Carliii

No need to explain myself, As long as I'm happy I don't need your sarcastic advices!

[daaamnpaolo]

I hope someday you’ll find someone that has a better playlist than mine - songs that will never let you miss him. A sweeter version of me, I hope. Someone who will never forget to remind you that among all these beautiful roses, you don’t have to be one. If you choose to be a lily or a sunflower, he will wholeheartedly support you and will always appreciate you for who you are. Someone who will love you more than you could ever love yourself. I want you to be happier. I hope you could find someone who never shouts on arguments. A midnight talker, an all day companion, a dreamer, a dog or a cat person, an admirer of sunsets and waking up next to you. All the things you wished I should be but couldn’t be. I hope he sends you voice memos just so you wouldn’t forget his voice. Someone who will sing you to sleep and will give you a morning forehead kiss. a better version of what you used to love.

12:05 AM // excerpt from the letter i’ll never write (via paolokoloko)

It feelsssss!!!

[atienza07-blog]

#92. 💕

[girlbehindthisblog-deactivated2]

I admit that sometimes, i’d like to shut down myself from people, i don’t want to talk to anyone, from interacting, i’ll distance myself. I rarely do that when i need time for myself. That’s what i do when i don’t want to drag anyone with me. People will wonder what’s wrong and if they’ve done wrong and i will just shrug my shoulder and not explain anything. They will think that i am mad or i am not okay, they don’t understand that i need time and i can’t explain that. That’s how complicated i am.

[atienza07-blog]

Nakakalito....

[pussy-is-the-priority-deactivat]

I'm in need of your body pressed up against mine

[bertybrates]

kapag nakaramdam ka ng lungkot, isipin mo na lang, na hindi ka nag-iisa, may karamay ka. ako, kapag malungkot ako, nagsusulat ako sa papel, kung bakit ako malungkot, yung mga reason ng bad day ko, tapos tinatago ko. para kapag nakita ko ulit, magugulat na lang ako kasi kung yun ulit yung dahilan kung bakit ako malungkot, alam kong kaya kong lagpasan. so if you’re sad right now, and you’re reading this, smile, life goes on, there’s so many things and brighter days for you *hugs*

[atienza07-blog]

STAR TO MY SKY!

I cannot put in words how I feel about you when I see you walk by. These intense feelings will never go away until I can have you in my arms, and that you realize that there is only one for you and it is me. Everyday, I hope that you will come into my life and tell me how you feel because what I feel for you exists only inside my heart. You are the only one that can understand me, and you can only reach it; I give you the key, please unlock what you know can be the love you can only dream of. I can't help but fall for you deeper every day. I can only hope that the day will arrive when you look deep into my eyes and you tell me what I have been waiting to hear: that you love me the same way. I'm thinking of you always. You're always be my string in my guitar, My star to my sky!!!!! Thank you for all I can't imagine why I need to suffer in this kind of pain haysss

[atienza07-blog]

ganito pala yung feeling wala nakong nararamdaman kundi puro sakit at sakit na lang palagi. Namimiss ko yung dati. dating ako, na ngingiti lang at itatawa yung nararamdaman but now,I can't imagine how to handle things lahat ng ginagawa ko nakakonektado parin sayo! it's been 9 months simula nung nagpaalam ka sakin na magmamahal kana ng bago at nagpaalam din ako na kakayanin ko kahit wala sya. but now it seems na di ko makaya talaga I dont know why I always experience this. naaawa ako sa sarili ko na ganito ganyan palagi nahirapan ako nung nawala ka pero kinakaya hanggang ngayon. lalo na una palang ayaw na ng mommy sayo but nag invest parin ako kahit alam kong wala akong mapapala. oo nangako ka din sakin na ganito ganyan. masaya ako para sayo at sa inyo kahit nasasaktan ako. sinabe ko sayo noon na nasasaktan ako kapag iniiwan moko basta basta pero naisip ko walang tayo that's the stupid words I always need to remember. Wala akong magawang solusyon ikaw at ikaw parin hinahanap ko. I just really really miss you so much. diko magawang magmahal ng bago . oo I've tried pero never nag work. akala nila okay ako palagi kase nagpapatawa lang ako sa room pero everytime na nakahiga nako basta basta na lang tumutulo luha ko :( dagdagan pa ng sobrang stress na araw araw na lang nagexam at nagquiz. gumawa ako ng way para makalayo sayo kase kelangan ko na, kelangan ko ng makawala sa pagkaalipin sayo. God, ganito na lang po ba ako palagi :( kayo na lang po nakakaalam sa lahat ng problema ko :( NASASAKTAN PARIN AKO! :'(

[ssueno-deactivated20180306]

someone: hey are you okay me with no hesitation: *starts crying*

[atienza07-blog]

Haynakooooo!!!! Ayoko na sabing bumalik sa nakaraan :'( Kase ako lang naman ulit yung masasaktan. Tagal tagal na nung huli tayong nagkausap and I think that is our closure na already. Edi okay lang sakin na hindi tayo nagkakausap, Hindi tayo nagpapansinan kahit magkakasama yung barkada natin. Pero hindi okay para sakin yun. Edi yan, Ngayong gabi medyo ang tagal na nating nagkasama in the sense na di naman tayo naguusap. Sobrang kitang miss na miss :'( Alam mo ba yun!!!!! Edi yun uwian na, Edi as usual ang ingay ingay ko!!! Di na bago sakin yun jusko hahaha. Edi nakasakay na tayo :( Bakit nagkatabi pa tayo :( Jusko ang awkward uyyyyyy. Kinausap moko ng patanong pero okay lang sakin atleast after 3 years nagkausap tayo, Samantalang, Yung mga kabarkada natin e ang ingay sa jeep tayo naman e nasa dulo ayoko ng ganung set up chika lang hahahahaha. Tinanong moko "Uy, Kamusta ka?" Edi sabi ko "Okay lang" Tas sabi mo "Alam kong okay ka, Ang tanong ko e kung okay kana?" "Oo naman, Okay naman ako talaga, Pagod na siguro ako kaya ganto ako" "Pahinga ka na paguwe tas matulog kana" "Oo sige" E Wala naman akong masabe e jusko ayoko talaga maunang magsalita baka kase makalampas ako!!!! Gusto ko pa naman sanang sabihin sayo na MAHAL NA MAHAL ko parin ikaw. Tas malapit kana bumaba "Bababa nako, Ingat ka palagi ha? Balita ko e nag tthesis kana ngayon" "Oo" Sabi mo "Saka na ulit tayo magusap kapag hindi kana busy, Kapag kaya ko na humarap sayo at masabi ko lahat" Napatango na lang ako at naiiyak ako kase ayokong nakikita syang ganun :( Pero, Haynako tumblr, Umaasa parin ako na maibalik yung dating kami. Na maayos, na walang inaalala kundi yung mga sarili lang namin, I want to go back again for being selfish, Selfish in the sense na ayoko syang mawala. Gusto kong ibalik yung 3 years na puro saya lang at sweer memories. Yun lang, Nakakaantok na Pero Di ko parin magawang mahiga kase naiisip ko parin lahat. Mahal na Mahal kitaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!

[atienza07-blog]

P O S I T I V I T Y

[kimpoyfeliciano]

Baka sakaling dito nilipad yung mga pangarap nating dalawa ☁️✈️

[atienza07-blog]

Akala ko wala na. :( Bakit ganun parin? Di parin nawawala. Di pa talaga. Nahihirapan parin ako. Gusto kitang kausapin. Gusto ko marinig ang side mo. Yung reasons mo kung Bakit ka nagkaganun? Lahat ng yun gusto ko lang malaman. Tapos nun wag na ulit tayo magusap. Pero hanggang ngayon e hinahangad ko parin na one time maayos man lang natin yung nasirang friendship. Kahit man lang yun e maayos, a sign of maturity na din. 3rd year na tayo, 4th yr pa tayo huling nagkausap. It seem na sanay na sanay kana. Na talagang kinalimutan mo na ako. So sarcastic naman nun!!!!

[chunchaiii]

Sa sobrang close nyo, akala ng ibang tao kayo.

[nielxxxx-deactivated20160709]

Sometimes those who don’t socialize much aren’t actually anti-social. They just have no tolerance for drama, stupidity, and fake people.

[nielxxxx-deactivated20160709]

“Goodbye and take care” were the last words you said to me I walked away from you and cried an ocean of tears  my world starts to fall off, i can feel the trembling  of tectonic plates inside my heart and it hurts so much  Waking up everyday without you is a nightmare and realized that you’re a living poison to me  the agony and pain might kill me  but an antidote came changed everything about me  and eliminate all the poison you’ve given to me  They say if you love somebody then you should set them free  As you never came back I think it was meant to be  Some people just aren’t meant to be together but that doesn’t mean  You are lonely forever  and this time let me tell you the last words you’ve said to me…  “Goodbye and take care.”

[atienza07-blog]

KEEP IN TOUCH PARIN LAGI

[nielxxxx-deactivated20160709]

Broken hearts write the most beautiful yet the saddest lines.

ten words story (via nielxxxx)