Accident with consequences...[P.J]
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SUMMERY - You weren't a commonly disliked person but for some reason you can't seem to make him like you, so you decide to deny your feelings and hate him, just like he hates you. But when you got involved in a car accident, everything changed. In emergencies even the biggest enimies can become friends...or even more?
GENRE - enemies to lovers, college au, smut
WARNINGS - car accident, some mentionings of blood, smut ;)
NOTES - ///
"Oh, wow...", you huffed and rolled your eyes when you saw the list that was laying in front of you.
"What am I supposed to say?", he hissed and combed through his silky hair with his fingers,"Now I'm stuck with you."
You sighed.
Park Jongseong, or Jay as everyone called him, wasn't very fond of you and had absolutely no intentions of hiding it. You didn't know why and to be honest it really hurt at times since you actually really liked him in the beginning.
But you knew you deserved better than an asshole like him, so you decided to keep your feelings to yourself and lock them away. Now, instead of your love, there was a forced hatred that filled its place.
Although you tried to keep your distance, it was just your luck that your teacher decided to team you up for the upcoming project. Since you weren't going to work with your friends most of the time in the future, your teacher wanted you to learn how to work with strangers which made sense, although you still didn't want to work with Jay.
"Don't be such a bitch about it. This project counts 30% of our final grade so I don't really care what you do, but I need to get a good grade.", you practically spat back.
"You don't think I want to get a good grade?", he rolled his eyes, "You're the one annoying me."
"What? No, you started!"
"Not true."
"You little-"
Sometimes you just wanted to twist his fucking head off.
But you were in college and not kindergarden after all so you didn't see why you should have to deal with his behaviour.
"Doesn't matter. When are you free to start?", you asked, pushing your anger aside. It wasn't easy being the bigger person.
"Tomorrow after class?", he asked and you nodded.
"We can go to my place. There no one can interrupt or bother us.", he winked.
"The hell is wrong with you...", you mumbled. You didn't want to admit how much his simple words affected you, so you looked away to hide the blush that crept up your cheeks.
You didn't actually fall for him. It's just that his sudden statement caught you off guard. Yeah, that must be it...right?
"Fine, my roommate is too noisy anyways, she wouldn't leave us alone..."
"Then see you tomorrow.", he said in his typical annoyed voice as he got up and left.
You furrowed your brows. You really couldn't tell what he was thinking and why he was acting like this.
"What's his deal anyways?"
[...]
You had packed your stuff and left your dorms as you were now on your way to Jays flat. He had sent you the adress and simply by the location of it, you could tell that he had money.
"Of course he's rich...", you rolled your eyes. You looked at your phone one last time before crossing the green light.
Suddenly, out of nowhere, a car started speeding towards you. You were caught like a deer in head lights.
You had seen this multiple times before in movies, where the main character freezes in place and you had wondered why they wouldn't get off the street but now you could finally understand why.
You tried to move, your thoughts kept yelling at you, but anxiety took over, making your body not move an inch.
Everything suddenly was in slow motion as the car hit you. You flew through the air, hitting the cold ground underneath.
The taste of blood filled your mouth and your whole body ached. Someone was calling out for you but before you could make out who it was, your mind started slipping away.
[...]
You slowly opened your eyes, the bright light causing you to furrow your eyebrows.
"Y/n, you're awake!", you heard your roomate saying.
You turned your head to look at her.
"What happened?"
Your throath was as dry as a desert.
"Some asshole speeded because he thought he could still cross over while it was green although it was red! I swear to god, if I catch him-", she held her fist in the air, "Can you believe it?! He just drove away and left you there! I'm so glad there was a wittness who called an ambulance!"
You smiled at her softly.
"Let me just get a doctor!"
Like that she got up and left. After some minutes she came back with another two people following her.
"Ah, I see you're awake.", the doctor smiled, "How are we feeling?"
"To be honest, I just have a bad headache right now..."
"You were lucky, you know? You somehow managed to get away with some small wounds and cuts but nothing too serious.", the doctor explained,"Just get a good rest, just in case anything happens, we are still keeping you here until tomorrow."
You nodded and thanked her, before she left you alone with your roommate.
"I'm so glad it's nothing too serious!", she exclaimed.
"Same..."
"I'm just going to let you rest, I'm going to pick you up tomorrow and drive you home.", she winked at you and you looked at her in awe.
"Naw, thank you! You're an angel~", you said,"See you tomorrow!"
[...]
Three days had passed since the accident and you were as good as new, except for the fact that it was going to take a while for you to be able to enter a car. Well...
You were sitting on your bed, as a wave of guilt overcame you. You hadn't been able to cancel your meeting with Jay but you also couldn't text him because your phone broke when the car hit you.
You knew it wasn't your fault and yet you felt responsible for not helping him with the project. You were the one warning him to not be lazy in the first place, although you ended up not doing anything.
"Y/n?", you suddenly heard your roommate say.
"Yeah?"
"I've been calling you four times already!"
"Oh, sorry...I was lost in my thoughts...", you smiled at her apologizing.
"Don't worry 'bout it. Just wanted to tell you that dinner is ready if you're hungry."
"Thanks."
She wanted to leave but then hesitated. You furrowed your brows.
"Is something wrong?", you asked.
"Well, I was just wondering...Who was that guy in the hospital? Do you have a secret boyfriend or something?"
"What?!", you snorted in disbelief,"What guy?"
"There was a guy- Quite tall, dark brown middle part, sharp nose and jawline, kinda hot..."
The more she described him, the clearer the picture of who she was talking about became.
But it couldn't be, could it?!
"I think he was the one who called the ambulance. He was by your side the whole time until shortly before you woke up."
"You're kidding, right?!"
"I'm not", she shrugged,"He seemed very concerned about you..."
"Sorry, I think dinner has to wait, I need to talk to a specific person.", you said hastily as you jumped up and started getting ready.
"Okayy, just text me if you're going to stay at his place~", she winked at you teasingly causing you to roll your eyes to hide your deep blush.
"Oh, come on!"
Without giving much thought to it, you grabbed your things and left.
Had Jay really been the one who called an ambulence? Had he really been the one who was by your side the whole time and cared for you?
You ran as fast as you could to Jay's flat. It was already quite late, but still, you hoped that he was home.
When you stood in front of his door, you knocked until someone finally opened.
When you saw him, you couldn't believe your eyes. His dark hair was wet and messy, single strands falling into his face. He was wearing a tanktop, a towl was laying over his shoulder. On top of that was he wearing his shorts which matched perfectly.
How could someone look that good in such a simple outfit? Nevermind, you weren't here to thirst over him anyways...
When he saw you, he leaned onto the door frame and looked you up and down.
"Y/n, I think you're about three days too late for our meeting.", he scoffed,"What are you doing here?"
Maybe you were stupid and it hadn't been him, but before you could let your doubt take over, your mouth started talking.
"I-I came to thank you..."
He furrowed his brows.
"Come in", he demanded and turned around. You took off your shoes and followed him quietly until you both sat down on his couch.
"As I said, I came here to thank you.", you repeated. His dark eyes were staring right into yours, making your heart skip a beat,"My roommate told me you were the one who called an ambulance..."
"It was just a coincidence, I just came back from the grocery store around the corner and happened to wittness it", he shrugged.
"Then why did you stay with me the whole night? You didn't have to..."
"What would you do if someone was hit by a car and no one showed up for you?", he rolled his eyes,"And besides, I still need you for our project. I wasn't planning on doing it alone."
Just why was he acting like this?
"I was hit by a fucking car, but you did this because you were being selfish? You really didn't care about me?", you asked anger and disappointment bubbling up inside you. If tears wouldn't have filled your eyes, you would have seen how his gaze softned.
Jay had always confused you since the second you two met. He acted as if he hated you, yet sometimes he did things that made you question that. Normally you couldn't care less about his moodswings but right now you were just feeling so vulnerable, you didn't know if you could take it right now.
"Yes."
This was enought to let the tears stream down your face.
"You're such an asshole, you know?! I'm a human too! I can't beliebe I loved someone like you...", you breathed the last sentence rather to yourself than to him although he still caught what you said.
Your own words confused you. You loved him? It hurt, yet it also felt relieving to finally admit it, instead of living in denial.
"You what?!-"
"What did I ever do to you? Why do you keep confusing me and keep treating me like that?!", you yelled. You were so caught up with your feelings and thoughts, you didn't realise his astonished expression.
"Why do you hate me so much, Jay-"
"I don't. It's just that-"
You froze. What did he just say?
"W-What?"
"You heard me. I don't hate you. To be honest it's even quite the opposite..."
All the colour left your face.
"What are you saying? Is this a prank? You having a crush on me?"
"Not just a crush I would say...I-I didn't know what to do...I'm so sorry, Y/n for having you treated like this, it's just that I can't..."
You moved closer to him, your tears had stopped but your confusion just grew. Jay started chewing on his lower lip before he continued.
"You know Jake?"
You nodded.
"He told me he liked you..."
Silence.
"So?", you asked after few seconds of collecting your thoughts.
"He's my best friend! I can't just betray him and steal the girl he likes!", he explained,"He didn't know about my feelings for you though..."
Your mouth was slightly agape as you blankly stared at him. You were speechless.
"Jay, I don't even know Jake! In all these months, he hadn't made a single move towards me!", you started,"What do you feel? You can't just put his feelings over yours..."
"I love you, Y/n..."
Your heart stopped for a second. What did he just say?
"I really really do love you Y/n, but..."
"Jay, you're the one I love, not Jake...If he really was your best friend he would accept and support you feelings just like you did with him for all this time!"
He inched closer.
"I understand you, it's not an easy decision..."
"It really isn't", he admitted. His gaze was laying on you, it was soft and so full of emotions. You had never seen him look like that before.
"But Jay, you sometimes need to prioritize your own feelings-"
"You're right."
Then suddenly he moved forward and crashed his lips onto yours. Within seconds you were laying underneath him on his couch, feeling his soft lips move against yours as if you were made for eachother.
It felt amazing.
After all these months of having to suppress your feelings and having your crush treat you like shit, you finally had something that showed how the fight paied off.
Although it still wasn't okay what he did, you just didn't care enough to even think about that. Love is blind, as they say.
"I really tried to push you away, but it made my cravings even worse...I don't think I can hold back anymore~"
"Please, don't hold back~", you whispered.
Your hands found their way to the back of his head as you buried your hands in his hair to pull him in again.
This time the kiss was wilder, more passionate. You had never felt anything that could even compete with this feeling.
"You don't know how long i've been waiting for this~", he mumbled in your ear as he slipped his hand slowly under your shirt. His long lanky fingers left hot burning traces all over your skin, making it tingle.
His hand found his way to your breast where he softly started to massage it trough the thick fabric of your bra, while his other hand trapped you between it and the back of his couch.
"Ngh, Jay...", you whimpered. His touch made you feel butterflies in your stomach and you couldn't help but want more of it.
He sat down on you, his clothed dick directly over your cunt, before he got rid of his shirt. You inspected his body and let's just say...It was better than you could have ever imagined. The clothes he usually wore somehow managed to hide his lean yet prominent muscles so you had actually assumed he was rather the skinny type.
You let your hand wander over his soft skin, letting your fingers run over his sensitive nipple. As soon as you touched his bud, he breathed out sharply.
"Y/n, now it's your turn.", he said dominantly and before you could even think, he somehow grabbed your waist, pulling you up and sliding underneath you, so your positions were switched.
You were now sitting on his dick, feeling his errection through the fabric of his pants, his growing bulge.
You quickly got up and stripped, getting rid of your shirt and pants, leaving you in your black lace panties and nude bra only.
You were a bit embarassed if you were honest. If you had known how your visit would have ended, you would have worn a matching, prettier set of underwear, but as you tried to strip as arousing as you could, you noticed that Jay couldn't care less about you underwear. The way his eyes hungryly pierced into you, made you feel some type of way.
You had his attention– And only you.
You walked over to him and started to undo his belt.
"Mhh, ready?", you asked as you played with the hem of his underwear. He nodded eagerly and not even a minute later, you pulled down his remaining clothes, revealing his big dick.
You had never thought you would ever see one so beautiful. The tip was red, a vein pulsating on its side. You could only anticipate what it would feel like inside of you.
Carefully, you wrapped your hand around his lengh, which caused him to let out a sharp sigh.
After studying his furrowed expression, you started moving your hand up and down, sometimes even applying pressure to his tip with your thumb.
"Ngh, Y/n~ How are you so good at this?", he chuckled between his whimpers and moans, "Innocent much, huh?"
You grinned sheepishly. Even in this situation he couldn't stop teasing you. Maybe this was even one of the reasons you felt drawn to him, like a moth to a flame.
"Y-Y/n", he whispered. Only then, you saw the precum leaking out of his tip, the beads running down his lengh, making going up and down even smoother like lube.
"In the cupboard, second drawer.", he said and you immediately got it. You got up and quickly pulled out a condom. You unpacked it and put it over him.
You noticed, everytime you touched him or you felt him, your body tensed up. By now, your panties were soaking wet.
"What are you waiting for?~", he sat up, and pulled you onto his lap,"You prepared me so well, now it's your turn, babygirl..."
He softly laied you down on the couch, before he put his fingers in your mouth for you to wet them. Your tongue playfully moved around every single one of them and when he pulled them out, you could see threads of saliva.
Soon, you could feel him pushing one, then two fingers inside of you. You gasped.
Your hands automatically buried themselves in his silky dark hair, tugging a bit at it. He seemed to really enjoy it.
"Want me to make you feel good?"
You whimpered as a response, when he started moving his fingers.
"I want you...", you whined, only getting a chuckle from him.
"But you already have me, baby. I'm right here."
"N-No, I want you~"
"I see...Begging already? What happened to the feisty girl from before?", he teased. His free hand moved to you face and tucked a loose strand of your hair behind your ear.
"You look so beautiful, my pretty girl."
You couldn't help but blush at his comment.
"Time to give you what you deserve."
And with that, he pulled his fingers out, but instead placed his tip at your entrance, slowly rubbing it, before carefully pushing his cock inside.
Your hands went from his hair to his muscular back, scratching his skin from the overwhelming sensation.
At first it hurt, but because of his preparation and the sensitiveness in his touch, this pain soon turned into pure pleasure.
The feeling of him filling you out completely made you go insane and when he pulled out just to thrust into you again, you couldn't hold in your moans any longer.
"You sound so beautiful...", he complimented you,"Taking me so well, such a good girl."
You loved the way he talked to you. His raspy voice and pet names mixed with his moans of pleasure were like music in your ears.
After a while, he started picking up the pace, your lewd noises and the sound of your naked skin slapping onto each other filled the room. Your nails digged deep into his skin but he didn't even seem to care.
His hands were holding onto your hips, trying to reach deeper each time while hitting your sweet spot.
"Does it feel good? Mh?", he cooed. You nodded.
"Ngh, Jay~ I-I'm cu-cumming!", you screamed. The knot inside you tightened, until, within seconds, it released. Your climax felt amazing, him riding it out, the overstimulation driving you crazy.
Seconds later, just from seeing your slick spread all over his dick and hearing your forbidden noises, he came too.
Jay pulled out of you and threw his head back. Still trying to catch his breath. Then he bowed down and gave you on last passionat kiss before whispering:
"I love you, Y/n~"