to engage in ridiculous heart emoji memes

to interact with the most niche literature and history memes that I can

to surround myself with shakespeare references

to gather bomb reaction images and memes for my reference

let this list serve as my constant reminder that I can be something better every single day

[asklestesiu-blog]

last photo, I just love how this one turned out because I feel like I specifically look like a 1940s schoolgirl

[asklestesiu-blog]

beach trips, feeling like a primitive goddess of the sea

[kcrra]

you know those intrusive thoughts that are so horrible and so shameful and so disgusting that you cannot tell them to anyone in the whole world- not your therapist, not your pets, not even the Internet or a diary because they are so intensely revolting and sickening that if anyone ever knew them no one would ever want to even breathe your air again

[1-dum-bitch]

​the important thing is to recognize them as intrusive and not organic, rather than demonize your “true self,” “who you are deep inside” and once they’re identified as such, toss them out

[lumberjackloverboy-moved]

today i was talking to my therapist about being upset that my dad wanted a daughter and she told me 'your father is crying by a grave of his own making that has no corpse in it. you do not need to fill it for him and are not required to weep beside him' and I had to take a sip of water bc my mind stopped working for a moment

[maziekeen]

theme 202       static preview     code: pastebin or google docs

there is a lot of options in the appearance. i wanted to make everything easier for you to customize the theme as you wish. so, read carefully and anything you need you can ask me and i will help

sidebar image 268px or 245px, with option to use or not, the same with title

you can edit font size, transform, weight, style, position, word and letter spacing in the appearance for title, links, description, date and tags

there are 4 links, with option to show how many you need

use tumblr’s default controls or the custom one with hover

use unnest captions and use or not unnest icons or regular captions (with blockquote)

you have an option to use border on sidebar, posts and caption (blockquote), choose a style and size

posts sizes are 400px, 500px, or 540px

you have to use only one of the sizes of posts available. i recommend you to enable/disable all of them and then enable only the one you desire.

there’s an option to use images black and white, and change the opacity

you can add a background image too

anything else you need you can send me an ask or message