Wasted Thoughts

So this is basically my diary, you can read about the stuff I hate, love and laugh at. Enjoy

[catasters]

[austine567]

Let's Talk

So today was bell let’s talk.day, which is great, it’s supposed to end the stigma about mental illness raise awareness along with money donated by bell. I participated and tweeted and retweeted all sorts of things about how it doesn’t make you less of a person to have mental illness, how I’m there for people if they need to talk, how you shouldn’t have to suffer alone, people shouldn’t keep everything bottled up don’t be afraid to seek help. All sorts of nice positive messages, and lots of my “friends” did too. It raised over 5 million dollars and is all in all great. But the whole time I was saying those things I was still not able to talk about myself, how I feel, I feel like I can’t talk about it to anyone, I feel like I’m just being stupid and to get over it, I feel worthless and I feel alone. People have said I can talk to them or things like that but I don’t because I feel stupid, like my problems aren’t worth talking about, because in reality I don’t even know what my problems are. How am I supposed to talk to someone about stuff when I can’t even articulate what the matter is. And what if they don’t understand. Today felt like a huge lie and I feel awful about it, woo let’s end stigma around mental illness while not even being able to believe what I am saying. I really do believe that what bell is doing is great this is just how I feel today I guess. I’m rambling but I needed to post this somewhere even if no one sees it.

[bemygoodgirl117]

a list of things we should do together

1. Get Taco’s

2. Fuck

[1a4]

tea 😯

[vibewars]

[hilarioushumorfromouterspace]

[automatic-caution-door]

[teacup-and-murder]

The worst thing I’ve laughed at all week

[bumbledott]

I’ve seen this almost a month ago and to this day this day I have yet to recover

[potter-inthe-tardis]

R.I.P. VINE Part 5

(Part 1) (Part 2) (Part 3) (Part 4) (X)

[austine567]

Let's Talk

So today was bell let’s talk.day, which is great, it’s supposed to end the stigma about mental illness raise awareness along with money donated by bell. I participated and tweeted and retweeted all sorts of things about how it doesn’t make you less of a person to have mental illness, how I’m there for people if they need to talk, how you shouldn’t have to suffer alone, people shouldn’t keep everything bottled up don’t be afraid to seek help. All sorts of nice positive messages, and lots of my “friends” did too. It raised over 5 million dollars and is all in all great. But the whole time I was saying those things I was still not able to talk about myself, how I feel, I feel like I can’t talk about it to anyone, I feel like I’m just being stupid and to get over it, I feel worthless and I feel alone. People have said I can talk to them or things like that but I don’t because I feel stupid, like my problems aren’t worth talking about, because in reality I don’t even know what my problems are. How am I supposed to talk to someone about stuff when I can’t even articulate what the matter is. And what if they don’t understand. Today felt like a huge lie and I feel awful about it, woo let’s end stigma around mental illness while not even being able to believe what I am saying. I really do believe that what bell is doing is great this is just how I feel today I guess. I’m rambling but I needed to post this somewhere even if no one sees it.

[austine567]

It's not bell let's talk day, but this feels really relevant for me right now

[ukulelekatie]

Self care is rewatching Avatar: The Last Airbender

[tortagnamgnam]

This is the lucky clover cat. reblog this in 30 seconds & he will bring u good luck and fortune.

[unclebabie]

THIS ONE!!! THIS IS THE ONE THAT WORKS!!!!!

I reblogged him the day i started treatment and 1. GOT TO MY APPOINTMENT ON TIME 2. FOUND A FREE PARKING TICKET SOMEONE LEFT IN THE METER FOR ME AND 3. GOT FREE STARBUCKS AFTER MY APPOINTMENT!!!!!

[cutedemonbabe]

I’m convinced bc I reblogged this on Friday, got hired at a job I had a million interviews for, went on a first date that went well, and got kissed a billion times so like hell ya to the luck cat

[luneintrigante]

I just think he’s cute

[bottommemes]

bottoms lemme hear yall make some noise !

[caduceussaysfuck]

mmh.,,, ow! hah.. ah… mmmh…

[bottommemes]

never mind !

[c-a-k-e-deactivated20170914]

[the-treasures-untold-deactivate]

Okay so I’m watching my friend’s cats while she’s away and she left me descriptions so I could tell who’s who

They’re pretty accurate 

[welcome2khaos]

oh god why is this me lol help

[olivialovesleggings-deactivated]

I’m so glad this came back into my life

[probablyacerpgideas]

The 4 cats of the apocalypse

[sweet-bitsy]

I JUST WANTED TO SEE WHAT MAY WOULD DO BUT THE BABIES CAME IN

[phishtits-blog]

I watched this about ten billion times and each time it got better

[driflloon]

[buzzfeedtasty]

Mac And Cheese As Made By Terry Crews

[willworkfordreams]

if you wanna know anything about me, know this: i love mac n cheese. and THIS IS MY FAVOURITE RECIPE. @spicy-vagina-burritos and i made it a while back and have not looked back since.

[spicy-vagina-burritos]

Ugh, gawd, so fuckin’ good o.o

[jumex]

[teamnowalls-deactivated20180918]

iconic

[evolvedleo-deactivated20170414]

reality tv never reached this peak again

[tw1nkpass1ng-deactivated2019121]

the truth is out there