âNoâ Alastor whispered, this could not be true, these could not be his thoughts, he loved these kids, he would never wish them harm. He struggled with the chain on his arm, tugging and tugging, the pain shooting through him was nothing compared to the panic he was feeling. âItâs going to be alright, itâs going to alrightâ he kept saying over and over, he knew deep down it was mostly for him, but if he could give them a bit of hope then he would keep trying. Then a voice, his voice? the voice, said it was all in his head.
  How could it be all in his head? When every time he looked at their eyes he wanted nothing more than break his own arm to make it to their side. How could these be his own thoughts? He loved these kids. He would never harm them. Alastor was ashamed to admit that there had been times when he had wondered how easier things would be if they were not in his life. But that didnât mean, he would never. They were all he had, they were all he was ever going to have. The only family left to him.Â
  âStop⊠pleaseâ he was begging now, the one thing he had vowed he would never do. But for them, for those kids lying there, dying there, he would do anything. As whoever was doing this finally let Benjy go free Alastor let out a sigh of relief. âBen, Ben listen to me, you have to get out, you have to get her out-â the look on the boyâs face was something Alastor could not take. This was his fault. He had let this happen, and there was nothing he could do or say to fix it. âI know, I know. Iâm sorry. But please just get Charity and get ou-â the words died on his lips.Â
  A knife on his hand, ânoâ he tried to say but words would not come, âthis isnâtâ he whispered, Benjyâs eyes full of fear, of hate. âThis isnât realâ Alastor screamed as he plunged the knife into Charity, âthis isnât realâ it could not be real. This could not be real because he knew that Benjy wouldâve jumped in between the knife and Charity. Alastor knew that Benjy would die protecting those he loved. This wasnât real, because as much as it hurt him, the one thing he could be certain of right now, was of how much Benjy was always willing to give in order to save a life.Â
  âThis isnât realâ Alastor said in defiance as he watched Benjyâs body hit the floor, as he was forced to watch Charity exhale her last breath. âWhat do you want?â he screamed at the voice.
  Oh this is very much real, dear Alastor. Itâs your fault. You couldnât save them, you failed to win this. And I want nothing in particular, just your sanity.
  Augustus released a thick layer of smoke forcing the chained manâs view to blur, as the scenery changed. From the heads of the dead bodies around them both, tomb stones raised, bone-white and with engraves names and years on them. The dead bodies sunk to the ground, and neatly formed into rows and columns, so perfect, that it was almost beautiful. On the place of the two children Alastor so dearly loved rose an angelic weeping angel, holding a knife placed on its own throat.
            âTo Benjy Fenwick and Charity Burbage
             for they fought bravely but  no  one
             could save  them from  their demise.â
  See Moody? See what you did, they fought bravely but you couldnât save them. You killed them, led them in the wrong cause, the voice whispered, tingling Alastorâs brain and pushing further inside his secret thoughts only to extract a name that was as precious as the other two, innocent faces that not so long ago laid dead on the ground. Blood spots were painting the statueâs throat, heart and temples in crimson, the moonlight illuminating its eyes and tears, and it seemed like diamonds rolled down the memorialâs cheeks.
  Behind the Auror, a simple grave with a cat ornament engraved on the top part of it and the initials M. M. laid isolated from all the rest, almost like their tutor, guardian and companion in the afterlife. Rookwood flicked his wrist from behind a tree, hidden in the shadows with his silver mask on, forcing Moodyâs body to twist around and see the cold stone, forcing him witness the death of yet another precious human being in his life. Augustus smirked, almost too amused by how frightened he was, for how easily he was actually to break like a twig. The almighty Alastor Moody, head of the Aurors and a man made from steel... bullshit, the torturer said to himself.
  The Death Eater took the form of a shadow, slowly flying behind Alastor and instantly turning into a ghostly, light-blue apparition of the woman itself, the oh so famous lioness and Transfiguration professor. Alastor Moodyâs valued friend, Minerva McGonagall. âAlastor,â she whispered, blue skin turning pale and flesh forming on the base that was Augustusâs apparition. âIâm here, Alastor.â She knelt down, placing a hand on his shoulder and letting sun-kissed hair trail over his shoulders. âIâm here.â