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My askbox is now open for Pinterest Color Pallettes to turn into drawings of girls! Specifically the aesthetic color palettes with the images in the background. You know the ones I'm talking about.

Constructive Criticism is welcome! This project is helping me learn about lighting, skin tones, shading, and how to draw different hair types. I really want to get things like braids and curl types to look good, since so many white artists can't seem to get them right, and I don't want to follow that pattern.

#requests open #artists on tumblr #art #digital art #constructive critism welcome #queer artist #pretty girls #girls as muses #pinterest #requests with color pallettes from pinterest open #request

Even more of my Color palette girls! They're literally so gorgeous and beautiful.

#art #digital art #artists on tumblr #queer artist #requests with color pallettes from pinterest open #color palette #pinterest #girls as muses #pretty girls #my art #my artwork #my art <3

#queer artist #digital art #art #artists on tumblr #girls as muses #pretty girls #requests with color pallettes from pinterest open #requests open #color palette #pinterest #constructive critism welcome

Been drawing women based on color Palettes lately. Really into it.

#artists on tumblr #art #queer artist #beautiful women #color palette #constructive critism welcome #requests with color pallettes from Pinterest open #Girl #girlhood #Girls as muses #Don't make me draw men

I am a firm believer in Aro/Ace Hollyleaf but also that she should be shipped with people so we can make her mental state worse.

Willowpaw was the smart, cool, and perfect medicine cat apprentice who visited Leafpool/Thunderclan often, and Hollypaw idealized her. "She's so smart and perfect at being a medicine cat. I wish I was her" became "I must have a crush on her since I obsess over her so much" and became the start of Hollyleaf's unhealthy relationships with her self esteem and other people.

Cinderheart was very much the same, a cool older girl that had everything going for her, and that everybody liked. "Cinderpaw is so talented and is able to work through her struggles..." became "I must like Cinderpaw because I obsess over her so much" mostly because Cinderheart is able to work through her mental struggles after her leg and Hollyleaf desperately wishes she could handle her mental health the same way Cinderheart does.

Fallen Leaves is the only cat Hollyleaf knows cannot leave her. Hollyleaf is the only cat Fallen Leaves knows cannot leave him. They are hopelessly dependant on each other, enabling each other's feelings of inadequacy and self-loathing. "You can't go back to ThunderClan, they'll hate you for what you've done" "You can't leave me alone in here or move on, your ancestors don't want you" Hollyleaf is finally able to tear herself away after moons of wallowing in self-hatred, and rejoins ThunderClan.

She tries to work on herself. She finds relief in her relationships with Jayfeather and Lionblaze, and works to forgive Leafpool. But in the end, she finds no value in herself, and when she sees the chance to die in a way to benefit her clan, a way to die as a martyr... she takes it.

#does this make sense #In my mind Hollyleaf loathes herself so much she obsesses over people based on wanting to be like them and attributing those feelings as #romantic love #And she never gets better #Hollyleaf #warrior cats

great-and-small

Yeah okay there are like 11 species of heron native to the USA and yes fine I’ve only managed to spot 10 of those species. You might think I’m bitter about that one species evading me but I’m not. I’m actually the Least Bittern person about it in the entire world