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[aurablu]

The end is here.

You keep praying to God for miracles of money and happiness, while I've been praying just as hard to make you love me the way I need to be loved.

Your looking at the skies,

I am looking at you.

You don't bat an eye,

As you spew your words of hate.

I didn't bat an eye,

while I sat and ate.

We've been sitting at this table for so long,

I think I forgot what the sun felt like outside,

I've been breathing in your toxicity,

Forgetting just how nice it is to breath some fresh air.

This is me getting up and walking away.

Your not special or amazing.

Your not a saint or a savior.

Your human just like me.

Your not better than me,

You don't get to judge my darkest moments.

Sit here and stay the same,

Eat the same food,

Spew the same words.

I'm going to go find whats better for me.

I'll look at the stars, and admire them,

I'll feel the sun and the wind ruffle my hair.

I'm going to go and live. N.M

[aurablu]

I don't know how to explain it but right now I feel like one of those old Nokia button phones. Old but somehow still functioning.

[aurablu]

SAVANNAH my anxiety

She's a stone cold killer

She kills me everyday.

I bring myself back to life,

Thats how she likes to play.

She sits heavy on my chest,

Heavy in my bones,

I think she may be here to stay.

I don't want to know her,

I don't want to feel her.

But she's everything and everywhere,

Omnipresent and forever there.

I'm hoping that won't be the case.

For my sake I need her gone.

I try to run,

I try to sit still.

She's ever the leech,

Digging into my brain,

Laughing as she says

All sorts of mean things turning them to prayers.

Negative thoughts come in a multitude of layers, so hard to uproot.

I keep choking down the fruits of my despair.

I am in control but she is demanding,

Taking the wheel from me,

Damaging the world all around me.

She never takes a break,

'Its all for your sake,'

She says to me as I lay in a state of pure misery.

She says she's protecting me,

With all these lies weighing down on me,

How will I ever breathe? N.M

[aurablu]

The way Schmidt is my spirit animal. Yes all eras even jar era Schmidt.

[venusarchivess]

i can attest that this is true

[aurablu]

The way Schmidt is my spirit animal. Yes all eras even jar era Schmidt.

[venusarchivess]

has anyone watched animal kingdom? please text me i need to talk to someone about this show, im on season 1

[the-efemmeral]

whenever i see this in my notifications it feels like a kiss on the forehead

[venusarchivess]

omg guys those who followed me for the OliviaxDanaxEmilyxReader fic, i promise it’s in the works! i have not abandoned you guys

[venusarchivess]

i need a gf desperately, the day i get a gf it’s over for everyone

[nyctoheart]

these tags are so funnyyyy

[venusarchivess]

guys what do i listen to while writing smut, send me recommendations, i cant keep listening to Noah Kahan this doesn’t feel right

[venusarchivess]

how the hell do you even go about writing a foursome, hello, i don’t know what im doing guys

[venusarchivess]

i just don’t take writing smut seriously enough bc what do you mean im busy writing a foursome while listening to Willing and Able by Noah Kahan

[venusarchivess]

guys? yes? no? maybe?

Pairing: Olivia Benson x Dana Evans x Emily Prentiss x Reader

Warnings: fingering, oral, strap ons, toys, dom/sub dynamics, age gap (reader is late 20s)- specifics will be to added on the actual post.

Sneak peak:

There was a certain hatred in your soul for fundraising galas- well, not when you said it like that. You loved fundraisers, especially when it came to important causes. It was why you took this job in the first place: Project Manager for the National Trauma Informed Care and Victim Advocacy Agency .

However, there had been an oversight regarding how involved you’d need to be in the actual fundraiser, and being involved where there were influential people seemed like a nightmare.

What was usually a to-do list of coordinating and ensuring the fundraiser ran the way it was supposed to from behind the scenes had turned into finding the right outfit, looking fancy enough to fit in, greeting and ensuring all the guests had what they needed, while liaising with the representatives for each branch of involved personnel. You were starting to really hate the past version of yourself who had said, “Yes, of course, I’d love to be the one in charge of this fundraiser.”

There were a few trainee coordinators who would help with the fundraiser as it ran tonight, especially with the guests. You were in charge of them too, and while you trusted the trainees, the one table you did not trust them with was the Honouree Table.

You stood in the empty gala room, looking at the place cards on the Honouree Table:

FBI BAU Section Chief, Ms. Emily Prentiss

SVU Captain, Ms. Olivia Benson

PTMC Charge and SANE Nurse, Mrs. Dana Evans

Yeah. Definitely not leaving this one to the trainees.

Emily Prentiss, Olivia Benson, and Dana Evans were the honourees of the fundraiser. When the fundraiser idea first came around, these women had been put forward to receive recognition for their work.

Emily Prentiss for the Interagency Victim Protection Award.

Olivia Benson for the Survivor Advocacy and Protection Award.

Dana Evans for the Trauma Care Leadership Award.

It was your job tonight to ensure everything ran smoothly for these women.

Which had stressed you out approximately three times, every day.

[mqdism]

haven't watched an INCH of this show

[venusarchivess]

and when i say what i want to say i fear i will violate guidelines

[thickness-protection-program]

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