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[quotemadness]

“Healing doesn’t mean the damage never existed. It means the damage no longer controls our life.”

— Akshay Dubey

[yanggang94-deactivated20231211]

I’m always reminded that I’m not important by the people I want to be important to.

[anonymousphantoms]

I say to myself all the time "I want to kill myself" but do nothing about it. Now I'm at the point where I need to start figuring it out and make it happen. I have tried for so long and I have proven how unwanted I am and a waste of space. I truly have tried everything.

I have given everything I have to make everyone happy including the only person I care about. I'm just not enough and I have to accept it. Not every life is valuable. We are just shadows that will fade into the background. I truly provide nothing to society or my loved ones.

People say "don't do it people love you and care". They say this on the internet but they don't know you. You don't even exist to them. You kill yourself and they don't know. Their heart will not move for you if they even found out. I know that no one will care. My family may have a funeral as a formality. My mother and father may cry but I know they would be happy and just use my death to support their beliefs about me. My siblings would be there but will not be moved. How can you be when you have no connection with the deceased besides your bloodline? Anyone not family that would attend, well life moves on and they forget you.

In reality you either make history or you just take up oxygen that can be used for a better purpose. I would say I am but just a shadow but even then that means I have been seen. Who I am is invisible and not even felt in the air.

It is time to find that end solution so the earth can be a better place for it. Allow me to do one good, final act by ending it for everyone.

Gone like a gentle whisper in the night.

[fvckinsociety]

I want to fucking die

I want to fucking kill myself

I want to jump under a bus

I want to throw myself off a building

I don't want to be alive

I never chose to be alive

I hate being alive because I get no fucking joy or happiness out of it

I fucking don't want to be here

I never fucking chose to be here

[vivienvalentino]

SEBASTIAN STAN Endings, Beginnings, 2020

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Suicidal people shouldn’t be told the main reason they shouldn’t kill themselves is because of how it might affect others. Suicidal people deserve love, help and support, not guilt trips. Suicidal people deserve to feel like their life is worth living, for their own sake.

[abnormall]

i don’t think i was supposed to live in this world. maybe it was too early for me, maybe i was supposed to be born in a couple of decades. or maybe i shouldn’t have been born at all. but i’m here now, and i’m suffering, and i don’t want to be here. this world, this society, its a nightmare i cant navigate. i’m completely out of touch. i can barely breathe anymore. i don’t think i’m supposed to be here.

[valentina-poem]

[wishing-for-deathx]

Ever been so sad and broken that you can’t move. So you just sit there, frozen, paralyzed by your pain and suffer. Because that’s all you can do.

[sa-dnesss]

[sa-dnesss]

[suicideisthesolution]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

[nothingispeachy-deactivated2025]

I wanna feel something besides pain when I am alone...

[thepowerwithin]

I won’t let myself fall back into a part of my life that I worked so hard to get out of.

Affirmation by n.a

[an-introverts-word]

People empty me. I have to get away to refill.

~Charles Bukowski

[missingvibrance]

have u ever been in so much emotional pain to the point where ur chest starts to hurt and it feels hard to breathe because ur brain is in so much agony to the point where it manifests that pain into physicality to cope with how much it hurts

[furiousgoldfish]

abusive parent: I can’t believe this child, who I neglected, manipulated, bullied, humiliated, screamed at, threatened, isolated, lied to and cornered, would now have the audacity to imply I don’t love them!