my aurora

an account dedicated to writing for ateez. requests: OPEN MASTERLIST

[atzwritings]

random but i think no one will see this so idc this is directly to sun anon only, how are you??? if u see this that is. It’s been over a year i think and i still think about you and i hope you’re doing well and if u see this please say smth...

[atzwritings]

maybe i shouldn’t have posted this idk i think i’ll be really sad if i don’t get a response but i think that’s like 95% likely

[atzwritings]

random but i think no one will see this so idc this is directly to sun anon only, how are you??? if u see this that is. It’s been over a year i think and i still think about you and i hope you’re doing well and if u see this please say smth...

[atzwritings]

omg babyyyyy 😭 ive missed you so much 😭 tbh same,im not that into ateez as i used to be buT you make me feel cared omgggg babyy😭❤️❤️ if you need anything just call my name okay? I don't use tumblr but i can just make an account (on literally everywhere lol) if you want me to ☹️❤️ just remember i care for you and i love you 💖 -sun

hi omg i’ve missed u too!! I’m glad u make me feel that way too pls. I don’t use tumblr either really i’m mostly on twitter nowadays, if u rly want to it’d be great to try and talk more there!! I love you too hope u have/had a great day 💖💖

[atzwritings]

Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi it's been A WHILE right lmao i just came here to see if ur still here 😘 some time passed but im still ur sun and im still here for you babe!! ❤️ Hope ur taking care of yourself ur SOOOOO preciousss!!!💕💕💕💕💕💕if you need anything im here for you ALWAYS 💞 -sun

heyyy idk how i didn’t see this but omg hi

I don’t use this account anymore, i’m not rly into ateez much anymore. I’m doing okay! Hope you’re doing okay too lovely ❤️

Ofc i’m always here for you too!! even tho i don’t use this account i do think about u every now and then and login to check so idk how i missed this but hoped you have a great day 💖💖💖

[atzwritings]

Helllooooooooooo!!!!!!!! Just wanted to check you up!!!!!! I hope ur good!! I remember you were havin troubles with ur friends :( any updates?? Or please tell me anything happened in your life. I missed talkin with you babyyyyy 😭💖 -sun

heyyy i’m sorry i’m basically completely ia on this account now. I just don’t rly have the passion for writing anymore idk.

Yeah, i was going through some stuff with them but i think we’ve gone past it now. I’m in a better place with them!!

Otherwise there’s not much else going on in my life really lmao. I just had my birthday but we’re in lockdown so I didn’t do a lot for it. Saw my family tho so that was nice.

How are you doing love???

[lovely-bebe]

i was tagged by @memehyungwon 💕

make your own here

im tagging @jooheonsdarling @peachjaem00 @sleep-is-4-da-week @donghanse @oh-what-the-heck-its-xanthar you dont have to of course and if i didnt tag you and you wanna do this pls do~

[peachjaem00]

Thanks for tagging me @lovely-soojin 💙

I tag @joully @jopping-to-my-kpop @127-mile and whoever wants to do it, feel free to say i tagged you💙

[ukiyoexo]

aaah technically my hair is a darker blue than that but that was all they had... anyways this is cute, thanks for tagging me 😉😌

i’ll tag @uwu-yifan @lilithpooped @mithrilnen @likelike-love @randomkpopfiction @juyeonzz @joully @mingyulonglegs @lovesickmark @diamozi @bacon-notbaekhyun-jaehyun-mingyu

[lilithpooped]

Thank you for tagging me babe,, this is one of the most accurate ones, I’m glad there are face moles too 😅

Tagging : @vvshere @ana0072 @toffee-hwa @jeonghaan and anyone 🖤

[vvshere]

I actually have clothes like these. My skin would be darker around this time of the year usually but I'm staying at home so there weren't any time to get tan.

Tagging: @ravenclaw-bap-baby @mangotexts @legit-kpop-trash @toppklassik @8liralik-armin-albumu @shizziebo @san--shine @bucky-is-a-gift @myonlyaurora @bandsandphotography @xxhzxqhxx @midzyatiny @coffeeaddictedhoe

Thank you for the tag my dear @lilithpooped 💕

[myonlyaurora]

I would really love to wear hoodies but I can’t because it’s too hot here in my country zzz

But yep that’s more or less my style. I’m tryna change it to become more...classy? Or less plain? but I suck at it 🤡

Thanks for tagging me!!! @vvshere

Tagging : @hooneybaek @atzwritings @heoneyology

@woosannie

And anyone else who wants to do it!

[atzwritings]

Thanks for the tag!!

I’ll tag anyone who wants to do it 🥰

[atzwritings]

Idk if you are still here but i just wanted to remind that i love you 💞 -Sun

I am... i go on here every odd day but i feel like i have no motivation to write anymore... I spend more time on twitter @amoursannie so if u or anyone else has that and wants to follow

i love u too tho, i hope ur doing okay 💕

[yeehaw-gang]

Hello everyone! Hope you are all being healthy and safe with all this sickness going around. I am a 19 year old, broke college student. I am looking to buy myself a crappy car so I can be more independent and not have to rely on my abusive parents. My dad is physically abusive and my mom is verbally abusive. I’ve handled it pretty well for the past 19 years because I thought that was love, but the more time I spend with them the worse my mental health gets. I only recently realized that I was living in an unhealthy environment. My parents never let me have a job because they wanted me to rely on them and I need to move out of this place as soon as possible. I secretly got a side job that’s helping me earn some money, but very slowly. It’ll take me about a year until I can have my own place and until then I’ll just live in a car so I am begging you to please help me in anyway you can. I would be grateful for even a penny. If you truly can’t spare me anything then please just reblog this so others can see it. Thank you so much and have a great day!

My Venmo is @amajj1834

My Cashapp is $amanyalhajaji

If anyone would like to chat, you can text me at [phone]. You could also use this number for Zelle or PayPal

[atzwritings]

I've sent you a few asks but i think tumblr ate them all :( I miss you where are youuu -Sun

omg no i’m sorry i’ve barely been on i’ve been going through smth hhhh

it’s 3am now so i’ll check through tomorrow and answer all of them, i’m sorry ily 🥺

[angelbaejin-deactivated20200520]

stray cat - badboy!san [chapter xiii]

–

[stray cat masterlist]

–

warnings: attempted suicide, depression, hallucinations

–

when choi san shows up at your fifth floor windowsill in the middle of the night, can you keep up with the changes and whirlwind lifestyle this stray cat brings?

–

note: do not read if you are sensitive to any of the warnings! tumblr does not allow me to put a keep reading tab, please do not read if you are sensitive to the warnings!

–

Keep reading

[sunnysideanon-deactivated202003]

soft asks to get to know people

what song makes you feel better?

what’s your feel-good movie?

what’s your favorite candle scent?

what flower would you like to be given?

who do you feel most you around?

say three nice things about yourself (three physical and three non-physical).

what color brings you peace?

tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good. 

what calms you down?

what’s something you’re excited for?

what’s your ideal date?

how are you?

what’s your comfort food?

favorite feel-good show?

for every emoji you get, tag someone and describe them in one word.

compliment the person who sent you this number.

fairy lights or LED lights?

do you still love stuffed animals?

most important thing in your life?

what do you want most in the world right now?

if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

what would you say to your future self?

favorite piece of clothing?

what’s something you do to de-stress?

what’s the best personal gift someone could give you (playlist, homemade card, etc.)

what movie would you want to live in?

which character would you want to be?

hugs or hand-holding?

morning, afternoon or night?

what reminds you of home (doesn’t have to mean house… just things that remind you of the feeling of home)?

[atzwritings]

can u write some seonghwa angst to fluff🥺 like perhaps a bad fight but then you make up later on? xoxo

I’m finally back yay! Please excuse the ending of this tho, I felt rly out of it all of a sudden so the last paragraph might not make sense lol but I hope you like it!!

~~~~~

As you sat outside your favourite cafe, the only feeling you could comprehend was envy. Envy for the happy families wandering past, cheerful and bright, smiles and laughter as sweet as the ice cream that sat melting in front of you. Envy for the couple sat a few tables forward, enjoying each others company a little too well. Screw them.

You even felt mad at the weather, in all the stories when people were sad, there seemed to be coincidental thunderstorms. Today however, the sky was a brilliant blue as it was clear of all clouds, the sun beamed so bright, but not too much that it became off-putting. It was hot enough to enjoy being outside for no good reason but not too hot that it made you daydream of the cool you’d left behind at home. Of course for you, the ‘home’ you recently left was icy cold, frozen with agony and heartbreak.

“I’ll love you forever”. He promised that, but he didn’t mean it. Every word of his that came back into your mind felt like a knife to your heart, yet you couldn’t stop thinking of them. Of him.

Venturing back, dumping your fully melted ice cream into the trash on the way, everything reminded you of him. This was supposed to help for god’s sake, why wasn’t this helping?

Once you reached home, unlocking your door and swinging it open felt like a rush of cold had just blown you back. You steadily stepped in landing straight on the sofa, sinking into the soft material and staring at the ceiling, occasional tears wetting your cheeks.Someone banging at the door brought you back to reality, as you soaked in the darkness that now surrounded you. You must’ve zoned out for a while. The person at the door banged again, much less harsh this time.

“Y/N please open the door.” A gentle voice called out. The last voice you wanted to hear.

Opening the door, you took in his broken down appearance, his eyes puffy clearly from crying his clothes looking worn, as if he hadn’t changed for a couple days.

“I didn’t do it, I have proof, please believe me” You were silent for a second, you weren’t sure what to say, If he didn’t have proof that it was all a misunderstanding he wouldn’t pretend, he wasn’t like that.

“My friend witnessed it, they know it wasn’t me, i’ll call them and they can tell you” He spoke, pushing through each crack of his voice, determined to let you know the truth. 

Maybe it was stupid of you to not talk to his friend, but you knew you didn’t need to. The way he was clutching his phone with a grip that turned his knuckles white and the way the screen of the phone was open to a contact you assumed was his friend showed you enough.

So with a deep breath you stepped forward, wrapping your arms tightly against his waist, as if you were afraid you’d lose him for good if you let go. He let out a heavy sigh as he threw an arm around your back; his other hand resting on your head as he stroked your hair. Suddenly you both felt the weight of all the emotions that led to this moment, both beginning to sob gently with relief. After a minute of staying within the comfort of each other’s embrace Seonghwa pulled your face up to his kissing you passionately whilst the arm around your waist remained there, his grip loosening a tiny bit allowing you to stand more comfortably. You tilted your head slightly, kissing back a little softer allowing Seonghwa to push the two of you forward a little allowing you to stand fully in your apartment together. He pulled away a little hand still resting on your cheek as you both admired each other. The love in his eyes was confirmation you were doing the right thing.

Pressing a kiss tenderly to the end of his nose with a smile, you pushed your door closed, pulling him over to the sofa. As you rested your head on his shoulder you took note of the view from your window. All day the weather was taunting you with its happiness. Except right now it didn’t seem as dull and dark as it was moments prior to the knock on the door. Instead it was serene and peaceful. A beautiful deep blue with stars dotting the expanse of the sky like bright pin pricks. Everything was okay now, and it was going to stay this way, that much you were sure of.

[atzwritings]

can u write some seonghwa angst to fluff🥺 like perhaps a bad fight but then you make up later on? xoxo

I’m finally back yay! Please excuse the ending of this tho, I felt rly out of it all of a sudden so the last paragraph might not make sense lol but I hope you like it!!

~~~~~

As you sat outside your favourite cafe, the only feeling you could comprehend was envy. Envy for the happy families wandering past, cheerful and bright, smiles and laughter as sweet as the ice cream that sat melting in front of you. Envy for the couple sat a few tables forward, enjoying each others company a little too well. Screw them.

You even felt mad at the weather, in all the stories when people were sad, there seemed to be coincidental thunderstorms. Today however, the sky was a brilliant blue as it was clear of all clouds, the sun beamed so bright, but not too much that it became off-putting. It was hot enough to enjoy being outside for no good reason but not too hot that it made you daydream of the cool you’d left behind at home. Of course for you, the ‘home’ you recently left was icy cold, frozen with agony and heartbreak.

“I’ll love you forever”. He promised that, but he didn’t mean it. Every word of his that came back into your mind felt like a knife to your heart, yet you couldn’t stop thinking of them. Of him.

Venturing back, dumping your fully melted ice cream into the trash on the way, everything reminded you of him. This was supposed to help for god’s sake, why wasn’t this helping?

Once you reached home, unlocking your door and swinging it open felt like a rush of cold had just blown you back. You steadily stepped in landing straight on the sofa, sinking into the soft material and staring at the ceiling, occasional tears wetting your cheeks.Someone banging at the door brought you back to reality, as you soaked in the darkness that now surrounded you. You must’ve zoned out for a while. The person at the door banged again, much less harsh this time.

“Y/N please open the door.” A gentle voice called out. The last voice you wanted to hear.

Opening the door, you took in his broken down appearance, his eyes puffy clearly from crying his clothes looking worn, as if he hadn’t changed for a couple days.

“I didn’t do it, I have proof, please believe me” You were silent for a second, you weren’t sure what to say, If he didn’t have proof that it was all a misunderstanding he wouldn’t pretend, he wasn’t like that.

“My friend witnessed it, they know it wasn’t me, i’ll call them and they can tell you” He spoke, pushing through each crack of his voice, determined to let you know the truth. 

Maybe it was stupid of you to not talk to his friend, but you knew you didn’t need to. The way he was clutching his phone with a grip that turned his knuckles white and the way the screen of the phone was open to a contact you assumed was his friend showed you enough.

So with a deep breath you stepped forward, wrapping your arms tightly against his waist, as if you were afraid you’d lose him for good if you let go. He let out a heavy sigh as he threw an arm around your back; his other hand resting on your head as he stroked your hair. Suddenly you both felt the weight of all the emotions that led to this moment, both beginning to sob gently with relief. After a minute of staying within the comfort of each other’s embrace Seonghwa pulled your face up to his kissing you passionately whilst the arm around your waist remained there, his grip loosening a tiny bit allowing you to stand more comfortably. You tilted your head slightly, kissing back a little softer allowing Seonghwa to push the two of you forward a little allowing you to stand fully in your apartment together. He pulled away a little hand still resting on your cheek as you both admired each other. The love in his eyes was confirmation you were doing the right thing.

Pressing a kiss tenderly to the end of his nose with a smile, you pushed your door closed, pulling him over to the sofa. As you rested your head on his shoulder you took note of the view from your window. All day the weather was taunting you with its happiness. Except right now it didn’t seem as dull and dark as it was moments prior to the knock on the door. Instead it was serene and peaceful. A beautiful deep blue with stars dotting the expanse of the sky like bright pin pricks. Everything was okay now, and it was going to stay this way, that much you were sure of.

[atzwritings]

can u write some seonghwa angst to fluff🥺 like perhaps a bad fight but then you make up later on? xoxo

I’m finally back yay! Please excuse the ending of this tho, I felt rly out of it all of a sudden so the last paragraph might not make sense lol but I hope you like it!!

~~~~~

As you sat outside your favourite cafe, the only feeling you could comprehend was envy. Envy for the happy families wandering past, cheerful and bright, smiles and laughter as sweet as the ice cream that sat melting in front of you. Envy for the couple sat a few tables forward, enjoying each others company a little too well. Screw them.

You even felt mad at the weather, in all the stories when people were sad, there seemed to be coincidental thunderstorms. Today however, the sky was a brilliant blue as it was clear of all clouds, the sun beamed so bright, but not too much that it became off-putting. It was hot enough to enjoy being outside for no good reason but not too hot that it made you daydream of the cool you’d left behind at home. Of course for you, the ‘home’ you recently left was icy cold, frozen with agony and heartbreak.

“I’ll love you forever”. He promised that, but he didn’t mean it. Every word of his that came back into your mind felt like a knife to your heart, yet you couldn't stop thinking of them. Of him.

Venturing back, dumping your fully melted ice cream into the trash on the way, everything reminded you of him. This was supposed to help for god’s sake, why wasn’t this helping?

Once you reached home, unlocking your door and swinging it open felt like a rush of cold had just blown you back. You steadily stepped in landing straight on the sofa, sinking into the soft material and staring at the ceiling, occasional tears wetting your cheeks.Someone banging at the door brought you back to reality, as you soaked in the darkness that now surrounded you. You must’ve zoned out for a while. The person at the door banged again, much less harsh this time.

“Y/N please open the door.” A gentle voice called out. The last voice you wanted to hear.

Opening the door, you took in his broken down appearance, his eyes puffy clearly from crying his clothes looking worn, as if he hadn’t changed for a couple days.

“I didn’t do it, I have proof, please believe me” You were silent for a second, you weren’t sure what to say, If he didn’t have proof that it was all a misunderstanding he wouldn’t pretend, he wasn’t like that.

“My friend witnessed it, they know it wasn’t me, i’ll call them and they can tell you” He spoke, pushing through each crack of his voice, determined to let you know the truth. 

Maybe it was stupid of you to not talk to his friend, but you knew you didn’t need to. The way he was clutching his phone with a grip that turned his knuckles white and the way the screen of the phone was open to a contact you assumed was his friend showed you enough.

So with a deep breath you stepped forward, wrapping your arms tightly against his waist, as if you were afraid you’d lose him for good if you let go. He let out a heavy sigh as he threw an arm around your back; his other hand resting on your head as he stroked your hair. Suddenly you both felt the weight of all the emotions that led to this moment, both beginning to sob gently with relief. After a minute of staying within the comfort of each other's embrace Seonghwa pulled your face up to his kissing you passionately whilst the arm around your waist remained there, his grip loosening a tiny bit allowing you to stand more comfortably. You tilted your head slightly, kissing back a little softer allowing Seonghwa to push the two of you forward a little allowing you to stand fully in your apartment together. He pulled away a little hand still resting on your cheek as you both admired each other. The love in his eyes was confirmation you were doing the right thing.

Pressing a kiss tenderly to the end of his nose with a smile, you pushed your door closed, pulling him over to the sofa. As you rested your head on his shoulder you took note of the view from your window. All day the weather was taunting you with its happiness. Except right now it didn’t seem as dull and dark as it was moments prior to the knock on the door. Instead it was serene and peaceful. A beautiful deep blue with stars dotting the expanse of the sky like bright pin pricks. Everything was okay now, and it was going to stay this way, that much you were sure of.

[atzwritings]

hi, i’m gonna actually write smth tomorrow okay bye love you also if u wanna request they’re open 💕

[atzwritings]

hi hi hi hi hi! It's 5 am here right now. I wanted to check out if you are okay hun! 😘 -Sun

omg baby pls sleep!! i’m doing well but it’s 3am for me so i was about to head to sleep 💕

[atzwritings]

you should listen to truth, goodbye, monologue, under my skin amd press your number by taemin. they are just beautiful :'))) -Sun

omg okay i’ll give them a listen later and let you know my thoughts!!

I love finding new music so i’m super excited

Hope you had a good day 💕💕