* DEATH / WOKEN !

what the hell would you do without me?

[atticmagic]

low-key, indie & selective rp blog for davina claire. 

rules.

as worshipped by terri. she/they. twenty-six.

[maleficiae]

psa! after much thought, i've decided that i will not be coming to this blog. nor, indeed, any of my tvdu muses. i won't go into too much detail but in short; i no longer feel comfortable or happy within this fandom. too much has happened that i'm struggling to put behind me. so, i'm moving on. i've made a home in other areas of the rpc and i'm happy. this isn't to say i'm abandoning the friends i've made here. in fact, i strongly encourage those closest to me to stay close, if you want to. but in the end, i've spent too much time trying to make myself happy here and the truth is that ship sailed last year.

i'm sorry. i love you guys, i love all of the muses i've written here. but all good things must come to an end.

i might catch you in other fandoms and whatnot. but, if i don't focus on being happy and safe. you deserve it <3

[atticmagic]

i figured that i should reblog this here as well.

[rowanheir]

ever since i was young, all i wanted was to be like aunt bella. and now, here i am. a surgeon. just like she was. i wonder if she’d be proud.

[atticmagic]

i have time to write. but no muse... of course.

[atticmagic]

post-work/nap starter call! i finish at 3 today so i'll do starters when i'm home.

[faceclaimed]

DANIELLE  CAMPBELL  as  KAYLA  POWELL  in  TELL  ME  A  STORY  (  2018  )  .

[escapedcage]

that’s her name: johanna.

[atticmagic]

post-work/nap starter call! i finish at 3 today so i'll do starters when i'm home.

[violusts-arc]

I,  IN  MY  CORNER,  WITH  MY  MONSTEROUS  NEEDS.

[lokisdottirplots]

[atticmagic]

7-3 shift today! the best shift, if you ask me.

[atticmagic]

i just... love davina. and writing her always brings me joy. but i've been out of practice and i am terrified that i can't bring her justice. not that i feel like i ever have before but, like, something is different this time.

[atticmagic]

me: *is thinking of my au with @ofblackskies where davina and caroline are stepsisters* also me: imagine adding klaus to this.

[atticmagic]

i'm home and i'd like you all to know that i agreed to do four hours of overtime on saturday morning... 7-11. i think i've lost it.

[leneemusing]

MAGNOLIA  CASTILLO  SENTENCE  STARTERS 

❝  what does ‘happy’ feel like?  ❞

❝  i think the real ‘monsters’ are the ones who create the monstrous things.  ❞

❝  broken things aren’t always ruined.  ❞

❝  healing isn’t always about putting yourself back together the way you were.  it’s about making something new out of the pieces that are left.  ❞

❝  they stole my voice.  this is me taking it back.  ❞

❝  dying isn’t so bad…it’s the leaving.  going away when you haven’t really even gotten to do anything yet.  ❞

❝  quiet.  the ghosts are talking.  ❞

❝  i think sometimes,  some people are just meant to carry pain.  ❞

❝  i’m not sure what love is supposed to feel like.  i’ve never really had it before…but i know i feel good with you.  warm.  like home.  ❞

❝  there are some things worse than death.  would you like to see them?  ❞

❝  you can get used to any pain.  but loneliness,   that’s what makes you break.  ❞

❝  the only thing that saved me was me.  ❞

❝  i didn’t survive…i just didn’t die.  there’s a difference.  ❞

❝  please stop lying i’m trying to think.  ❞

❝  i’ve always been at home among the haunted things.  ❞

❝  the world is too big.  and i don’t know how to be in it anymore.  ❞

❝  i’ve seen what ‘bad’ looks like.  you’re one of the good ones,  trust me.  ❞

❝  i think i’m afraid to heal,  because that means i can be broken again.  ❞

❝  there is good in the world.  i know there is.  i just don’t think i get to have it in my life.  ❞

❝  you have to hold on to the little joys when you find them.  ❞

❝  everything in nature is about balance.  i think the spiritual world is like that too.  maybe,  if my life is so filled with darkness and hurt,  someone else out there is getting nothing but light and warmth.  someone who deserves it.  ❞

❝  i don’t want to hide anymore.  ❞

❝  sometimes it’s easier to believe there’s something wrong with me.  it’s easier than if i didn’t deserve all those things and people knew that and chose to hurt me anyway.  that just seems worse somehow.  ❞

❝  you have a very messy brain.  ❞

❝  do you think the moon gets lonely?  ❞

❝  when i was little i used to believe fairies made it rain.  i think i just wanted the world to feel magical.  ❞

❝  people always go away.  even if they don’t mean to.  no one stays.  ❞

❝  anything can be a cage.  ❞

❝  at least,  no one can touch my soul.  that’s mine.  that will always be mine.  ❞

❝  time doesn’t speak to me.  ❞

❝  embrace your chaos…hug your demons.  ❞

❝  there are things you can never forget once you know them.  ❞

❝  don’t go poking around this stuff…it pokes back.  ❞

❝  i just live in each second as it comes.  that’s all i have.  ❞

❝  the only thing we can really control is ourselves.  but there’s a power in that.  only you get to decide what kind of person all the hard things turn you into.  ❞

❝  i feel like i don’t know much of anything anymore.  ❞

❝  a body is just something you’re stuck inside.  it’s not really you.  just a place to stay for a little while.  ❞

❝  i don’t know why people like to hurt me.  they just do.  ❞

❝  i killed him but,  now there’s a mess.  ❞

❝  i want to help.  please?  i just want to do something good.  ❞

❝  i’m not very brave.  or strong.  i broke.  they broke me…but i’m still here.  ❞

❝  i got blood on my dress.  i really like that dress.  ❞

❝  there are so many secrets in my head i never asked for.  ❞

❝  i’m in here.  i’m inside this body.  there’s still a person in here and it’s mine.   it’s my body.  i’m tired of so many people acting like it isn’t.  ❞

❝  i don’t really sleep much anymore.  but it’s okay,  someone has to keep the moon company.  ❞

❝  i’m so angry.  it’s always there.  but if i let it out i’m afraid i’ll never stop.  ❞

❝  i didn’t think i’d still be alive by now.  i’m not really sure what to do now that i am.  ❞

❝  everyone’s a little bit broken.  but it’s okay.  broken things can be pretty too.  that’s how mosaics are made.  ❞

❝  i don’t want anyone to hurt the way i’ve hurt.  no one deserves that kind of pain.  ❞

❝  i’ll be gentle with your heart.  ❞

❝  i like your soul.  it’s beautiful.  ❞

❝  you have a pretty brain.  ❞

❝  the pain gets better.  it won’t go away completely but.  you get used to it.  it will get easier to breathe,  bit by bit until you don’t really notice it anymore.  ❞

❝  let me make it better.  please?  ❞

❝  you’re hurting.  i can tell.  you don’t have to hide it.  ❞

❝  you can’t hurt me in a way i haven’t already survived.  ❞

❝  the thing about being broken,  is it’s already done.  you know you can get through anything after that.  ❞

❝  people are kind of like art.  everyone is going to see something different when they look at you.  ❞

❝  i choose to help people because no one helped me.  i want to be that person for others that i needed.  ❞

❝  fucking dumbasshole.  ❞

❝  i’m still trying to figure out what i want to be.  ❞

[forbescaroline]

favorite outfits: davina claire (season 1)

[atticmagic]

i'm gonna give davina attention on friday (gonna start a to rewatch as well) so i'm gonna jump over to everleigh at @worldripped