edbethany

[roots-like-ribcages]

just ana things

• literally crying because you want a bowl of cereal and knowing you shouldn’t have one

• not being able to have one bite without binging

• self harming or self mutilating to distract yourself from hunger

• getting triggered anytime anyone mentions weight, dieting, exercise, etc even in passing

• diet soda. all day.

• changing what you consider a binge. first it’s 2k cal. then it’s 1200. then it’s 1000. then even less, until you’re convinced the only way to lose weight is eating 500 cal a day

• canceling plans involving food or alcohol

• thinking every person who looks at you is thinking you’re fat or ugly

• remembering how many calories are in a specific food but not remembering basic things

• simultaneously loving and hating water

• the mid-day Advil to stop the hunger headaches

[champagnepapucho-deactivated201]

[still--getting--there]

[datable]

[lucasregazzi]

[innerthoughtsoutloud]

[naturaekos]

[naturaekos]

[warm-suggestions]

One day I will get everything I deserve. Everything I put out will finally come back to me. I’ll be soft and sweet and every rose in my garden will bloom.

[nympholepsic]

I need a life. Like an actual life. I need to see more, experience more, have relationships, be drunk at like 2pm idk. I just feel like I’m missing out and my friends who have great stories don’t help

[matialonsorphoto]

[julinatt]

[strain]

[nympholepsic]

👇You’re valid if👇

You came here overweight

You came here with a normal weight

You came here with an already low weight

You can’t finish fasts

You binge more than the people around you

You aren’t able to skip diner

You aren’t able to fast at all

You don’t have access to a scale

You don’t have acces to a gym membership

You can’t restrict

You don’t look like the thinspo posts

You have acne

You have acne scars

You have selfharm scars

You don’t selfharm

You don’t purge

You still eat meat

You don’t eat as much veggies

You don’t drink alot of water

You don’t drink coffee/tea

You still eat out with friends

You weren’t bullied into this

You were bullied into this

You did this all yourself

You’re a person of colour

You have several other disorders

You’re a member of the LGTBQ+ community

👆Feel Free To Add More As We Go👆

[nympholepsic]

You’re a boy

An adult

A teen

Don’t like green tea

You spend your days on netflix

You still eat 1000+ calories

You’re life is otherwise amazing

You have alot of money to spend

You don’t have alot of money to spend

You spend your days in gym

You spend your days studying

You binge eat

You purge after eating

You purge if you didnt eat at all

You are 16 or younger

You are 16 or older

You are a stress eater

You are an emotional eater

If your friends make fun of your eating habits

If your friends don’t notice at all

[obsessive-skeletons]

so like how do i actually reach my ugw because it seems impossible

that’s a good question

[fragile-wanderer]

Reblog if you hate your body 25/8

[thoughtfullysteadyeagle-deactiv]

Really wanna try this new thing called not hating yourself but i dont think ill be any good at it.