! internet angel auggie !

all things weird | 🇯🇵 | they/them sugoii

[augustbutsilly]

hi guys (ФωФ)

i'm august, you can call me auggie,, my pronouns are THEY THEM and im loudly proudly nonbinary, and possibly even agender. i am also asexual and lesbian ( ・－・) as u can tell.. im very very queer!! how awesome is that?

im a big weird kid and hoping to become weirder. i like pink, purple and black. i'm half italian and half puerto rican but i really like japanese things !

my very very important (hyper)fixations are;

will wood's music, im one of his top number one listeners!!

tokidoki , i collect the blind boxes and love tokidoki stuff, you can see my tokidoki collection on my thingsbook account @/ imtenyaiida !

youtube commentary (one of my lesser hyperfixes tho ..)

i like kawaii and cute things, especially 2010s kawaii things, and love magical cute things . i look up to steven universe! i like manga, animals, sweet things, good food, sprite, and of course all types of cute perfection . i have too many fandoms to list ! so you can just ask me what medias i consume and i might be in it, i range from all types of weird kid things. from eddsworld to llamas with hats to even OZ (hbo) !!

i like to draw, listen to music, take pictures, look up kawaii or cute things, write stories (⌒‐⌒) i am very much a weird kid, so i dabble in self/yumeshipping, my f/o is rose quartz from steven universe, and im also a furry and therian, and many other " weird " things!

oki bai bai d=(^o^)=b

[musiicpix3l]

Yes yes i know love is love. But they are still killing CHILDREN. over this.

[augustbutsilly]

yall should check out my thingsbook account @ imtenyaiida where im like trying to organize my growing tokidoki collection ... ok....

[augustbutsilly]

i just got cake pop and it's pride month. god bless america

[lone-pylon]

Gave my Miis a proper hangout spot

[chortlebot]

remake of this classic

[bebsi-cola]

health isn't a virtue.

[bebsi-cola]

people still go around acting like they've done something good in order to be able bodied and healthy. that they worked for it, that it's due to their moral fibre or good upbringing or self control. they genuinely, on some level, believe that they are a good person solely based on the strength of their physical abilities. they will resist the fact that it is largely down to chance that they were able to maintain such health. whatever they think they've built from scratch, the building blocks were already handed to them. not because they're more worthy of it, just by luck. and they really think they're worth more based on that sheer luck. i've met disabled people worth a hundred of the healthiest ableds alive.

[drethelin]

Ignoring luck is dumb, but claiming that health is entirely based on sheer luck is an extremely corrosive worldview. There are dozens of choices you make every day, every week, every month that contribute to your overall health and functioning. It's good to be healthy and it's good to make healthy choices and you do in fact have a lot of control over whether you are able bodied.

[bebsi-cola]

sounds like someone is mad you don't have a lot of control over whether you are able bodied

[augustbutsilly]

"vaping isn't cool" so if i smoked cigarettes would that make me cool. the children yearn for cigarettes /j

[shencomix]

[thisisexorsexism]

The overwhelming usage of feminine gendered language when discussing mestruation and pregnancy. It pisses me off so bad because it's also intersexist and trans masc erasure. Yet when you try to even gently suggest gender neutral language people treat you like you shat on their dog and told them that every mother should die for identifying as one.

I'm tired, boss

this is exorsexism and transandrophobia

[augustbutsilly]

"GIRLY products for your FEMININE HEALTH" "GIRLIE TALK!!" "this is for the GIRLIES" "menstruating is a FEMININE POWERFUL THING 💖" i could go on.

[crowboy-bebop]

unauthorized fucking thing!!!!!!

(warning: loud chirping throughout)

source: hellgate osprey cam

[ocean-time]

[augustbutsilly]

liking steven universe in the big 26 is crazy

it's not, many people like it (^.^) it's an inspiration to me as a artist and nonbinary/queer person!

[tall]

[augustbutsilly]

would anyone like to see the like.. WIP of my wlw short story? i wrote it while trying to practice "show don't tell" and it accidentally turned lesbian hehe

[augustbutsilly]

oki it was on my notes app because i write on there soo im copying and pasting it here ! this is just a wip, and i plan to call it "And Then There Was Nothing" when i'm finished with it ( ＾ω＾ )

She smiles at me and my heart churns. I don't think it's in a bad way. I'm not sure. I'm never sure with her. I don't wanna leave the stall, I think I should leave the bathroom. Kai and Laura are probably in class drawing by now. Oh right, the teachers probably will look for me if I don't hurry to class.

But when she sits on the counter of the sink, brunette falling through her fingers of her right hand while her left braces her weight, her slender form, I can't think. I'm sure I'm being so awkward right now, more awkward than any interactions with adults in Target or the janitor when I spill juice. I nod at something she says, about Mrs Kelly being a total "dick," she was right about our annoying science teacher, I just felt like my tongue was tied in loops!

"Jane, can you do a.. um, favor for me?" She piped up, and I swallowed thickly. I really hope she didn't hear me swallow like that.

"Yeah, Mia?" I replied shakily, and she held something out. It was a paper with numbers.

"Friends?" She shrugged at me and looked away, "here's my uh, number, if you want."

I took it, and clutched it in my hand so hard it felt like hot fuzzy spikes going up my whole arm as I shoved it in my pocket.

"Sure," I nod eagerly before Mrs Tracey interrupts, knocking on the doors telling us something muffled like "girls, you gotta go to class." Ugh.

"I'll um, text you." I give her a parting glance before I open it and hold it for her.

I probably looked so weird just standing there and then walking away when she got the door. I probably looked so mean, just like how I thought she was mean. Mrs Tracey looked annoyed but pleased we at least came out, and that we weren't in there vaping like a lot of kids were, definitely like the girls Mia knew.

I still don't wanna delve into the whole.. conversation, even when speed-walking to class it feels like my head is buzzing. Buzz, buzz, buzz. It just feels embarrassing. I feel embarrasing. There was a chance I could have messed it up!

One thought interrupts the other, usually about Mia, maybe about school. Right. School! I am currently walking to my art class. Mr James is the best teacher, he's really chill and we have lots of fun in that class. Of course my thoughts looped around, realizing I sit next to Mia in that class. I don't want another suffocating interaction! But I do wanna talk to her! She seems cool, despite her being popular. My legs wouldn't stop and before I knew it I was already sitting next to her and just like I thought, it felt like the ceiling was slowly coming down onto me and crushing and suffocating me! I hope she wasn't staring at me. It felt like she was. It felt like her and her whole friend group was. Oh, yeah, noticing things again. She was barely talking to her friends, I think she was looking at me. I should talk to her but I couldn't. My throat was tight, my lungs felt like they were shut tight.

I remember back last year, first meeting her, or, what was barely a meeting. Just sitting across from her in a class, we barely noticed eachother. No matter how much I thought about her, we barely noticed eachother. She said a basic thanks when I complimented her hair.

and thats it because it's still a wip!! (　ＴДＴ)

[yoikoboiko]

[evil-enby-osoka]

i hate that nonbinary people can't be, like, nonbinary.

whatever we do, we can't win. we can't be seen as actually nonbinary. people binarize us and often mock us or get aggressive or dismiss and ignore our nonbinaryhood or something else.

if we don't medically transition, we are "just cis trenders."

if we do medically transition, we are "just [binary trans] eggs."

we are "technically transmasc or transfem anyways" if we don't use these terms.

we are lumped together with binary trans men and trans women if we do use these terms. our nonbinaryhood is ignored or seen as some kind of "gender-lite."

we are aggressively pressured to disclose if we're AFAB or AMAB, TMA or TME, transmasc or transfem, "boy nonbinary" or "girl nonbinary." and if we refuse to answer, people get double mad at us and pick something for us anyways.

if we show the slightest hint of something that could be interpreted as binary gendered, we are immediately binarised.

if we put a lot of effort into looking the most ambiguous or androgynous or neutral, people still try to find something. and they become aggressive. people often EXPLODE [PT: explode] when they can't gender someone by glance.

our ways of expression are constantly mocked and ignored (like neopronouns, nonbinary-centering labels for gender and orientation, basically all things that are associated with nonbinary people).

but if we choose more typical ways of expression (for example, use "he/him" or "she/her" pronouns), people use it to ignore and dismiss our nonbinaryhood.

we just can't win, and it's upsetting.

[crabussy]

trans women and trans men and nonbinary people and everyone else being friends and holding each other close and falling in love and thinking of each other. I'm making this my future. let's all be okay together