Odette 19 they/she unlabeled I simp for background characters and write oc fic AO3 Account: AuroraAeri part time writer full time freak my online diary
Sometimes you think you're reading a book about an ancient god-monster of the woods but in reality you're reading a book about how annoying black metal fans are
You don't know me but your last post hit a bit to close to home
At this point i have deleted like 5 blogs probably and the only reason i have the courage to send this is because i'm sleep deprived rn
I have been told that it's tumblr and people can just block me if they don't wanna see my stuff but it clearly didn't help lol
Wish i could say something positive but i fear i'm in the same boat and it kinda sucks ass, so i doodled Sharon and his rats giving you an akward thumbs up because that's what this ask looks like probably
I know i'm a hypocrite but cringe isn't a crime, we all need it for our soul sometimes
Sorry if this is weird
I hope ur doing okay
You have no idea how much this means to me AHHHH!
Firstly, I donāt know how to comfort either. (Obviously or I wouldnāt be in this situation lol) but I know both of us will get out of it eventually so hopefully thatāll be something to look forward to.
Secondly, OMG SHARON. Ahhh I love him. And his silly little rats. My stinky rat man lord.
Thirdly, Iām doing about as well as I can. Making my fics private room a huge weight off my shoulders. Hopefully one day Iāll regain my confidence enough to let them out to the graveyard. But until then they are in my dragon hoard.
But thank you for the kind words. They truly do mean a lot. It took me forever to respond to this because after I saw it earlier today after finishing a shitty book I was almost in tears and I knew I could never tell you just how much it meant.
I have come to the decision to remove my fics from ao3. This has been a thought Iāve held for a while, and I finally decided to go through with it.
I have had a very complicated relationship with my fanfiction since the beginning. When I first started posting, I received some unwanted criticism about my writing that has stayed in my head ever since.
I am not a confident person. Ever since then I have struggled to make friends or even interact with my fandoms. And now I just donāt see much worth in my fics being up anymore.
So, for now, I have decided to put them in a private collection. They may see the light of day again eventually, but for now they will belong only to me.
I will also probably be scrubbing most of my tumblr in the coming weeks (since Iām insecure about that too lol)
Thank you for any support you have given me. It truly means the world.
[...how LOTR characters would ask you a very important question]
a/n: surprise, I'm back with longgg lotr headcanons - all is well in the world. i'm thinking of doing a little wedding/marriage-themed series (lmk?) bc this was so fun and made me giddy. hope you love it and remember that comments and reblogs or nice asks feed the author š
summary: how your partner proposes to you!! a whole lot of silly fluff. just don't bite me for doing "only" 8 characters bc I'm surprised I even managed that many and also those movies have like 20 people who are proper marriage material... š
disclaimer!! no use of AI in my writing, ever. this shit is from the heart!
honestly you were courting for a while before he even did it and you have done your waiting ā not anxiously but securely ā you both have known for a while that this was for life, but quite a few things had to be sorted out beforehand
it happens somewhere very intimate and quiet, probably out in nature but somewhere you will undoubtedly be alone; maybe somewhere meaningful to you because he would be sentimental like that
he tries to speak in a composed manner but his voice definitely trembles and there are tears in his eyes ā but he unquestionably powers through
itās not that he ever thought you might say no, itās more like he was overwhelmed by the fact that this means he actually gets to love you and cherish you and build with you for the rest of his days, after everything you all had gone through
the ring is intricate and beautiful and regal, but not too flashy
you canāt wait for him to finish his speech to scream YES, but you let him ā this man speaks poetry š
when he places the ring on your finger, with a careful yet trembling touch, he kisses the back of your hand so reverently like he worships you (does he not?) but you canāt wait to pull him up into the deepest breathless loving kiss
AYYY ur gonna rule Gondor beside him HOW COOL IS THAT. congrats queen love that for you š
he thinks he is super prepared and level-headed but he can barely keep it a secret in the days leading up to the big question
literally he almost tries to avoid you under the excuse that he is very busy handling some important matters and he prays that you donāt suspect anything š¤ but you must understand that he is trying to make it all perfect as he is literally scouting the spots where the branches of trees look the most luscious and alive?? #justlegolasthings
youāre just a little crestfallen that he seems not to have much time for you these days but you know he will make it up to you
it definitely happens out in nature, preferably at sunset or under the stars; even though the first thing this elf boy will clarify is that you are infinitely more beautiful than all of them
holds both your hands in hisĀ
on the outside he seems mostly calm but you know him well enough to know he is literally vibrating on the inside; and also his emotions shine in his eyes
a stunning artistically crafted ring, but dainty
his speech? spectacular. only that you were crying for most of it and he gets concerned for a second before realizing it is tears of joy
CONGRATS ur gonna spend the next 10000 years loving each other!
he knows relatively fast he is going to marry you, after having avoided marrying someone for many years; itās just that nobody else ever came close to you, as if he was waiting for you all his life. you make him believe in fate.
stating the obvious: the ring is just magnificent (however, he will say not even such a gorgeous piece can come close to your beauty)
his location of choice is a balcony overlooking the city, but it has been decorated with candles and flower petals, and it happens in the evening after a dinner just for the two of you
romantic dinners were a regular occurrence so you didnāt expect anything but he did seem just slightly emotional or maybe reminiscent about your shared moments from your courtshipā¦ hmmmmm. are you at least a bit suspicious? š
nonchalant where, this man CRIES and can barely get through what he wants to say but thatās why you love him!!
he forgets to take out the ring from his pocket until after he finishes speaking, heās just solely focused on you and can hardly believe how adoringly youāre looking at him
he has a bit of (extremely irrational) fear you will say no and breathes the biggest sigh of relief when you give him a resounding YES
once again saying HE IS THE TYPE TO PICK YOU UP AND SPIN YOU AROUND. love love love. that is canon to me š
he will most definitely psych himself out about it in his head even though you have never given him any indication that you wouldnāt want to spend the rest of your life with him
you guys like to talk about the future and daydream together a lot anyway, itās not like you havenāt mentioned it a hundred times
but still! what if, when it actually happens, you change your mind?? heās jittery š
he will try to make a little scavenger hunt for you and leave little messages/clues around! when itās fun like that itās less intimidating and he knows you well enough to know you will enjoy unraveling this lil mystery
so after he makes you explore a half of the shire, with the places that bear significance to you as a couple, at long last you find the blue eyed boy underneath a large blooming tree and it looks like a scene from a magical paintingĀ
the final clue you get is a love poem written just for you!!! he gives it to you to read (he honestly doesn't trust his voice in the moment so this is the safer path he totally will read it out to you later when heās sure that you accepted the proposal and he can breathe properly!) and when you finish reading there he is on one knee looking at you like youāre a beautiful fantasy
you launch yourself at him, complete with a barrage of kisses; heās laughing in relief; you barely even looked at the ring (which is very elegant and dreamy, but not basic)
the first time you kiss he can hear wedding bells, and you are very aware, through your many candid conversations, that youāre certainly getting engaged sooner rather than later
he really considers doing something super elaborate because you deserve the whole world, but he knows you fell for him because he doesnāt overcomplicate things; itās all direct and simple and honest to a fault
and somehow (he still wonders how exactly) him just being himself absolutely stole your heart, so he tries to stick to an uncomplicated route
he knows you very well but he stresses so much over picking a ring OMG. but itās very neat and lovely
your day starts with you waking up with fresh flowers on your bedside table and you know whoās the āsecretā admirer who put them there; also an elaborate breakfast waiting for you in the kitchen ft. your smiling boyfriend fidgeting with his fingers as he admires your still sleepy self. also none of those things are suspicious because he treats you like that most days anyway
he hated the idea of waiting all day to do it and he would just get progressively more stressed so he literally appears next to your chair as soon as youāre done eating and heās like āi gotta ask you somethināā š„ŗ
before he even finishes speaking, you are nodding furiously, wiping off both your tears and his
(and then you live happily ever after and have like 100000 kids!)
letās be real heās just as surprised as you that heās proposing to you because for the longest time he was like EUGH. COMMITMENT. and then you matched his freak and he was like ACTUALLY- šĀ
but for real, you get extremely surprised because he is so crafty and good at scheming that you literally wonāt suspect a thing
very unfortunately for him, he sort of over-plans and suddenly thereās too many aspects to keep track of and maybe the weather isnāt as he imagined it would be and maybe he accidentally ordered something to be done by the wrong date and he is almost losing his mind but has to act composed lest you completely see through the whole thing
but very fortunately for him, youāre unbothered that itās raining lightly on your way to a cute picnic by the lake ā you claim it adds to the atmosphere and just makes it more adventurousĀ ā and his pout turns into a grin because thatās why heās so sure about you
he wants you to close your eyes and hold out your hand and youāre SUSPICIOUS bc who knows what he thought of now, but when you open your eyes to an absolute ROCK on your hand and him grinning like a fool on one knee, all the pieces fall into place
and he actually tells you all about his elaborate plans afterwards, but isnāt it so in character that it turned out to be semi-spontaneous and sweet instead? you chose him for a reason!
the ring? BANGING. is it perhaps because he wants it to be visible that youāre taken even from 50 miles away? no comment. also i say this with my whole chest that is A WIFE GUY. š
super incredibly high chance he does it by accident and without even thinking but the way he wears his lovely heart on his sleeve is the reason youāre in that situation in the first place!
but anyway. backtrack: he sort of used to daydream of someday having a nice love story, with a bit of idealistic outlook on the world; but he was simultaneously worried it would mean that he would have to be a stupid boring adult. š
and then there you were ā so best-friend shaped, meeting his chaotic wavelength but with a talent for gently balancing it out when needed; and heaven help him (and you), he really wanted to kiss you and touch you and talk to you all the time
could you ever put him and āpatienceā in the same sentence? HAH. whatās the point of waiting when everything you want is right there? that was his string of thoughts. but thereās only a slight stab of insecurity because heās like what if you would only love him for a short while and then get bored (bored??? as if!)
he accidentally lets it slip and his green eyes widen, along with yours, and you giggle and you kiss him silly and heās blushing and maybe itās not so bad!
but he promises as soon as the ring is finished he will do it properly
then the two of you decide to throw a little party; none of your friends know you will get engaged for the second time at the party except the two of you and when have you ever done things the conventional way? as they all cheer in joy and disbelief, you two look at each other like youāve just shared the worldās most sensational secret (did anyone notice he accidentally got down on both knees??)
fun times forever guaranteed!!!! š
the one honorary member of the revived taglist @sweetheartrosesz ILYSM SWEETIE
I wish I could stop having unreasonably high standards for myself. I wish I would just be able to let my art exist how it is and love it for the passion put into it instead of my perceived quality. I donāt even want to post fic anymore cuz I donāt see it as āgood enoughā. I just wish I could stop comparing my silly fanfiction to a big 3 published book with a bajillion dollar budget and 40 editors behind it but alasā¦ I cannot
Hai guys. I turned 19 while Iāve been gone and decided to change my fake name to Odette cuz Iāve been swan lake maxxing while Iāve been away. Planning on writing more Lada and Ptolemus cuz itās what Iām good at. Also just realized Steel Heart literally has over 1k hits and thatās honestly crazy to me. And it still gets views like what. People be reading my stuff. Crazy
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Hello!
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I know I havenāt written or been active on here in forever but Iām about to get have to get surgery and will be bed bound for an undetermined amount of time so expect maybe something
I was going to say I want a relationship like the ones I write but then I realized all of the relationships I write are somewhat toxic so actually maybe not
Little snippet of Lada and Ptolemus I wrote while waiting for an assignment to uploadā¦
This is my first writing in like a month so I apologize if Iām rusty. Also will repost this once I finish it. Just conversation in hopes to reanimate my writing skills. (And motivation)
Lada would never say that she enjoyed the teasing remarks Ptolemus gave her, but she did enjoy throwing them back at him. Unfortunately (or fortunately?), Ptolemus becoming a prince did give him somewhat of an unneeded ego boost, which is exactly what led to the annoying teasing to increase exponentially.
But that was okay. She could handle it.
Lada spent most of her time lying in bed, as usual. Dating a prince did not change much for her. The only difference was that today was not full of her prince running around worrying over his newfound title. Or having to follow at his fatherās heel. Or having to get married.
Today was simply for relaxing. Except for the fact that it appeared Lada was doing most of the relaxing. She tried to ignore whatever documents Ptolemus was pooling over with his now healed hand, but he was rustling the papers so loudly she was having a hard time doing that.
She rolled over in bed, covers all askew, until she was able to muffle the sound with a pillow to her ear. A sigh left her lips as she turned her attention back to the book she was reading. It was a fantastical horror about some strange mold affecting humans. It was bloody and disgusting and even left Lada squeamish at some parts. Mainly at the part she was at now, which caused a scowl to appear on her face. Gross just wasnāt a strong enough word for what was happening.
āHow do you enjoy reading that stuff if it makes you look like that?ā Ptolemus asked from his spot at his desk, genuine curiosity seeping into his tone.
Lada looked up from the book, a frown replacing her scowl. āHow do you enjoy reading all those documents if they just make you sigh and insufferable?ā
He rolled his eyes, stormy grey blurring in the movement. āYouāre one to talk about insufferable.ā
She feigned a huff, but a smirk quickly followed the sound. āI know a lot about being insufferable, thatās how I recognize it.ā
āOh, I know.ā
āRude.ā
āGo back to sleep.ā
āCanāt,ā she mumbled, biting at her lip. āI just got to the good part.ā
āIs any of it really good?ā he asked with a frown, standing up from his desk to move closer to her.
āOf course! You just donāt recognize greatness!ā Lada said defensively, laying her book down with another huff.
āJust read something normal for once,ā he said with an exaggerated smile.
Now she finally looked up at him. Grey eyes were already staring back at her, strands of messy silver hair falling over them. Suddenly she wanted nothing more than to reach a hand up and push them out of the way. āPouring over military documents is not normal.ā
He gave her a smirk. āSeems like something youād be interested in.ā
āIām not that boring,ā she said with a blank expression.
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