LIGHT AS A FEATHER

Age: 17 y/o | Height: 5'4 | Start: 12/22/16 SW: 174 CW: 94 CGW: 90 UGW: 87 I'm that anorexic girl who eats junk.

[axiscodes]

[blushing-bambi]

tbh i’d rather be in the gardens of Versailles rn 

[audenhere]

I better look like this again by December or I will cry

[audenhere]

let it go for tonight

[audenhere]

Embrace the emptiness.

Because food won’t ever fill you with happiness.

[audenhere]

Auden’s Top 10

1. No eating before 10am and past 5pm.

2. Do some sort of a workout everyday (at least 10 minutes of activity).

3. No more than 800 calories a day.

4. Develop a steady sleep schedule.

5. Log every thing you consume. Every single thing.

6. Drink tons of water. Warm water fills you up, cold water helps you feel refreshed.

7. Walk at least 7000 steps a day. Even just walking around in circles during comercial breaks is better than nothing.

8. Learn to say no. Say no to excuses. Procrastination is the worst thing you could do with your life. I know it’s hard, but you can get through it.

9. Feel a binge? Take a bath. Drink water. Do something to occupy time or to calm the hunger pains.

10. Wake up and do your make up. Make yourself feel pretty. Your day will be a little better. I promise.

[audenhere]

Whenever I play with my food, I feel less inclined to eat it. Does anyone else experience this?

[scorpiostarving]

it all started

the summer of 2013, I was 180lbs, my mom was teaching summer school and my dad has a day job so I got to sleep in for as long as I wanted. one day I slept so long that when I woke up I felt sick from being so hungry, so I didn’t eat all day because I felt so nauseous. I did that for 3 days. 3 days was all it took for me to noticed my jeans fit differently, 3 days was all it took for the number on the scale to go down. at first I didn’t think anything of it, then I realized it was because I hadn’t  eaten, I noticed I felt lighter, we went to the pool and I felt better about being in a bathing suit. I learned the less I ate, the better I became. I had no idea it would turn into this. I haven’t looked back since. 

how did you guys get started ?? message me !! 

[audenhere]

I had a piece of chocolate for breakfast (about 70 calories) and I went on a hike with my grandpa after. It was all I had for the morning and for some reason, I just didn’t want lunch or dinner. I just didn’t and it was hella abnormal considering I was a massive 174 pounds. I kept doing that for a week and I felt proud. Shout out to Dove chocolate, you helped me lose a ton of weight lmao

[audenhere]

I lost weight.

But I’m forever going to feel like that fat girl I was.

[audenhere]

My thigh gap story-

Last summer, I had lost enough weight to actually attain a thigh gap without contorting my body. Honestly, it was so fun because I never had a thigh gap before. No miracle workout, it was just all diet (cause I’m a lazy bitch). Lately, I’ve been losing weight in my arms and back. I’m so close to a full thigh gap and my goal is to have one by this summer. But until then....

[audenhere]

“Just eat”

[audenhere]

Food Log: 4-15-18

Breakfast:

1 Rice Cake - 35 cals

2 Small Clementines - 70 cals

Lunch:

Oatmeal - 150

Dinner:

Halo Top Salted Caramel - 320

Snacks:

Waffles - 160 cals

Total: 735 calories

[audenhere]

kill meeeee

[audenhere]

Food Log: 4-14-18

Breakfast:

2 Apples - 160 cals

1 Clementine - 40 cals

Walden Farms Caramel Syrup - 0 cals

Lunch:

2 Rice Cakes - 70 cals

Dinner:

Oat and Peanut Bar - 240 cals

Snacks:

Raisin Toast - 140 cals

Total: 650 calories

[urhazyskinnygal]

[audenhere]

So I went to the gynecologist (aka vag doctor) and she wants to do a check up during my period. The thing is, I stopped having it months ago. I don’t want her or my mom to flip out and shit once they catch on. I’m doomed.

Fucking help.

[dreamingtobeskinny18]

Blue aesthetic thinspo 💙