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𝒩ℴ ℯ𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓅ℯ, 𝒾𝒻 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝐼'𝓂 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇𝓈

Asra, 18, bi, she/her, INFJ, HUGEEE Minnie biased nebobo, multifandom writer but mainly i-dle, strictly wlw only, send in requests anytime !!

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𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅ℯ𝓇 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂ℯ, 𝐼'𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝓈𝓌ℯ𝓇 𝓎ℴ𝓊𝓇 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁

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Hello!!! It's been awhile since I last read one of your fan fics due to school and lessen my screen time on social medias 😅 By the way, how are you now?

I'm literally burnt out like REALLY. I noticed that because I've been waking up during the night like every 2-3 hours and I'm not motivated to do anything and that's why I deleted tiktok and instagram FOR MY WELL BEING I gotta stop with the doomscrolling cause exams are LESS THAN A MONTH AWAY so yeah...... Tysm for checking in and I hope you're doing better than I amm!!

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I-DLE MEMBERS AS LPS TOYS

A/n: here's what has been on my mind for past few days. I literally categorize everyone by what lps they are, dog breeds or what animal would they be. Since I'm not active as much here's a breakdown!!!

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CHO MIYEON - she would most definitely be either one of these blondie cats cause she's the prettiest princess ever

NICHA "MINNIE" YONTARARAK - MY BABY is also a cat and for the difference from Miyeon, she would be either a gray or a black cat

JEON SOYEON - NOW HEAR ME OUT she reminds me of these types of lps cats, ITS NOR CAUSE SHES THE LEADER and these cats are used for idk moms in lps short movies😭😭😭😭 but she has that vibe yk

SONG YUQI - she's a sheperd. Idgaf what yall say. THIS WHITE/RED ONE SCREAMS YUQI

YEH SHUHUA - I had to think a looooot for ShuShu mainly cause I legit didnt know but then after thinking I decided for this one

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But legit wtf is happening in kpop why tf is everyone leaving???

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I miss you and your stories 😭

You don't know how happy I am to see someone sending me this. OFNLAHSPSJLAHSMN

Tbh I miss writing too but since I'm a senior now I have a LOT OF WORK to do. I'm not sure if I will come bavk in next 2-3 months but I promise yall I will post. I KEEP MY PROMISES!!!!!! I hope you guys are doing well!!

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Sooo....hi guys.....heh.....Im alive I promise...🤣🤣🤣

A lil life update: got my drivers liscence(FINALLY), got a lot of work for school to do anddddddddd I dont think I'll post soon but I have a few ideas on my mind. The sun has been rising and motivation kight be coming sooner than I'll think too

I hope u guys are okay!!! Send asks freely if yall want to!!!

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𝕮ᥙrsᥱ ᥆𝖿 𝗍һᥱ ᥴᥙ⍴іძ.

sypnosis Miyeon's curse of being destined to give love but never expirience it. genre angst warnings death, kissing, IDK wc 1k

A/n: now yall are gonna pretend its 14th February and not 26th LMFAO ENJOYY ^^

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At times, Miyeon never learned the fact of the attention Love got---especially on Valentines day.

The day where everyone exchanged letters to show some kind of affection, or even confession, toward their loved ones.

It was the day Miyeon worked the most.

The cupid.

Destined to change fate so two tied lovers could finally meet.

She never got why she had to change the laws of nature with no consequences so two people could just meet.

Until,

her heart shaped pupils met your walking figure. The sun shined a little bit brighter than usual. Your hair looked a little more detailed and your eyes

---- your eyes looked like they were far more impactful on her thoughts than they ever were.

She'd been eyeing you ever since her stay on that part of the earth. She wished she never did.

So she shouldn't have to await the day she pierces a bow through your and your future lover's back.

It would be her last day.

Until then, she chose to ignore it.

You didn't even know she existed. But something about you made her feel the comfort she needed. Comfort she wanted.

Maybe that's why she didn't like her purpose---she needs to give it to everyone but herself.

The way you carried yourself through the stress, traumas, accidents---the way you used your words to express your feelings. And mostly, the way your whole atmosphere gave her the feeling like she's on cloud nine.

Miyeon watched you from her little cloud in the sky. Laying on her stomach and resting her chin on the end of her palm. Why is it that she finds you so astonishing?

Her eyes sparkled when she saw you smile upon. A smile grew on her face too.

But every time she smiled because of you ---she frowned because of herself.

The more you gave her joy, the more sorrow she gave herself.

That's because loving you was the game she was losing.

The day's been getting closer----the day she springs an arrow through your soulmate and you.

She had to do it.

It was her only purpose.

And when the day came, tears flowed through her glassy eyes.

Miyeon held tightly onto the bow. The arrow was slightly trembling. Emotions overflowing and swallowing her whole. But she had to.

Miyeon took a deep breath.

Aimed, once again

and shooted.

The magic that's not visible to humans escaped the arrow when it touched the two's hearts. The colors of red, pink and white breezing up back in the sky.

As you and your soulmate made eye contact, that's where Miyeon broke.

Coughing hardly, she could barely breathe.

As her arrow connected the two hearts, hers was bleeding from being broken.

Miyeon aimed one last arrow to fulfill her mission to the great Gods, her strength was leaving her side.

To the love she couldn't have,

the sacrifice she had to make

and fate she had to change

Miyeon fell to her death.

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I fucking love Valentines day Imma shit myself from happiness

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sypnosis Minnie comforting you after your nightmare. genre fluff, angsty warnings crying wc 1k

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Cold sweat formed on your forehead as your worried eyes scanned the messages you just got. Quietly, your eyes started to tear up upon the honest words. 

“I just wanted to be honest with myself and also with you—I don't want to be yours anymore.” 

Gripping the metal of your phone tightly, your hands started to shake. The moment has come, it really did. Already, you wondered how long it would take Minnie to be disappointed in you,moreover, leave you. 

These days have been tough to handle. Constant mistakes, reading between the lines, in addition, feeling like you're in an eager fog and no matter the path you take, you can’t seem to grasp out of it. 

“I value a lot you showed me over this past time but a lot has been on my mind and I had to tell you eventually before I started to hate you.” 

And these confessions are cherries on top of your overwhelmed mind. 

In reality, Minnie was your light and your daily dose of sanity you needed over the tiredness you’d feel during winter. The cold months always have a grip on everyone and their mood, but even though you love cold times— you hate how they make you feel.

Trying to move your fingers to type at least something, but you failed. You could only watch as the written words pierced deeper into your heart. 

That’s when you closed your eyes. 

“Y/n!!” a muffled sound. 

“Y/n!!” the second one got clearer. 

“Wake up, Y/n!” Now you heard it perfectly. 

Slowly, your eyelids let your vision arise. Slight groaning at the light shaking you felt, your eyes roamed your room. Your and Minnie’s bedroom. 

“Y/n…” Minnie’s voice was almost above a breeze of a whisper. Feeling her warm hand caressing your forehead, brushing a strand of hair off your face to see you better. “Are you alright? You seem like you were having a bad dream.” When you finally realized, opening your eyes not just physically, you got it now— It was all a dream. 

Though you felt the tear fall under your cheek, you gently moved into her lap. Hugging Minnie’s waist and resting your head on her thighs, you held her tight. “I was…” you whispered, so she shall not hear how the sadness makes your voice appear. In response, Minnie looked down at you in awe, ready to take care of you and make you fall asleep better. Her hand roamed the top of your head, gently ruffling your hair. “It’s alright…you’re alright.” she started. “C’me here.” 

As you backed away so Minnie could snuggle up against you, she wrapped her hands around your back. Moving your figure closer to her chest as you laid your head on it. Silently letting the wasted tears stain her collarbones. Though you were calm, you didn’t know why you cried such small tears. “Don’t worry, you’ll tell me in the morning,” she continued. “I’ll be right here when you wake up.” After then, she placed a meaningful kiss on your forehead, making you hold her tighter. 

The luminosity of the early morning cast its glow on both of your sleeping figures. The white blankets make the cozy atmosphere even more real as the sound of both of your breathing filled the room. 

It all made you realize, no matter the doubt you treasure at the depths of your heart, Minnie will not leave you for them. Even during a restless night. 

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Deleted all my drafts crashout incoming but also a new era 😍😍😍🎀🎀🎀🎀

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I'll be setting some fics to private just so yall know

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Just so yall know I'm alive and in a big writing burnout and my only purpose is to binge watch Vampire Diaries

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song of the day

day 10 : Valentine's Dream by MINNIE

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How I feel after crashing out last night and cutting REAL micro bangs:

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I need to get a horror idea....I need to get back in my roots like I have this writing brain fog GET ME OUTTA HERE🥀🥀🥀

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—Holes of my sweater.

sypnosis Sakura's Christmas gift for you and the rest of the night with her genre fluff warnings legit nothing wc 1k

A/n: dear anon tysm for requesting!! Enjoy^^

When the heater hummed softly in the background, Sakura sat on the couch with her legs tucked under her. In deep concentration her tongue slightly sticked out. Christmas lights were the only source of light in the living room, glowing warmly against the windows as the night settled in. A couple of candles you lit matched the lights.

You watched her from the kitchen doorway with your arms crossed but with a fond smile tugging at your lips. Yarn was scattered everywhere— the table, the floor, even hanging off the armrest. You still weren’t sure how she convinced herself that knitting sweaters this close to Christmas was a good idea.

“Kkura,” you called gently, “your fingers are gonna fall off.”

“They will not,” she replied immediately, not even looking at you. “I’m almost done.”

You walked closer, peeking over her shoulder. The sweater in her hands was almost really done. Your name was stitched small near the hem. Your chest felt warm in a way the heater couldn’t explain.

“For you,” she said suddenly, lifting it up proudly. “And—” she reached beside her and grabbed another one, “—matching.”

Your eyes widened. “You made two?” your voice raising as you took your sweater. Noticing your favourite quote written on the center of the sweater.

She nodded, cheeks dusted pink. “I wanted them to look like… couple sweaters. But not obvious. Just us knowing.”

You laughed softly, sitting beside her. “You’re insane.”

“Only a little,” she smiled, handing you yours. “try it on!"

A few minutes later, you stood in front of her, arms slightly out like a mannequin. “Well?”

Sakura gasped dramatically. “Wait—” she jumped, ran to the bedroom, and came back wearing hers. It fit her perfectly, sleeves a little long, making her look even smaller.

You both stared at each other for a second before laughing.

“We look cute,” you said.

“We look domestic,” she corrected, grabbing your hand.

Later that night, blankets were piled on the couch, mugs of hot chocolate placed dangerously close to the controllers. After taking a few pictures to cherish deep as a holly jolly memory, the room was quiet. Except for the soft winter wind outside and the familiar Animal Crossing music filling the space.

Sakura’s character waved on the screen. “Come to my island, I decorated it for Christmas.”

You scooted closer, shoulders brushing. “You decorated mine without asking last time.”

“That was improvement,” she replied confidently.

As you wandered through her island, Christmas trees twinkled, snowmen stood proudly, and tiny presents were placed everywhere. It was peaceful—too peaceful.

“This is nice,” you said quietly.

Sakura hummed in agreement, leaning her head against your shoulder. “I like nights like this.”

You glanced down at her sweater, noticing a small mistake near the cuff. It made it even more perfect.

Outside, the clock crept closer to midnight. Inside, Sakura yawned, still refusing to put the controller down.

You smiled, letting her stay just a little longer. Christmas could wait. Tonight was already enough.

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FOR CHRISTMAS MY SISTER GOT ME A BOOK ABOUT VAMPIRES I'M NAKED