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mw vent account bff 😳 i hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.

[authoratheart]

fate is a funny thing

[authoratheart]

I told you not to contact me again

Why would you text me knowing I'd answer?

You're so selfish

[novennium]

dependency is a curse

[authoratheart]

i promised you I'd wait and waiting i am

[authoratheart]

oh its really over

[authoratheart]

i still feel bad accepting the fact that you hurt me

I feel guilty calling you an abuser, or anything of the sort

i defend you with my entire soul even though all i remember from the relationship was waking up with bruises and flinching when someone raised their hands around me

i forgive you

[authoratheart]

i wait and i wait and i wait but in the end it never matters because you're never coming back

[novennium]

Can I ever wash myself clean of the sins committed around me?

[authoratheart]

?? WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING

[authoratheart]

YOU ALL WANT ME DEAD

[novennium]

everytime i miss you i feel disappointed in myself

[novennium]

it all seemed very mundane. but now, i certainly miss it.

[novennium]

i hate myself so much

[novennium]

everytime i miss you i feel disappointed in myself

[authoratheart]

the universe is sending us signs and we both know it. i try my hardest to ignore them but I'll never stop thinking about you,, I don't think I'll ever have what we had back. I lie about missing you and i lie about hating you, i lie about feeling nothing for you at all and i lie about never wanting you back. I hope one day i move on and i hope i haunt you forever

[authoratheart]

diary entry - march 2nd 2026

Sometimes i feel like i pretend to feel things that i don't really feel, like I'm putting on a performance of who i should be. But i know my love for you is real. I feel it so deeply in my bones. It stems from my heart and runs along my body, leaking into my veins and consuming my entire being. I loved you

[authoratheart]

I couldn't sleep if we weren't together. I'd have dreams of you leaving me if you weren't right next to me. Even in the depths of my insomnia, i still slept constantly with you. I miss you