Fate, destiny, whatever you wanna call it.

"I spent my entire life running from magic. Now it's the only thing that can help me." The Neal Cassidy/Baelfire account for ask-onceuponatime-rp.

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You've been through so much. How is it you find the strength to keep going?

I keep going because I have to, I’ve always had to believe things will get better. And they have. I have a family now, and a son. No matter how bad things seem, there are always other paths.

[asknealfirecassidy]

has anyone ever told you you look like a cute puppy? :) in a good way of course

A puppy huh? Guess I must be pretty cute then. Thanks anon.

[asknealfirecassidy]

How does it feel knowing Peter Pan is your grandfather?

It’s taking all of my energy not to think about that. I don’t plan on entertaining the thought anytime soon.

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would you define emma as your family? i mean, in the wife role

We're not together, and we're not married, so no, I can't really say she's like a wife to me. Even if I wish she was.

I still love her, and she's the mother of my child. and we're at the very least friends. So I guess yeah, I would define her as family. I don't really know how you would define our relationship.

OOC: *Regina voice* You have this... person.

[asknealfirecassidy]

So hi! I love you btw Neal, I've probably said that before, but I have more to say! So, I know Emma didn't meet with you and I feel bad for you, but she needed time. And though it isn't my place, I don't want you to give up on Emma. Please? Just please? :'( Promise meeee.

I would never give up on Emma. She's not ready, and I don't begrudge her for it, I know I've put her through a lot.

When I said I would fight for her I meant it. But sometimes fighting means putting the other person's happiness ahead of your own. I love her, and I would be the happiest man alive if she ever chose me again. I won't ever stop hoping, but all I want is her happiness. I won't abandon her; I was stupid enough to do it once, I won't do it ever again.

[asknealfirecassidy]

Belle is young enough to be your sister. What do you think about it?

Answered here.

[asknealfirecassidy]

What do you think about Belle? Would you like to meet her when you get back? Oh, and do you mind that she's actually younger than you? I don't mind age gapes in relationships, but to tell you the truth it would be at least strange if my father would date a girl of my age.

Belle is incredibly kind, and I'm glad I've finally gotten to meet her, the real her. As for age gaps, I don't mind them. If they're happy and in love, who would I be to judge? Real love is hard to come by these days, so when you find it, you should never hesitate.

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[asknealfirecassidy]

You are such a good father, do you think that your papa proving that he would have died for his grandson has planted the seeds of forgiveness in you? Given time would you be able to trust the old man again? Even let him alone with henry, if he wanted to get to know his grandpa better?

The problem before was that my father had a history of promising one thing then going back on it the next. If he could give me up for power, how could I expect to believe he'd treat my son any differently? Seeing him stay true to his word has definitely gone a long way to helping me forgive him and understand that he truly does want to do better. I really missed him and I hope this is the beginning of better things for us.

As for letting them be alone, I'm not sure yet, and honestly it's not my decision to make alone, it's also Emma and Regina's. And right now it's not so much my father so much as Pan is still loose and has the curse now. As long as Pan is out there, Henry's in danger, and I don't want to take any chances.

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OOC: I'm very very sorry my activity is still sporadic. Now that school is finished I'll be on holiday again and I can start posting with a consistent schedule. I apologize, life has been so chaotic the past few months. ^^;

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Dude I just watched season 2 episode 14 and I literally am crying can u guess why because that episode is so ugh because of Neal and Henry and that stuff OOC

OOC: Yes I know exactly what you mean, that episode gives me all the feels as well! That scene where Neal finds out Henry is his son is perfection <33

Also, for any OOC questions you’d like to ask me please direct them to my OOC Blog (or heck we can talk it up on my personal too if you’d like :D). Thank you so much! <33 :D

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….hello anon.

[asknealfirecassidy]

Pan is inside Henry right now. They did a switcheroo.

…how is that even possible?

[asknealfirecassidy]

who do you consider as your family?

Henry, obviously, as well as my father and Emma. Wendy, John, and Michael as well. Though honestly, I guess we’re all family, as crazy and screwed up as it is. But all I’ve ever wanted is a family, so I’m definitely not complaining.

[asknealfirecassidy]

In the COMPLETELY HYPOTHETICAL scenario that Peter Pan, was, say...your evil monomaniacal magically de-aged grandfather, would you have more sympathy for you dad? If he had a father even more terrible than he is?

Knowing Pan is my grandfather has put a lot into perspective for me, especially with regards to my father. I hadn’t realized just how much having Pan for a father was affecting him. I spent over 200 years with that monster, I can’t even imagine what it’s like to be his son.

OOC: sorry, this is back from while I was on hiatus so I answered as if it were current, I hope that's okay! D:

[asknealfirecassidy]

You are such a wonderful father. Thank you for wanting to be a part of his life forever.

Thank you. I love my son, and I will always be there for him no matter what.

[asknealfirecassidy]

That was very touching what you said to your father, about him not being the same as Pan since he came back for you. Do you think perhaps this is the beginning of healing your relationship with your father?

I really think so. I've always missed my father, I just never thought that he would change. I always had dreams about him coming to rescue me, and to know he never forgot me and was coming back for me the whole time.. I'm just glad to have my Papa back.

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How do you feel about Peter Pan actually being your grandfather? He knew you didn't have the heart of the truest believer, so did he keep you around just to bond with his grandson (you)?

Nah, family bonding ain't his style. More than likely he was aware I was Henry's father though, and kept me around until just the right moment.

As for him being my grandfather, I haven't really had time to deal with that little fact yet.