way too damn needy

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[thosemalemuses]

Based on this plot

Parker had woken early that morning and had decided to go to the gym. On his way back to the apartment he shared with a woman he’d come to consider a friend, he thought it might be a nice idea to pick up some breakfast as a nice surprise for her. Stopping by a cafe he knew she liked, Parker picked up a takeout order and returned back to their apartment with a smile on his face. Not wanting to wake her since it was still early, Parker quietly let himself back in, trying his best not to make too much noise with his keys or the bags in his hands. Once he set everything down silently, Parker pulled out all the necessities from the kitchen to set out her breakfast on a tray to take it to her to have as breakfast in bed. Who didn’t love breakfast in bed? Figuring she was still asleep, his plan was to just leave her breakfast on her nightstand so Parker didn’t bother knocking - although as soon as he opened the door he certainly wished he had. He was greeted with the sight of himself moaning on her laptop screen in one of the many adult films he’d made during his career. “Shit…” He cursed as soon as he realised what was happening. “I’m so sorry, I’ll just…” He quickly placed her breakfast tray on her nightstand and swiftly shut the door behind himself, walking back down the hallway to his own room. 

[aubrey-xox]

It’d been haunting her mind since they’d gotten back from the grocery store. Parker hadn’t been around when the interaction went down, and maybe that was for the better. Even after an entire shift at work, she’s settled in her room doing... research so to speak. Aubrey had figured he was asleep still when she’d gotten in from her night shift, so she stayed tucked into her room. And frankly... she was kind of glad he’d not been awake. Out of sheer curiosity she’d turned on the sound, and now she can’t look away. However, the door opens to reveal Parker himself, and with tired reflexes, it takes her a minute to shut the laptop. The computer still plays the audio for another few seconds before it turns off. “Parker wait-” Tossing her laptop aside she’s following him out the door to the common area. “I promise it’s not - well I - it’s really complicated I swear I meant nothing by it.”

[puniishers]

open to: f/m/nb

tiago wasn’t planning on heading out to his high school reunion at all because high school wasn’t exactly a fun time for him. he was mostly alone because he was quiet and reserved and didn’t act out to crazy like most people his age. when he woke up that particular morning he figured he was just going to stay in, order some food and write some more but eventually he had found himself in the gym of his high school after all. it was like he was taken back ten years, because people were chatting in little cliques like they used to. tiago looked around and grabbed a glass of what seemed like champagne but turned out to be cheap, sparkly white wine and he nipped from the flute quietly while then spotting someone he wasn’t necessarily friends with back then, but the other was alone too. just like all those years ago. he slowly sank himself down in the chair across the other and sighed. “well, look who it is.”

[aubrey-xox]

she’d certainly never thought she’d be back in these walls. when aubrey graduated she’d ran as far from this school as she could. she’d been so invested in her career, and after her mother found the invite she’d had her schedule cleared so she could attend. which aubrey was furious about. she’d been riddled with teasing and bullying most of her high school days, and now that she was here, she sat alone. only for a somewhat familiar face to show up. flute in hand she looks to him with a meek smile, “tiago. i’m - surprised you came.” 

[aubrey-xox]

fxrbidden-dxsires‌:

Adrian watched her with a small smile on his lips as she undressed for him, feeling his cock harden at the sight of her body. And yet he remained sitting where he was, fully clothed. ‘’Good girl.’’ he smiled at her, slowly licking his lips. ‘’Now before I fuck you, I want you to touch yourself for me.’’ he told her. The man certainly had a thing for watching the younger woman touch herself before he had his way with her.

aubrey settles herself among the plus pillows, glancing to the open window, sheer curtains lining them to give a view out but a blocked view in. she turns to glance over to him, hands trailing against her skin. she doesn’t say a word but lets her legs spread ever so gently, knowing that she had been slick since the moment she got into the elevator of the hotel. her fingers reach down slowly, passing through her folds softly, fingertips coated in her wetness. she looks to him with a small smile of her own. “how fast am i taking this? slow? fast? “ 

[fxrbidden-dxsires]

| Open to: F | | Connection: Former patient, co-worker, any connection that works, inc/st and stepc/st welcome |

‘‘I want you to strip.’‘ Adrian told her. He was sat in an armchair in a hotel room that he’d gotten the two of them for the night. He’d waited for a little while before she’d shown up, wearing the dress he’d gotten for her. But as amazing as she looked in it, he wanted it on the floor, where it would look so much better. ‘’Strip for me, then lay on the bed.’’ he ordered her, taking a small sip from his whiskey.

[aubrey-xox]

she’s exhausted and quite frankly just wants someway to relax so she could sleep for the night. her shift was less than kind to her which was why she’d shown up in the first place. aubrey wanted a distraction and quite frankly, they both knew the young nurse did not need any excuses to see the male. things at work had grown interesting but lately she’d seen less and less of him. so the invitation to the suite with a dress picked out was something she wasn’t against. so here she was. she looks to him, tilting her head. “after all you spent on this damn thing?” she asks with a bit of smirk, only to do as she’s told, sliding out of the dress leaving her in just her underwear. a bra hadn’t been necessary for the dress so she’s easily stepping out of the lace underwear before crawling onto the king sized bed and letting out a sigh. her body was tired but her mind was racing. if it weren’t for that, it’d be the only thing keeping her from falling asleep right then and there. 

[boomrcng-deactivated20220430]

❛ open to — m / f / nb. ❛ based on — our muses are dating, but neither of them trust the other. queue yet another fight between them. gimme the angst !!

          “just give me your phone. if you have nothing to hide, let me see for myself !!” abel held his hand out in anticipation, eyes narrowed as he stared at them. his cheeks were red from anger. if they were cheating, this wouldn’t be the first time. he couldn’t be mad, though. abel had cheated on them before, too. plenty of desperate women found their way into his bar, and abel was more than willing to make them forget why they came in the first place. it seemed that all they could do was hurt each other. so… why did they stay together ?? god only knew. they had been together for years now. five ?? no, it had been longer than that. they started their relationship back in junior high. things were innocent back then. now, at the ripe age of twenty-five, abel had experienced a multitude of emotions and scenarios with them. it hadn’t always been bad — believe it or not, there were plenty of good memories. the good memories just… didn’t last. one of them always got angry over something — usually a feeling, or an idea that they concocted in their mind that, in reality, turned out to be untrue. he wiggled his fingers, nodding his head toward their phone. “c’mon,” he said, “hand it over. let me fuckin’ see for myself.”

[aubrey-xox]

 “it’s not your fucking business! if i wanted you to know i would’ve told you!” the fact he was so demanding was what was making her mad. it wasn’t anything she was really trying to hide, just the idea that he needed to see her messages and things to trust her. if anything there was only one thing she didn’t want him to see - and it was her invitation to join a hospital team four hours away. she didn’t need another fight or a reason for them to argue. she wasn’t even sure if she was going to take the job, especially since while things weren’t always great when they were she wouldn’t give them up. which was why she didn’t tell the hospital if she’d accepted the job or not. she’d started looking into apartments but she’d not gotten an agent to see them or anything. aubrey was really just scared of his response. “god -” she scoffs handing over her phone before moving to their room and slamming the door. she opens it for a moment. “i hope you find what you’re looking for on there ‘cause there ain’t anything on there.” she groans, shutting the door to change out of her work clothes. 

[aubrey-xox]

stinkerbell-lux‌:

jamie glanced up briefly to answer, but blood quickly rushed to his cheeks and he was back looking down, too embarrassed to meet her eye line. the two had been living next to each other for a few months now but hadn’t formally met or anything. he’d see her coming and going and would think about introducing himself, but get too nervous. “it’s pretty nice for 3a,” he chuckled. "I’m not sure I’ve been outside this late since college.“

aubrey looks up seeing the stars filling the night sky with ease and sighs. it was clear and it was the slightest bit chilly. had she had real clothes on maybe she would’ve been more pleasant with the weather. “yeah nights like these are amazing. after a long shift of work it’s super relaxing.” she offers up giving a slight hum.

[stinkerbell-lux]

based on this open to m/f/nb

“Fuck!” Jamie groaned as he slapped at the alarm clock on the side table, praying the noise would STOP. He could swear it was only a few moments ago his head had hit the pillow… After numerous attempts at switching the alarm he sat upright, planning on throwing the thing when the dots connected, that was a fire alarm. “Oh fuck, shit, fuck,” he cursed as he grabbed for the phone, keys, puppy, and made a dash for the door. In the crisp night air, Jamie made his way to the little island of grass in the middle of the parking lot and sat down. His cheeks rushed rosey red as he looked up to see the neighbor he’d been crushing on for weeks come out clad in all but their underwear.  

[aubrey-xox]

aubrey had gotten back from her shift from work late and had been quick to get out of her scrubs. however, she’d not been so lucky to get dressed as quickly as the fire alarm had gone off before she was able to do so. she curses, grabbing her shoes in a moment of weakness. before she knew it she realizes that she’s in her intimates, standing in the middle of all of her neighbors. her face is flush red avoiding all eye contact as firefighters enter the building. aubrey can see her next door neighbor looking to her and she can’t help but feel mortified. “um... beautiful weather we’re having..?”

[puretcngue-deactivated20211126]

open  to  :  females  &  non-binary

connection  :  ex-girlfriend

based  on  :  the  first  bullet

          THESE  DAYS,  TIME  wasn’t  on  samson’s  side.  it  surely  wasn’t  when  his  relationship  completely  imploded,  taking  a  quick  turn,  and  now  the  weather  seemed  to be  working  against  him,  too.  he  was  stranded,  stuck  in  the  last  place  he  felt  comfortable  being  in.  with  a  box  of  his  belongings  tucked  underneath  his  arm  and  pressing  against  his  ribcage,  his  free  hand  moved  the  curtain  aside  to  take  a  peek  out  of  the  front  window  only  to  realize  the  weather  forecaster  was  right,  like  his  former  girlfriend  reminded  him  multiple  times.  but,  he  was  stubborn;  he  was  always  too  stubborn  for  his  own  good.  "my  place  isn’t  too  far  away  from  here  and  i  doubt  the  roads  will  be  closing  down  that  fast.  i  can  probably  still  make  it  before  it  gets  too  bad  out  there,  so—"  as  if  on  cue,  the  room  lit  up  with  a  bright  flash  of  lightning  and  a  loud  clap  of  thunder  rumbled  in  the  distance  a  moment  later,  cutting  him  off.  there  was  no  escaping  now.  "—i  hope  you’ve  got  enough  juice  to  stream  the  second  season  of  'you’  on  your  laptop,  'cause  i  haven’t  gotten  around  to  subscribing  to  a  new  netflix  account  since  you changed  the   password  on  me.“

[aubrey-xox]

she’d gotten off of work pretty late, walking in the door as the rain had started to pick up. it hadn’t been 15 minutes later that samson turned up to gather his things. she’d let him in, not having changed out of her scrubs yet and let him mingle around the house as the wind and thunder seemed to charge the house. it’d been a while since a storm like this hit, and she was worried how she would get through the night, as she was terrified of thunderstorms. just as he’s finally settled to leave the power goes out, causing a bunch of chills to grow down her arms. “no. it’s bad. if it’s enough to cause the power to go out there’s probably trees down left and right. you’re better off staying here.” aubrey informs him, holding her torso and looking at him only to jump at the lightning and watching the window. she looks over at him and swallows softly. “i think there might be. i have a back up power block if we need it...” she offers before turning to her bag, her body nearly shaking in fear as she gets out her laptop. she’s logging in when another bolt strikes and she freezes taking a deep breath. “jesus i hate these things.”

[aubrey-xox]

sadscngs‌:

                 even the male got his own message from one of the guys he was working with, they were going to respond to a crash on the side of the los angeles highway and they needed him back down to the ambulance in at least a five minute mark. the male is quick to take the sticky not from her before he puts her number in and sends a text, one minute wasted but he knew he’d get down there within a timely manner. “alright, sent you text, see you around then aubrey. duty does call.” he jokes before giving her a wave as he takes off running for the stairs. elevator would just waste his time at the given moment. 

aubrey’s night went by in a blur from then on. before she knew it, she was in the locker room, grabbing her things and heading on her way home. once in her car, she takes a moment to read over her messages, spotting the one from earlier in her shift. she smiles before taking a second to respond. she drives home, only to jump in the shower, and hit the sack. the next morning- more like afternoon, she got up, and immediately makes way for her keurig. once she has a cup brewing she checks her phone, only to text the male. “you ever been to asanebo in studio city? it’s got the best damn sushi. i was gonna order some in for lunch - unless you’re not busy?”

[aubrey-xox]

sadscngs‌:

           he had thought they already covered names but he realized how late it was at night and perhaps that was a good enough reason for reintroduction’s. “luke. nice to meet you too. sure duty will call for one of us sooner or later. maybe we should meet up sometime, outside of this crazy place we call work.” he shrugs slightly as he looks the girl over for the moment. it was a bold suggestion but he knew every moment counted on either side of their jobs. 

with how late into the night it had become, aubrey’s mind was rolling elsewhere other than remembering staff she rarely saw. she smiles before biting her lip, checking her watch which had buzzed with a notification, only to look at the male again. “look at that,” she laughs, pointing to her watch’s face, flashing an email from a pediatric doctor requesting her presence. “ya, jinxed it.” she jokes before smiling grabbing a file off the counter with a nod. “yeah, that sounds nice. listen, i’ve got to run, however faith can write my number down on a post-it if you want?” she asks a little louder, the nurse behind the counter doing what the woman said before aubrey takes if from her, reaching across the distance between the two of them, handing the pink sticky piece of scrap paper to the male. “text me and maybe we can grab a drink the next time neither of us are working graveyard.” she smiles gingerly, fixing her hair softly. 

[aubrey-xox]

sadscngs‌:

            the male did figure that she’d seen some of the children he did have to help save within the last few weeks. luke sometimes couldn’t stomach a scene if it involved a child. it was all just too gruesome for him, though, he knew it did come along with the job. that was the scary part, he’s just seen so much death in a sense and sometimes seeing life was everything he could ask for over a week. “always crazy, but least from what we know, we’ve always gotten the mother and child back here within a decent time.” he replies before he nods his head. “i wouldn’t doubt that here in this wing.”

aubrey lets a small smile rest on her face, tightening her ponytail quickly before her hands fall to the counter before her. “you definitely have, and all of us here are grateful for your work. you guys set up the most important things under the greatest pressure. i couldn’t do what you guys do.” she explains, a hand running over her hair before it rests on her stethoscope. “so i’ve seen you around but i don’t think we’ve ever formally met?” she begins before pulling the retractable ID from her waist. “i’m aubrey. it’s nice to meet you.” 

[aubrey-xox]

sadscngs‌:

            luke of course had done overnights before, exactly why he had seen this girl before too. she was cute in a sense, some of the other nurses had caught his attention too but this one, well, this was the first time he wasn’t too shy to introduce himself in some form. “i understand, new patients first nights always seem tough.” the male agrees as he leans himself up against the nearby wall. “i don’t know, i just wander for the most part. we’re yet to have a call tonight but obviously, the night just started, plenty of time for things to happen at anytime.” he enjoyed being apart of the ‘first responder’ team but that did mean he saw some more horrific things. accidents were the main one, though, other times they’d show up to houses where people had done things to themselves, self explanatory. 

it seemed that these days aubrey was always working the night shift, and it was taking it’s toll. she looked crazy exhausted all day, and couldn’t sleep in regular fashion. so here she was on what felt like her eight cup of coffee. she takes a sip, listening to the male before handing off the chart to another nurse to return it to the room it belonged to. aubrey turns to face luke, cracking her neck before nodding. “it’s still early so you never know. graveyard is a hard shift to do, especially on the weekend. people are incredibly irresponsible if you catch my drift.” she was more than aware of the amount of accidents that occurred in the middle of the night, since she started out in the ER when she graduated. talk about a culture shock. “well i’m glad to see an adult around here that doesn’t have a child attached to their hip.” she jokes, laughing before rubbing her eyes. she couldn’t wait to go home, she just needed a good night’s sleep. 

[atlcsfalls-deactivated20201113]

☘️ closed starter for @aubrey-xox

        overnight work wasn’t his favorite thing ever, it was rare he ever did it, but he was covering for one of his friends and he didn’t mind the extra money. the male is walking around the hospital for the moment, thankfully no calls coming for the ambulance just yet. though he knew the night was still young and he always had someone in close contact with him down near the ambulances anyway so he could stretch his legs, keep himself awake, all that. he had seen one nurse in particular every time he worked and he had been meaning to get to know her. once she’s within his view, he gives her a wave. “hey, i see you all the time when i’m walking around. just thought this time id’ say hello.”

[aubrey-xox]

aubrey was leaned against the nurse station, writing down information for the day shift nurses that they would need to know about one of her six patients for the night. she was exhausted, having been helping with the planning of her brother’s wedding. Her father and his wife weren’t the greatest help when it came to weddings since they had eloped to the mountains with his brother as their witness. so, aubrey had been tagging along to everything since oliver’s fiance didn’t have much family, and she didn’t want the woman to be alone. hearing a voice, aubrey’s head pops up, looking at the male. she knew of him, he was an emt, and plenty of the nurses thought he was a sight for tired eyes when you were mid-shift, and well they certainly weren’t wrong. “well, hello. a nice beak from the havoc if you will. tonight has been kind of a crazy night. we admitted a new patient so it’s just been tiring.” she explains - not that he cares, he probably has seen worse then sickly infants and toddlers with broken limbs. “what brought you round to the peds wing this fine evening?” she jokes, returning to her papers. 

[thosehopelessdreamers]

aubrey-xox‌:

Aubrey gathers her things, quickly moving to follow him out the door. “Well I have a ton of nieces and nephews and working in peds has me around kids all day. Not to mention I’m working on transitioning my focus to OB/GYN since I’d like to move to an office job, and I can’t do that making rounds in the hospital.” She explains before regaining her focus. “But I want a kid because I want to add a human into the world who’s compassionate for others and has a kindness and a radiating happiness no matter where they are. A little ball of sunshine into my dark world. I see so much bad in my job, which is why I want a kid, and why I want to move my focus. To be a part of the good, raising a child and helping kids come into the world.”

“That’s noble…but I’m gonna warn you now. I was a terrible kid. I pulled hair, was so mean. If our kid is anything like me, we’ve got our work made for us,”he told her with a chuckle. “Where do you live? I figure I’ll have to get a place close to you so that I can see our kid easier…Wow…there is a lot of planning to do and we haven’t even had sex yet,”he told her with a chuckle. 

[aubrey-xox]

Aubrey takes a deep breath. This was actually happening wasn’t it? She smiles at him with a slight laugh to her voice. “Noble? Psh, more like selfish, I want a baby, for the purpose of self fufillment. I don’t have a boyfriend right now and at this rate I probably won’t ever and I want kids, and lord knows that it won’t be easier when I’m older, so I need to be doing it now. I’m in my prime and I can’t let it pass me by.” She shrugs before laughing. “I’m about fifteen minutes to the hospital. You know you don’t need to completely uproot your life for this kid, right? Like you don’t have to be in their life if you don’t want to...” she couldn’t help but feel like that she was pushing him into this, unwillingly perhaps, but he seemed pretty serious about it.

[thosehopelessdreamers]

aubrey-xox‌:

Aubrey couldn’t help but laugh. It was true, his sister was super persistent, and that’s why they got on so well. She went to her for everything, and she’d been the one hooking her up with dates. It surprised her that her brother out of all the people would be the one to give up the bachelor freedom to have a kid. “I mean if Fate is your sisters middle name then I definitely that is the case.” She smiles shaking her head agin before standing up. “Alright, well, I have to work in the morning. So… you wanna get out of here?”

“Yes,”he told her with a chuckle as he stood up, leaving a tip behind. “So…what makes you want a baby at such a young age?”he questioned as he opened the door for her to leave the restaurant. “Most women your age want to be out with the girls..not changing diapers every night.

[aubrey-xox]

Aubrey gathers her things, quickly moving to follow him out the door. “Well I have a ton of nieces and nephews and working in peds has me around kids all day. Not to mention I’m working on transitioning my focus to OB/GYN since I’d like to move to an office job, and I can’t do that making rounds in the hospital.” She explains before regaining her focus. “But I want a kid because I want to add a human into the world who’s compassionate for others and has a kindness and a radiating happiness no matter where they are. A little ball of sunshine into my dark world. I see so much bad in my job, which is why I want a kid, and why I want to move my focus. To be a part of the good, raising a child and helping kids come into the world.”

[thosehopelessdreamers]

aubrey-xox‌:

Aubrey nods before looking at her watch. “Well that makes sense. But that’s why I stay on the residency floors, it is much more calm and you’re able to not feel so rushed as to make a decision that might be wrong.” She perks up a bit looking at him. “So if you don’t have much of a dating life then why did you even agree to come? You got stuck with a crazy woman like me.”

“My sister is very persistent, “ he admitted with a laugh. “She said we would get along and that you were beautiful…how could I pass that up?”he questioned, a soft smile playing on his lips. Usually, the man was much less relaxed. It was strange for him to act this way, but something about the woman brought out a new mood in him. “Maybe it was fate that we met anyways… “

[aubrey-xox]

Aubrey couldn’t help but laugh. It was true, his sister was super persistent, and that’s why they got on so well. She went to her for everything, and she’d been the one hooking her up with dates. It surprised her that her brother out of all the people would be the one to give up the bachelor freedom to have a kid. “I mean if Fate is your sisters middle name then I definitely that is the case.” She smiles shaking her head agin before standing up. “Alright, well, I have to work in the morning. So... you wanna get out of here?”

[thosehopelessdreamers]

aubrey-xox‌:

Aubrey chuckles before looking him in the eye as he speaks. “Well I had to help my niece when she broke her arm bicyle riding and I figured out after that what I wanted to do. Helping kids like her and stay calm with their injuries.” Aubrey looks at him with a sigh. “So… why did you say yes to me. Some crazy lady asking to have kids with the first guy she meets.”

Brent chuckled and gave a shrug. “In my line of work..I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to stop and settle down. I work nights mostly and sleep all day. Not much of a dating life…”he admitted with a sigh. “This may be my only chance to have kids…and if not well then the more the merrier. “

[aubrey-xox]

Aubrey nods before looking at her watch. “Well that makes sense. But that’s why I stay on the residency floors, it is much more calm and you’re able to not feel so rushed as to make a decision that might be wrong.” She perks up a bit looking at him. “So if you don’t have much of a dating life then why did you even agree to come? You got stuck with a crazy woman like me.”