live, love, laugh, life

destielforeverr

[aurablu]

The end is here.

You keep praying to God for miracles of money and happiness, while I've been praying just as hard to make you love me the way I need to be loved.

Your looking at the skies,

I am looking at you.

You don't bat an eye,

As you spew your words of hate.

I didn't bat an eye,

while I sat and ate.

We've been sitting at this table for so long,

I think I forgot what the sun felt like outside,

I've been breathing in your toxicity,

Forgetting just how nice it is to breath some fresh air.

This is me getting up and walking away.

Your not special or amazing.

Your not a saint or a savior.

Your human just like me.

Your not better than me,

You don't get to judge my darkest moments.

Sit here and stay the same,

Eat the same food,

Spew the same words.

I'm going to go find whats better for me.

I'll look at the stars, and admire them,

I'll feel the sun and the wind ruffle my hair.

I'm going to go and live. N.M

[aurablu]

I don't know how to explain it but right now I feel like one of those old Nokia button phones. Old but somehow still functioning.

[aurablu]

SAVANNAH my anxiety

She's a stone cold killer

She kills me everyday.

I bring myself back to life,

Thats how she likes to play.

She sits heavy on my chest,

Heavy in my bones,

I think she may be here to stay.

I don't want to know her,

I don't want to feel her.

But she's everything and everywhere,

Omnipresent and forever there.

I'm hoping that won't be the case.

For my sake I need her gone.

I try to run,

I try to sit still.

She's ever the leech,

Digging into my brain,

Laughing as she says

All sorts of mean things turning them to prayers.

Negative thoughts come in a multitude of layers, so hard to uproot.

I keep choking down the fruits of my despair.

I am in control but she is demanding,

Taking the wheel from me,

Damaging the world all around me.

She never takes a break,

'Its all for your sake,'

She says to me as I lay in a state of pure misery.

She says she's protecting me,

With all these lies weighing down on me,

How will I ever breathe? N.M

[hauntedrose555]

[aurablu]

Amen.

[aurablu]

The way Schmidt is my spirit animal. Yes all eras even jar era Schmidt.

[aurablu]

I love you so much,

I'm sorry I can't celebrate your wins with you,

My tears and sorrows are endless and never ending,

I feel selfish.

Your getting better.

I'm not .

[insaneinpink]

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[aurablu]

I hate capitalism so much. The capitalization of literally everything is mind blowing to me. Basic necessities that are grown from the earth have to be payed for, getting healed when your sick and in pain? What's your medical aid or are you going to wrack up debt trying to get help? Trying to better yourself through education well either you have the money for it or you wrack up a bunch of debt and spend a significant amount of time trying to pay off that debt. I don't think this is how the world should be. Even paying for something like music is a lot, premium this premium that, streaming service this streaming service that, forking out all this money and you still don't own anything. I try my best to stay positive but sometimes you just feel dejected living in a world so monetized with the cost of living continuously increasing and never going down. How are we supposed to live when living comfortably seems to only be for those who have infinite amounts of money made unethically? The poor get poorer and everybody keeps telling them to just work harder, hustle harder while the rich get richer off the backs of the poor. The system is fucked and we're all being governed by selfish people who don't care for anything but filling up their own pockets at the cost of thousands of lives.

[aurablu]

The death of Brett hurt my tween heart back then and it still continues to hurt. This man was so PEAK honestly where the hell was Jeff getting all these gorgeous gorgeous men! And the way he came in being Liam's rival only to end up being a huge helping hand for Liam when he was struggling urgh perfection. The way he died was so brutal though, I will forever miss him. Gosh he's ao freaking beautiful.

[perfectfeelings]

“You can’t expect yourself to go from a negative mentality to a positive one overnight, but every time you correct a bad thought you are growing! So focus on your growth, not the fact that you aren’t “there” yet.”

— Unknown

[venusarchivess]

“friends to enemies” “complicated frienship” whatever they want to call it. Potatoe, Potato. Tomatoe, Tomato.

Just kiss already

[aurablu]

Kiss kiss kiss kiss!!!!

[aurablu]

I want to lick his nipples so bad.

[aurablu]

if you saw a cow jump over the moon would you be surprised or would you be like “oh ok”

I would be surprised abd hopefully fast enough to take a picture

[aurablu]

nickels or pennies?

Pennies

[venusarchivess]

I cant live laugh love in these stressful conditions

[un-soli-cited]

Imagine genociding a whole population of people, and when you’re called out, you pull out a minority/oppression card. That’s like Nazi germany being told to stop genociding European Jews and claiming “you’re being racist for telling us not to cleanse these thieving creatures.”

The Israeli sponsored ads about people hating Jews, because they are being called out on their genocide of innocent people is actually quite funny. In a way it will have the opposite effect and actually cause people to hate them (maybe that’s their plan). It’s like dude we don’t care if you feel attacked, how about you actually stop attacking innocent women and children in Palestine. Your fee fees are ridiculous and we can see the propaganda. It would have worked during world war 2, but we are living in the current world, maybe stop killing people and you will stop being criticized.

The most sinister thing is them trying to get their oppression points by finally recognize black/African Jews. Like we can do some simple research to see how Israel abuses and kills Ethiopian/ African/Black Jews and views us as a disease on the Jewish name. These negroes want to be accepted so badly they will participate in ads, that given any other time, they would be ridiculed for attempting to take over the Jewish identity.

Sorry Israel, the propaganda is not working

In your activism, please do not forget about the women and children in Congo, Sudan, Haiti, Chad, and many other nations.

[aurablu]

Currently watching transformers with my bestie and everytime I hear that end monologue by Optimus prime I feel like I can take over the world.

" We must have courage. We can't ignore the danger. We must conquer it" ~Optimus Prime