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WHAT ELSE YOU GOT IN THAT DAMN BRAIN OF YOURS ? INDEPENDENT & SELECTIVE ROLEPLAY BLOG OF RAVEN REYES OF CW’S THE HUNDRED. SEASONS 1-7 , MAINLY CANON COMPLIANT. SPACEWALKED BY SUN.
griefchoked, marcus kane
Perhaps it was an aggressive subconscious push back against the architects of his grief that seemed to have turned the volume down on it– that he was not like them, he would not be pushed so far by loss as to consider any avenue that they would have. Even if that loss was Abby. And it had been. But he found himself unable to reach anything beyond standard sorrow and regret that could be put on a shelf somewhere that it didn’t get in the way or make him want to burn anymore of the world down than had already been destroyed. Enough had been taken fom all of them– even Russell, now– and so what could he do but simply try to make sure it stopped here and now?
Even if it meant allowing the title of Marcus Prime to go unchallenged by him for a little while, so that he could act as an intermediary between factions until things settled. People had sacrificed their lives, he could sacrifice the part of him that dissolved everytime he didn’t challenge the reverantly spoken moniker, in exchange for peace.
“All this will take much longer, if we lose you to lack of sleep.” Idle comment rather than indictment or true criticism, he sat beside her on the palace steps with a fleeting smile. “How are you holding up?”
once again she has work to do, right after the previous disaster. usually she prefers it. having something to do than sit alone with her thoughts. which is why she’s ended up sitting down on the steps, unable to sleep because of everything occupying her mind. her hair’s back up in ponytail, as if to prepare herself to work. her new found clipboard rests right next to her. discarded, because no matter how many times she reads it over, she’s not able to find a way for the compound to finish any sooner. regardless how much sleep she gets. “ sorry to burst your bubble but this has been going on for years. ” although there’s no real bite in her words. arms pulling her knees closer to chest despite the pain shooting up her hip.
she is tired, more than she lets on and it’s beyond physical. but that’s not something she ever admits or wants to admit. so much has happened in such a short span, from the moment they landed on earth for the second time really. to even now on sanctum. still, it’s not a question she hears that often. but one she has an answer ready for. “ i’m fine like always. ” it’s a lie, probably the only lie she ever tells. but she can’t help it. the grief too much to explain, and it won’t change anything if she does. it won’t bring the people back. so she sucks it up and moves on. it’s the only way she can keep herself from falling apart.
exdefender, kailan draft
there’s a relief sigh that drifts past kailan’s tiers when she finds that raven isn’t across kailan’s threshold to remind her that she’s a “superhero” who has a responsibility. no, raven is here to be a friend. it feels as though there’s this weigh that lifts from her chest, knowing she doesn’t have to present when she’s around raven. with raven, she accepts all flaws and raw vulnerability that kailan has. though kailan isn’t the best of showing it, she appreciates it. immediately, kailan reaches for her leather jacket that hangs by the door, with a side smile splitting across her war torn features. “let’s get the hell outta here.”
she knows what’s like for people to tell you how to feel for certain things. only kailan has the whole world telling and judging how she should feel or act and raven can’t scrape the top of that iceberg. she can however, be there for kailan. in the way she knows how to. distractions always work. they might not be the healthiest but they’re necessary at times. sitting here doesn’t do anything for kailan anyways. a smile spreads on her lips when she sees kailan accepting the offer. “ you choose, i follow. sounds good ? ” after all this is about kailan feeling better.
tbh,, they committed to raven’s s7 scar/injury on her cheek more than they have with most face injuries
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visuals ; the expanse verse , belter tattoo
thoughts on the verse :
okay so i already have in mind for her to have been born & raised on the belt. she had to fend for herself more often than not, tinkering with whatever spare parts or even junk she could get her hands on. trading those & repairs of her own for food rations.
spacewalks are generally common among belters, so keeping in mind raven’s canon too, i think she’d be one of the youngest to actively work on ship repairs in zero g. and one of the best at her job. until one spacewalk where the area she was working on was hit by debris & a piece of shrapnel was lodged in her back as she tried to cover herself & her crewmate.
she couldn’t afford an implant for her spine at the time. her spacewalks after that became much rarer, while her legs weren’t necessary it seemed too much of a risk because she couldn’t activate her mag boots if need be. so she mainly took up in station repairs, using a brace of her making.
until fred johnson came knocking, offering a job position on tycho to work on the nauvoo as a zero-g mechanic & a spinal implant. ( it wouldn’t bring back full mobility but it would function similar to the brace without the need to wear it. and her chronic pain would still be a part of her everyday life ).
possible connections with the more main plot: she’s still working on tycho when the roci crew comes. & actually works on the repairs on the roci after they return from ( thoth station ? i think, the one they took dresden from ). finn was on eros ( rip finn ) and she wants a. to figure out what really happened. b. would want to stop or prevent something like that from happening again. so there’s a possibility there. or she could be more involved with drummer ( but i need to watch more of s3 to write more details )
* . ◜ @piraetes asked: “You really didn’t need to, you know.” ( callisto )
her hand waves in the air, as if to say don’t mention it, half focused on the panel in front of her. just needing to replace one more wire & she’s finished. “ it’s my job. ” she’s had her fair share of odd jobs, most were owed favors to nygel & paying up her mother’s debt, learned not to ask questions besides ship’s repairs. but they’ve kept her in the business, that and her high intellect, and puts food on her table so she’s not dwelling too much on it. placing the panel back in place, she pats the metal casing as she turns to look at them. “ she’s good as new. ” raven stretches her leg for a short moment before pulling herself in a standing position. “ i can tweak the logs, it’ll be like you never docked here. ” that’s not exactly in her usual work but it’s not uncommon for her to be generous.
aigonakru, bellamy blake
it is no surprise when raven is trying to change the subject. he has known her for a short time but he could read her like a book. she is stubborn, hard-headed, and most importantly; a determined and strong person. one of the strongest people that he has ever met. he admires her for that quality. not many people have strength both mentally and physically.
“ i will worry until you are back up and walking—once you’re healed. ” he isn’t sure if she’ll ever fully heal from her injuries, considering that they had little resources on earth. earth—the stars. her mentioning them causing a smile to creep upon his lips. “ i think we had a window in factory that observed earth but i never was able to relax long enough to truly enjoy the sights of space. ” he admits, immediately his cheeks heat and his hues drift away from hers. “ with—everything with octavia…i don’t regret what i did to keep her safe. she will always be my sister and i will always look after her but i will…admit that i did wish, before o was discovered, for my mother to be around more so that i could…live a little. a life of my own. is that bad? selfish? ” he chuckles, rubbing at the back of his neck. “ probably… ”
there’s a huff of air escaping her lips. because as it seems, the day she’s walking on her own again doesn’t seem to be coming soon. & getting stuck on bedrest is the last thing she wanted. so she focuses on their conversation. “ there was a window right above my bed- well barely a mattress, and it was small with bars on it but i didn’t care because i could see the stars. ” she could lay there for hours when she should be sleeping.
however, at his next words she shakes her head even if he’s avoiding to look at her. “ no it’s not bad, it’s just human. ” she can’t tell him in good conscience that it’s selfish to have desires of his own. “ you didn’t have the choice but you suffered the consequences of that. ” octavia did too, with no prospect of a life of her own either up on the ark. they had all witnessed the cruelty of the ark’s system in more ways than one. though, the ground didn’t seem more forgiving either. but there’s something else she wants to comment on. “ i may not know what it’s like to have a sister, but i do know a few things of absent mothers and it sucks. ” it’s not the best consolation, and she’s not in the best headspace. but at the very least she gets it.
𝐏𝐄𝐘𝐓𝐎𝐍 𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐑𝐄, 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞. previously @theirwar. an independent and highly selective original character based in the cw’s THE HUNDRED. crossover friendly, mutually exclusive, and lovingly written by halle.
i kind of want to drop all my threads & start new ones ??
exdefender·, kailan draft
@damnbrain· left a message: “i’m here to raid your fridge cause my date went really bad and all i’ve had is lukewarm water and breadsticks.”
kailan doesn’t flinch when she hears her door open, and raven’s voice closely follow. since finding one another again, it seems that kailan has grown to appreciate another consistent presence in her life. when raven mentions a date while rounding the side of kailan’s couch that she’s laying down against, kailan immediately makes a face. following a disgusted breath of sigh, kailan asks, “date?” immediately, kailan runs a hand down along her face, discarding her half eaten pizza into the empty pizza box in front of her. sitting upright, as though to prepare herself, kailan says, “and you didn’t just screw their brains out and leave? have i taught you nothing?”
she’s not sure what she expected really. it’s not like her dating history is quite successful. but it’s nice to have somewhere to go to after. kailan provides a nice distraction & good company. rather than her wallowing in the privacy of her own room & let thoughts overwhelm her. “ yeah... thought i- ” try it again ? honestly she’s not sure, so her words stop before forming a sentence. “ i wasn’t in the mood for that. besides- last time i tried it, he thought that meant we were in a relationship. ” & with her luck, she think it was too far fetched for that to happen. her body plops on the couch, right by kailan’s legs, & she eyes the box. “ you couldn’t have left me a slice ? ” she tries to be serious but there’s no hiding her teasing tone. clearly joking now.
i have two classes today which means im gonna be lruking on the dash from time to time but i don't think I'll be able to get some writting done. but my next classes are next monday & i barely have hw so far so im thinking ill get some replies done the next few days
exdefender·, kailan draft
“i thought it was fried!” kailan exclaims happily, rejoicing with a smile when she sees raven working on kailan’s old legend suit. the hunk of metal seem to be twice her size, adding nearly a foot to her height when she puts it on, so kailan has to tilt her chin up to look to the chest plate where she can see that her powers seeped through the structure of her suit from the previous battle. “skies, am i glad to see you,” kailan whispers, running her fingers along the ridges and lifts of the suit. finally she turns her chin to raven’s direction, and offers a wide simper. “i guess i’m pretty glad to see you too.”
it was meant to be more of a surprise. hoping to get it done & working before kailan saw it. but her enjoyment even now at the sight of the suit being repaired was more than enough to bring a smile to her own face. “ it was kind of fried... but it’s salvagable. ” raven clarifies. it’ll take some work to finish it. but it’s a project raven enjoys. she takes a small step back, wanting to leave some space for kai. there’s a soft chuckle that comes with her words. “ glad to be getting some acknowledgement here. ” teasing tone, as her smile turns to a smirk. “ i’m glad to see you too. ” now more genuine, her features softening a bit.
fightear, peyton moore
raven had offered peyton a sense of balance since she arrived on the ground. through her own pain, heartbreak, betrayals and loss, she gave peyton the space to just be; and vice versa. neither asked the other for anything other than a quiet place or a listening ear if and when they felt like they really needed one. “you’re assuming they’ll give me the time of day.” the exact reason she has such trepidation in even trying. the people at the top of the apology list had been her victims. “raven, i hit jack. before i even took the chip. i could have killed sam, and the stuff i said to maeve… i don’t deserve the forgiveness. if i was any of them, i wouldn’t even give me a chance.”
which was a key difference between peyton and each of her friends. they were all so full of love for her, and they had been since they were young. yet she continued to hurt them in such deep, visceral ways; and not a one of them deserved an ounce of it. “i don’t just feel bad for what i said, i wish i-” her voice trails off, the thought too dark to express. “i know i need to apologize, it’s all i can think about doing. but where do i start? how do i start?”
the topic of forgiveness is complicated with raven. she offers her forgiveness to people but it first takes time but she also doesn’t forget. she’s had to make her own ammends as well. but she’s been on the other side more. which is why she’s able to advice peyton. “ it doesn’t matter if you deserve it or not. it’s their choice is they want to forgive you. ” at the end of the day forgiveness is something the other person chooses to give.
“ take small steps and listen to them. if they still need time, then give them that. if they’re letting you make up for it, be there for them. ” when it comes down to it, raven would prefer actions over words. & she knows it’s something a lot of them would appreciate that after a few too many empty words. “ i can’t tell you where or how because that is different for all your relationships. ” it depends on the bond they have. on whatever it is that brings them together. “ and - i know i’m not the best person to say this - but don’t push them away again. ”