Don't step on me and laugh, then cry when I bite.

Indie OC. Multi-ship. Semi-selective (selective only with following, not writing) Written by Chibi

[rp-memes-atyourservice]

Send ‘regress’ to meet my muse as a child.

[absurditea]

. . .YOU'VE FALLEN DOWN BUT YOU CAN RISE AGAIN. . .

@atherissquamigera : i'm sorry. i'm tired, i didn't sleep well last night.

Ja'far is no stranger to sleepless nights, often found secluded in his office or wandering the courtyard like a ghost long past the time in which others have turned in. It's a natural course of action for him; he doesn't need the extra sleep and finds it easier to get things done when there's no one else around to distract him. It's a peaceful time in which he can sink into his own thoughts. That doesn't mean it's healthy, something he's reminded often, but it's something that it's used to.

And he's seen Aya more than a few times during the nights, usually outside beneath the moon's light. Last night much have been another incident, judging from the way she lulls off every so often, her eyes distant.

"I see," he says quietly, nodding. "Would a brief nap help? If you'd rather wait until night, I can ensure some herbal tea is prepared after dinner, there are a few blends in the kitchen I favor when I'm having difficulties with sleep. There's something particularly soothing about the warm steam, even on the hottest Sindrian nights."

[atherissquamigera]

"Maybe...Sin isn't done with meetings for the day yet though..." She was struggling to string thoughts together. She knew what she was trying to say but it was like those threads of meaning in her words unraveled before it got from her mind to her mouth---it hadn't been a very good two weeks for sleep. Getting almost none, except an hour here and there through the night. Sure she wasnt as susceptible to exhaustion as a human but it was getting to her.

When she was awake her body ached, protesting every movement no matter how small. Simply being upright was so painful, an ache deep in her bones and mucle. When she did manage to steal moments of sleep? Horrible nightmares. Maybe some tea would do her good. She could at least try it.

"Tea sounds nice.....I think we're due for summer storms, I always ache somethin' awful before it rains. 'Specially if its gonna rain hard. Do....you know if the...uh..." Scrunching her face up, she couldn't remember the word for 'healer'. Making a vague grabbing motion with both hands as though that would help her remember.

"Healers---do you know if they have stuff for..pain?" She felt so weak asking but if anyone was safe to ask it was him. She didnt want to go to them herself or ask the other generals.

[worldclassmenageriie]

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[kitaplarbenimkralicem]

Afrika Çalı Engereği (African Bush Viper)

Atheris squamigera, batı ve orta Afrika'ya endemik olan zehirli bir engerek türüdür. Şu anda hiçbir alt tür tanınmıyor.

Yaratan nasıl güzel yaratmış…

Atheris squamigera is a venomous viper species endemic to west and central Africa. No subspecies are currently recognized.

[infintasmal-archive]

THAT DOES EARN HER A SMILE. Ja'far would have liked to see that, Sham Lash's agents were so used to being the venomous ones and there was a certain level of arrogance that came with being the deadliest creature in the room. One doesn't need to be unkillable, you just need to kill everyone else first, and when you are capable of doing that, you begin to feel immortal.

"That's right. Maader lost her fortune, land and the children under her... ownership. The disgrace drove her from Reim. And Sham Lash's leader and most of their agents were killed several years ago. If there were any that escaped, they have managed to evade my notice," it should come as a relief to him, having been apart of each group's downfall, but the sacrifices made along the way soured any sense of victory. There will always be more evil in the world, he knows that, but at the very least, two organizations were wiped off the map.

He listened to her speech, expression soft and quiet. "That's a very wise outlook to have. And you are correct, it is often better to have someone willing to stand by their beliefs than one who can easily change their heart to suit another's purpose," he affirmed. "Sindria was created by people from across the globe, from all walks of life, from nobility to slavery. It's this combination of identities, united by their desire for peace and stability, that has forged this country. I find that to be.. rather special," he looks out over the city once more. "But perhaps I am just biased. At the very least, there is hardly a dull moment. Though some people could certainly stand to be a bit quieter, I suppose even I can appreciate the vibrancy their chaos brings. As long as they keep it out of my office."

[atherissquamigera]

There was an almost snort at the mention of 'keeping it out of his office'. Quickly covering her mouth and nose with her hand, blushing to the tips of her pointed ears at the noise her sudden laughter produced.

"I'm sorry...I shouldnt laugh." She apologized, clearly embarrassed. "It is special here....and one of the only places I've felt truly safe. They obviously feel safe around you to bother you in your office so much" She tried to supply without any more giggles, though that was proving rather difficult.

[rp-ask-memes-deactivated2026012]

what does your muse think of mine?

send me in specific detail exactly what your muse thinks of mine. whether it be when they first see them, or when they’re lying in bed in the middle of the night and just can’t fall asleep. I’m genuinely curious. 

[atherissquamigera]

@crimsononiarataki from here

"Mmmmm nah not worried" The shifter almost purred---definitely would have if she was capable of purring. "Just wanted attention"

One eye opened to look at the paper with a small 'hm?' noise in the back of her throat. Gaze scanning the words and mulling them over before she spoke again.

"I like the second one purely from a word flow standpoint."

[infintasmal-archive]

THAT GIVES HIM REASON TO PAUSE. So their paths were more intertwined more than he thought. Ja'far knew about her relationship with Maader, it was something he'd heard about from Sinbad. And that thought alone was enough to make his blood boil. He'd seen the devastation that woman wrought up close and personal -- the hollowed look in Sinbad's eyes when he absently rubs at his wrists, the way Masrur used to cling to him on sleepless nights. Not to mention the children that came into their care following Sinbad's release. But to think, though Aya has suffered greatly, she was nearly drawn into Sham Lash's web. The wires he wore were a unique design, specific to Sham Lash. And many of their members were trafficked in as children. It was easier to teach a child to kill before they learned it was wrong. And sometimes, they were merely for target practice.

"I am glad you did not end up with them," he says quietly. "Though the group does not exist any longer."

His mood shifts when she laughs, however soft, and he smiles. "That is true, though I'm hardly the only General who has tried to defeat him," Sinbad has an awful penchant for collecting his would be murderers. "I tried several times to kill him, even following him into a dungeon. But he always slipped through my grasp. I managed to get him once but even that wasn't enough. He was truly a stain on my record," even now, on the rare occasion that they spar, Sinbad always remains just out of reach. "But, even though I was not an... ideal choice for a companion, he still reached out to me and gave me and my comrades a place at his side. I still think he's a fool for it but I owe him a great debt. If nothing else, he has certainly amassed the most unusual group of people"

[atherissquamigera]

Her time under Maader hadnt been much better...but she'd also endured worse than the woman. It had been a while since she'd had anything more than passing thoughts about those surrounding her first trader.

"They changed their minds after I almost took a chunk out of one of their hands" She shrugged with a slightly sheepish smile, seemingly trying to get a smile out of him about it in return. Thinking too seriously about it wouldnt do any good after all.

Jafars reveal that the organization know longer exist, brought a small 'huh' from the younger.

"They dont? They bought my venom for a while...just one kept coming but stopped then they stopped altogether. Would make sense...... heard Maaders whole operation got taken down, couple days after she sold me. Heard the sailors talking about it." The shifter hummed, looking up at the sky thoughtfully.

At one time, a long time ago, she was bitter about how things unfolded. How fate and time hadnt been on her side for freedom like it had others....but she was older now. No longer the angry child she once was.

His smile earned one from her in return, showing the gaps in her teeth where her canines should have been. "Seems he collects a lot of people who tried to kill him. Are any of us really /ideal/ company? We have scars....on our bodies and our hearts. Maybe ideal doesnt matter as much as....real? Ideal can be faked......real and raw not's much. I mean he chose me as his daily guard, without a days training t'boot. "

[atherissquamigera]

"Cause ya dont gotta that's why" She turned her head to stick her tongue out at him but didnt wanna admit it was embarrassing. Her ears were twitching and still rather pink.

Shifting her gaze back to the fireflies, watching them bob and flitter among the trees. "The fireflies here are really pretty" The younger yokai mumbled, blushing again at his comment.

"What can I say? I like men bigger than me---Uwabami men are smaller than us. They were always....ok but never really did it for me"

[crimsononiarataki]

"That ain't gonna stop me though,"

If she put her hand on his mouth again, he'd either lick it, or bite it. Whichever option he chose to do would depend on why she was covering his mouth in the first place. If it was to shush him he'd bite her, if it was due to being embarrassed, he'd lick her which would probably embarrass her more but they were alone so it wouldn't really matter that much.

"Oh, the purple ones? Yeah, they're pretty nice, I've seen some yellow or gold ones in other nations before."

He'd left Inazuma a handful of times in the past, traveling was fun to him, maybe a bit too much fun, even? He always came back, of course, he wouldn't stay gone from his home nation forever. No matter how some humans treated him it was still his home.

"Oh? So ya kinda targeted me cause of how big I am then, that what ya mean?"

He was being a shit to her, but she was still resting against him since her legs likely weren't working just yet.

[atherissquamigera]

She didnt cover his mouth again, merely resting her arm back over his shoulder as she watched the fireflies. "I've never seen gold ones before....they sound pretty"

His teasing made her blush and sputter a bit. "Well...ahm....it didnt /hurt/." The younger yokai's ears flattened, sticking straight out from her head. "But that wasnt the whole reason. You were sweet after all. Plus I wasnt just gonna leave you to those humans----"

Aya shifted experimentally to see if she could get her legs under her to move---she could but it made a visible shiver go up her body.

[doldoldolcetto]

Dol nodded, thinking silently.

"Ya know... m' not sure if that matters. Th' way y' are right now is alright." He smiled, trying to keep his tone light, afraid to hit a nerve.

"Besides, th' boss ain't human an' never will be. 'n he's the wildest an' most alive out of all of us. 's about what you do, an' what's inside ya that counts."

[atherissquamigera]

"Doesn't really, cant really not be alright with the only thing y've ever known. Just a passin' curiosity" She snickered with a slight crinkle of her nose. Was that a tease? It very possibly was.

The young chimera certainly had much more life to her than she had when Greed first took her in; wide-eyed, uncertain and afraid.

"If I could live life as alive as Greed, I'd be livin' really good!" Aya laughed, not worrying about keeping her mouth closed enough to hide her fangs.

[atherissquamigera]

🌸 Disrespectfully, Trump supporters and Voters DNI 🖕

[atherissquamigera]

L POD IS HOME!!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME IN OVER 50 YEARS L POD IS HOME!!!!

I dont often discuss my faith here but i am pagan---it feels calming. For such a huge thing to happen at this time of all times---it almost feels like a sign that everything is gonna be ok

[atherissquamigera]

"Sssshhhhh" There was a shush mixed with an embarrassed hiss, holding one hand up to try (but not really) to cover his mouth. "You dont....gotta say it like that. I can feel em....just might not be able to use em."

Her voice was indeed a bit hoarse but after breathing for a couple minutes was able to get her senses back enough to speak, though it was quiet and mumbled against his previously bitten shoulder.

Watching over her arms losely draped around his neck, she could see fireflys flitting and blinking between the trees. Had she not just been fucked stupid one could almost call it a weak atmosphere of romance in the spring, no light except for the moon and the fireflies.

"Heh....didnt completely lose my voice"

Was she being a lil snarky? Yes. Yes she was. Bold for having trembling legs and tear tracks down her cheeks; tears shed from the overwhelming pleasure. Aya was simply trying to get her wits back about her, experimenting with how much she could feel/move her ankles and feet by doing small circles with them. Not attempting to move her legs yet

[crimsononiarataki]

If she did place her hand on his mouth she should have expected his reaction. He'd gently bit her to get her to move her hand from his mouth. Her trying to shush him would just make him grin again, like a damn gremlin.

"And why not? It ain't like there's anyone out here but us Aya. No amount of your noises alerted anyone cause this place is so remote,"

Hearing the hoarseness in her voice made him chuckle though it didn't last long since he didn't want her to try shushing him again. She was resting against him but he had no issues with it. Both of them were Yokai, so they both likely had fairly quick healing. She'd have use of her legs soon enough he supposed.

He saw some fireflies himself, the bugs just existing in the open near the edge of the water. He'd delivered on his promise to fuck her stupid, at least, so there was that. While he had no idea if it would become a regular thing for them or not, he wouldn't complain if she wanted to do it again sometime. They lived on different islands but that didn't really matter in the grand scheme of things.

"Only mostly, I'd say ya did pretty good despite the differences in our sizes."

[atherissquamigera]

"Cause ya dont gotta that's why" She turned her head to stick her tongue out at him but didnt wanna admit it was embarrassing. Her ears were twitching and still rather pink.

Shifting her gaze back to the fireflies, watching them bob and flitter among the trees. "The fireflies here are really pretty" The younger yokai mumbled, blushing again at his comment.

"What can I say? I like men bigger than me---Uwabami men are smaller than us. They were always....ok but never really did it for me"

[memepocalypse]

general unwell starters

"You just passed out."

"Are you okay? I'm worried about you."

"You're really shaking."

"Why are you so cold?"

"Why are you so hot?"

"You're not breathing right."

"Is your chest okay? You keep grabbing it."

"Wait, are you crying?"

"I can't hold your weight by myself -"

"You just went white as a sheet."

"You haven't eaten, have you?"

"You're too light."

"Something's wrong."

"You need help."

"Let me help you?"

"Okay, your heart beat is really weak."

"We need to take you to the hospital."

"I think this bone might be broken."

"There's a lot of blood."

"I think your nose is bleeding."

"Oh, that's not meant to bend like that."

"I heard a crack."

"Hold onto me. Don't close your eyes."

"I'm begging you to stay awake!"

"Your eyes aren't meant to look like that."

"You need to sit down."

"We're going to get you out of here."

"Nice, slow breaths, okay?"

"You're going to get better."

"I need to get you help. I need to help you."

[atherissquamigera]

@doldoldolcetto from here

She sat, listened and just...absorbed what the older chimera said. Nodding occasionally. Looking up rather than directly at him.

"That's ok, ya dont gotta know how. I was just curious cause I dont think I ever was? Dont remember ever being human at least--only know....this"

She wasnt seeking any specific answer or revelation from the question, it was pure curiosity.

[atherissquamigera]

Aya's ears flattened again when he commented on how pink she'd turned and his teasing made the blush even more vibrant. Though she noticed how the grip of her claws made him shiver, shifting her touch from his shoulders to his sides to scratch him.

"A-Aya, call me Aya. " Her words hitched up in pitch, being pushed down on his lap making her squeak. There wasnt any more of him to take, so it just added to the dizzying pressure.

"I will!" Though it was hard to sound convincing with her voice cracking and how red her ears were.

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Her mental determination and her body's will however were very different things.

By the time the noise of vigorously sloshing water, moans and cries had died; she was a mess. The Uwabami looked practically mauled, skin not covered with scales marked in a variety of ways--though not to say she didnt get marks of her own in on him with both teeth and claws. Her legs were visibly shaking, laying against his chest and breathing heavily.

Her pupils were still blown wide, looking a touch dazed as her gaze shifted to the sky, trying to gauge how much time had passed. She couldnt see the sun anymore through the immediate trees so it had been some time. At the moment unable to push herself up with her legs to look further, though honestly she was content leaning all her weight on him as she attempted to regain the ability to form coherent words.

Even letting herself completely lean on him her legs wouldnt stop shaking---that was out of her control at this point.

[crimsononiarataki]

He really did put her words to the test and he also left next to no skin unmarked. Simply put, the Oni liked leaving an array of marks upon those who were into that kind of thing. While he never really broke skin with his fangs again while they were fucking like wild beasts in the spring, his claws hadn't been as kind to her hips, thighs, and likely her ass as well. He'd done quite a number on her, but she was into it, so it worked out in the end, right?

"Somethin' tells me ya can't really feel your legs, especially with how they're shakin' against me,"

There was that grin again, oh and did he look quite smug, she'd been the one who asserted that she could one-hundred percent handle anything he threw at her. Perhaps it was more of her being stubborn that she was still conscious. Of course, she was a fellow Yokai, albeit a different kind, but that didn't really matter in the scheme of things, did it? They'd been at it for a few hours, at the very least, so the sun had long since set. She wouldn't have to worried about people approaching her, if they did she could just threaten to eat them as Uwabami apparently did.

"I wonder if ya really will have a voice after all that, ya were screamin' and yellin' so much."

He didn't expect her to have much of a voice if she had one at all. It would likely be hoarse for a few days at the least, unless there was a trick she could do to help her regain it faster.

[atherissquamigera]

"Sssshhhhh" There was a shush mixed with an embarrassed hiss, holding one hand up to try (but not really) to cover his mouth. "You dont....gotta say it like that. I can feel em....just might not be able to use em."

Her voice was indeed a bit hoarse but after breathing for a couple minutes was able to get her senses back enough to speak, though it was quiet and mumbled against his previously bitten shoulder.

Watching over her arms losely draped around his neck, she could see fireflys flitting and blinking between the trees. Had she not just been fucked stupid one could almost call it a weak atmosphere of romance in the spring, no light except for the moon and the fireflies.

"Heh....didnt completely lose my voice"

Was she being a lil snarky? Yes. Yes she was. Bold for having trembling legs and tear tracks down her cheeks; tears shed from the overwhelming pleasure. Aya was simply trying to get her wits back about her, experimenting with how much she could feel/move her ankles and feet by doing small circles with them. Not attempting to move her legs yet

[crimsononiarataki]

As she released the bite he'd likely chuckle teasingly after she gasped and yelped. The feeling of her claws digging into his skin made him shiver briefly. Mostly because it felt good, he liked how it felt to be scratched by nails, or claws. Perhaps she'd bitten off a bit more than she could chew but that didn't really matter now, did it?

"Look at ya turnin' all rosy pink for me,"

Oh, he was teasing her now, she was going to learn at least part of how much of a menace the Oni was, all while he was fucking her, too. If she never wanted for him to fuck her again after this that would be her choice too, he'd take whatever she said in stride. If she could speak once he was done with her, anyway.

"Only a little surprised, huh? Coulda fooled me, Ayana."

He'd press her down against his lap a bit harder to hear her vocal reaction while also watching her face for that reaction as well. HIs large hands all but swallowed her tiny waist so the fact that she could take him at all might be more of a shock than anything else. Though they were both Yokai.

"We'll see if ya have a voice once I'm done with ya still."

[atherissquamigera]

Aya's ears flattened again when he commented on how pink she'd turned and his teasing made the blush even more vibrant. Though she noticed how the grip of her claws made him shiver, shifting her touch from his shoulders to his sides to scratch him.

"A-Aya, call me Aya. " Her words hitched up in pitch, being pushed down on his lap making her squeak. There wasnt any more of him to take, so it just added to the dizzying pressure.

"I will!" Though it was hard to sound convincing with her voice cracking and how red her ears were.

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Her mental determination and her body's will however were very different things.

By the time the noise of vigorously sloshing water, moans and cries had died; she was a mess. The Uwabami looked practically mauled, skin not covered with scales marked in a variety of ways--though not to say she didnt get marks of her own in on him with both teeth and claws. Her legs were visibly shaking, laying against his chest and breathing heavily.

Her pupils were still blown wide, looking a touch dazed as her gaze shifted to the sky, trying to gauge how much time had passed. She couldnt see the sun anymore through the immediate trees so it had been some time. At the moment unable to push herself up with her legs to look further, though honestly she was content leaning all her weight on him as she attempted to regain the ability to form coherent words.

Even letting herself completely lean on him her legs wouldnt stop shaking---that was out of her control at this point.