the highs are so high
but the lows
they are so, so low
12/12/20
Stranger Things
Today's Document

Kaledo Art

blake kathryn

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Sade Olutola
will byers stan first human second
AnasAbdin

if i look back, i am lost
hello vonnie
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shark vs the universe
Cosimo Galluzzi
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sheepfilms

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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her

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@asprinkleofcaffeineandkindness
the highs are so high
but the lows
they are so, so low
12/12/20
Countdown
I am completely wrecked with anxiety right now. I don’t know how I managed to keep the feels at bay this past week, but the fear and stress are back with a vengeance as we officially hit the one week before match day mark. I’m so nervous, I don’t know where to bury the fear.
12/09/20
source
Flipped right side up
I wake up, overwhelmed by nausea, and on a loop in my mind is the thought “Why am I do doing this to myself, is it even worth it?”. The pit in my stomach grows, there is a growl. I yawn. Four hours of sleep. But you need to flip back. Stay awake, power through.
I try to peer through the lens of positivity. It is too difficult for me, I am struggling to find the good. I accept it. Its okay.. to just get through today.
My days completely turned upside down (literally) x 3 weeks. I feel my body aging, eroding slowly with the repetitive wear and tear of the physical (and psychological) limits I am pushed to in residency, changing on a weekly basis.
I take a deep breath. Inhale. Big sigh. The trees, they look so pretty. Orange, crisp, back and forth in the breeze. For a second it looks unstable - but it is so deeply rooted in its foundation, returning to steadiness - unfazed. Hopefully that will be me... one day.
12/06/20
Road To Recovery
As I stumble along the path to healing, I know that feeling my feelings is going to be one of the only ways to achieving success. I hope to capture moments of this journey through writing what’s on my mind - imperfect, without structure, truth.
Here goes nothing.
Currently reading Trauma Stewardship by Laura van Dernoot Lipsky (day 2 of reading).
12/05/20
Livvyland
05/26/20
It was a wonderful day at work. Did not have a high volume at all and no critical care calls. I am tired but thankful. Sleep deprivation and I do not vibe. Glad to be off for the next 2 days. Three more ER shifts to go for the year!