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beyond the language barrier

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but i am winning

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Light Asylum-Shallow Tears

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Weyes Blood - Everybody's Talkin' [Fred Neil] (Official Audio)

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gratefulness when an excrement is dense

what a oversupply of posts! what a wealth subjects-wise! take this and drink it, this is my SHit. when you have a sick digestive system, a hard, trouble-free stool, one simple defecation is a blessing. going to a toilet, doing your thing and forgetting: what a relief! To drink beer, coffee and to eat a spicy meal without suffering the consequences: what a luxury! I think I'm healthier thanks to those fears I’m having here

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nicknamed: mariola

I tried mariola and I didn't know what the hype was all about. I acted stupidly, it's true, but when a man behaves stupidly everyday, he can't tell the difference. I acted irresponsibly, but I comfort myself like: responsibility always comes back to me, only late, so there is nothing to worry about. my approach to mariola changed when I couldn't fall asleep for the next 15-20 hours.

then the real meaning of mariola reveals itself. she tells you: you don't have to sleep, you don't have to eat. life will flow out of you now. as if all life energy was open wide - to the abyss. every step could be the last. and Mariola says: do not eat, do not rest. all you need is me. jealous mariola, that makes beautiful 21-year-olds chat to me at 3 am: come, we have mariola. join us, whoever you are.

at Malaparte I read: it is possible that I slept really, and started to dream. and then after waking up suddenly as it happens to very tired people, I was experiencing my dream while being awake. mariola is for soldiers, she is like the Second World War, and in Berlin, and among foreign men.

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The Germans are distinguished by the madness of their madmen

crazy people are lurking in the streets and homes in Berlin. two things make them different from what I have seen so far. first of all, German madmen shout every sentence in a high-pitched voice. they shout out their reasons, arguments. they are still strong and bossy, yet so weak. they want to be well heard, and the menage. they accent words, probably nouns (written with capital letters). 

the second thing is the reactions. Ooops, didn’t happen. Indifference, and tension. well learned reaction. They must have known that before. Only Arab boys laugh at the German madman, bringing some relief in this madness

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1st of December

I should have gone to work six months ago. it will be hard holidays. contact the publisher in January. I think I'll show him the bills

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disclaimer (planetromeo)

This is a machine for the virtual reproduction of man. it remolds his preferences and sexual inclinations in accordance with idealized visual patterns of being, behaving, and embodiment. The machine deploys superficial evaluative measurements. It can cause irretrievable harm to your soul and mind.

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and some good audio

timid attempts to add ending dots and quotation marks to my own thoughts. Sadura: trying to dance with your own suffering. Cioran: depth is the exclusive privilege of those who suffered.

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Eine Sibylle, auch fälschlich Sybille

I came to live in a holy place, but I was thrown out of here (for a week). pilgrim to a place tainted with money, sex and a welfare state

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