Author-fangirl

[author-fan]

“why does everything hurt sometimes?

even things that should make me happy just make me feel emptier?” she asked. 

i smiled and felt the tears wells in my eyes and tears ran down her face.

“why?” she begged.

“it’s because that emptiness your feeling can’t be filled,” I replied, “See those things makes it worse because they’re reminders of what you cannot have.”

‘I don’t want to feel anymore.” she whispered, “I don’t want it at all.”

“I wish i could do that for you my dear,” I sighed, “I wish I didn’t have to feel either.” 

[author-fan]

holding on

and there she was

just barely holding on

her fingers bleeding

already weathered from the amount of times she’s had close calls

she looked down 

she couldn’t let go

not now

she’d held on for so long

i was doing so well

[author-fan]

imagine not posting something for _wow_ 7 months and stumbling across one of ur posts on google 

craazy right?

[author-fan]

I'm not sure if she's right for me, but I kinda wanna try it out

CJ_blackboard

[thejadedkiwano]

To all the Tumblr users who tend to use tags very liberally:

Let’s play a game.

Type the following words into your tags box, then post the first automatic tag that comes up.

you

also

what

when

why

how

look

because

never

[author-fan]

Hello!

I know that I have, like, ZERO followers, but I am looking for a shred of advice. 

How do you publish books through Barnes and Nobles Press. 

Has anyone done that here?

If so could y’all message me or somethin’

thanks a lot!

[author-fan]

Trials of the Six: Daughter of the Moon - In the Park (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/xJgXdpuNmZ High-school junior Naomi Hartley wants nothing more than to lead a normal life, but when her brother disappears and she learns she is a child of a goddess her life is quickly derailed. She must leave normal behind. In order to see her brother again she must embark on a quest to wake Mortia, the Mother of All fighting Rieni the evil god of the sky along the way. (I do not own the cover. I grabbed a picture from google images and added words on top)

[author-fan]

Trials of the Six: Daughter of the Moon - Author Note (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/UwKREqQMmZ High-school junior Naomi Hartley wants nothing more than to lead a normal life, but when her brother disappears and she learns she is a child of a goddess her life is quickly derailed. She must leave normal behind. In order to see her brother again she must embark on a quest to wake Mortia, the Mother of All fighting Rieni the evil god of the sky along the way.

[author-fan]

Short Stories - HEYO! (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/KpmH7GhckZ As of right now I have no idea what I'm going to do. I have a bunch of pairing idea that are a bit longer than one-shots so i'm going to ask for help.

[author-fan]

TUA Theory

What if Peabody was one of the kids except his is more subtle. Like maybe his thing is emotional manipulation or manipulation in general. Like Allison's powers without the need of using a trigger word.

[author-fan]

I hate feeling trapped

black board

[author-fan]

does the music ever hit you a bit different and you feel that feeling swelling in your chest as you close your eyes and sway to the beat???

[author-fan]

Everyone Deserves Love: A Collection of LBGTQ+ short stories - I'm sorry (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/7L4tec1KgY This is a collection of roughly 1,000 word shorts. All these are LGBTQ kids and some of these are true stories that either me or someone I know has experienced. If you have an experience you would like to share please message me and I will write it for you. Not all of these are sad, but someone of them are.

[author-fan]

Confused (a poem)

Music is the peek hole to someone’s soul

If you look at certain people’s playlist it shows who they are

That quiet kid that wears cardigans and doesn’t talk above a whisper might listen to Metallica

The kids that wear leather jackets and death glares might love Mozart or those peppy pop songs

Some people are like their playlists

They know what they like and what they want

They know who they are

My playlists have everything

Mozart

Drake

Panic! At the Disco

Frank Sinatra

Metallica

Queen

Police

Eagles

And so much more

My playlist is like me. 

I am so many things wrapped up in one

Sometimes I feel like I am multiple people

Around certain people, I’m a Mozart person

Others I’m a Drake sorta kid

And even others I’m a Eagles fan born and raised. 

Some people call that well rounded

I call it confused

Right now I’m just really confused.

I don’t know who I am

[author-fan]

IN THE SPIRIT OF PRIDE MONTH HERE YA GO FELLOW GAYS!!!warning this may contain triggers for some people and it's angsty.

[author-fan]

Just read it if you like Pipabeth- warning you this isn't the first one though go back!

[author-fan]

happy pride month fellow LGBTQ+!!!!!!!