@asthebirchtreefalls could use a brother in this time of need…
The rental wasn’t close to the majesty of his miata, but it got him to and from. This was hardly impressive, but given his and Leroy’s fractured relationship, Doc saw himself in need of reaching out to his brother by bond.
In the back seat was a cooler filled with an assortment of drinks. Arthur was trying to use less alcohol, but he had brought enough to keep things interesting.
“I can’t believe you agreed to this dumb idea…” He chuckled as they kept on the road. Moonlight reflected off the eerily calm ocean as it came into view. The mournful refrain of the Thompson Twins echoed from the radio and reminded him just how much he missed his state of the art stereo system and subscription radio on his sporty little car, but at least the song was a beautiful one… and one that set the mood.
‘You say I’m a dreamer, we’re two of a kind
Both of us searching for some perfect world we know we’ll never find
So perhaps I should leave here, yeah yeah go far away
But you know that there’s no where that I’d rather be than with you here
Today’
Arthur looked over at the passenger seat at Leroy and sighed, then quickly returned his eyes to the road. “Stargazing…a few beers. Sorry we’re doing this in the cold, but… figure we could use the sobering up since one of us might get buzzed.”
He was the designated driver of course and he couldn’t afford another accident. Not with his heart barely hanging on.
“…I don’t think I ever asked you what you remembered about Hatching Day. Bossy took a shine to you and Stealthy that you were the two i never asked. I can hardly remember that day. Everything is cloudy and murky… and I remember you came to us last. Seems odd… you’re almost my age. Give or take a bit… You’re not quite an old gasbag yet. Like there’s no rhyme or reason to our actual ages. We were all just hatched at different stages of life.”
Turning towards their usual picnic spot near the seashore, Doc began to park the car with twists of the wheel and switching the gears. “So did you just pop out of that egg and yell Happy Birthday? I think Sneezy yelled that.” He scoffed for a moment, then smiled.
Things had been...difficult lately. Leroy wasn’t really the type to sugarcoat situations (much the opposite, usually) or try to look at anything without the due amount of severity and then some, but the thoughts brewing in him lately were darker and more hopeless than usual...two things that would have compromised his ability to do anything right by anyone. In this particular circumstance, ignoring these thoughts, burying them far beneath the rest of the clutter in his brain, downplaying everything was the best defensive action he had.
He had to be something for everyone, right? Serve Snow and Charming. Look out for his brothers. Leave Astrid the fuck alone. In between all this, there wasn’t really room to be anything other than resilient and unaffected. Except...he figured there might be a place alone in the rental car with Doc.
Their relationship wasn’t what Leroy would have ever characterized as functional. Maybe it was in its own way, in a way that considered constant arguments and an underlying wrestle for dominance a healthy situation. Either way, Doc had seen and knew the worst of him, there wasn’t really anything to hide in his company alone. There was something very liberating about that. So, yeah, of course he had agreed to the ‘dumb idea’. How often were they on their own to safely air grievances and deep-seated issues, after all?
Leroy didn’t answer the question until they had parked and he’d retrieved, uncapped a beer.
“I don’t really wanna talk about Hatching Day,” he said in a way that suggested as much as he didn’t want to talk about it, there might have indeed been a logic to doing so that he couldn’t avoid. “Yeah. I remember it. Probably one of my most vivid memories from back then. I mean, it was the start of all this shit, after all.”
He gestured broadly to the mediocrity and disappointment that surrounded him. Alcoholism. Depression. Barely scraping by. Leroy took a resigned swig, stayed silent for a beat afterwards, then looked to his bottle of local Maine craft brew contemplatively. He would’ve been just fine with a Bud Light.
“I wonder sometimes who Dreamy might have been here. Y’know, if I hadn’t changed. I like to think he would’ve been happy and successful. Maybe own a yacht or several by now, I don’t know.”