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I dont need you. I can abandon myself all on my own! *dissociates*
being psychotic is like *has delusions despite being on meds* *has delusions despite being on meds* *has delusions despite being on meds* *has delusions de-
I had a dream that Nickelodeon had a 2 hour Roast of Butch Hartman special and they kept showing disclaimers at the end of every commercial break saying that this program would be the only time โfuckโ was said on Nickelodeon
Playing any game in the Bioshock triology: you now have an emotional attachment to this surrogate daughter
me: I thought this was a dieselpunk shooter
Bioshock: do u promise to love her
me: I don't think I'm your target demographic
Bioshock: YOUR DAUGHTER IS NOW IN MORTAL PERIL
me:
I briefly forgot that like half the villagers in this game are farmers and let me tell you this dialogue gave me WHIPLASH
this joke has probably been done before but here, take it anywayย โ
this year has made me so fucking sensitive. pompeii by bastille, a song i barely like, came on the radio and it made me CRY
you know what bastille......when i close my eyes....it DOES almost feel like nothingโs changed at all ...
how AM i gonna be an optimist about this?
Your delusions donโt make you stupid
Delusions arent a sign of intelligence
Believing in a delusion doesnโt make you an idiot
Anyways reminder that having psychosis does not make you dangerous or aggressive or violent or unkind or literally any of the shit perpetuated by the media and most of society as a whole. Psychotic people are lovely, beautiful, patient, kind, creative, clever, intelligent, caring, and any number of good things.
Anyone who says otherwise is ableist and an asshole.
yeah bro the doctor said i've got a disease called kiss deprived..... the only cure is for you to kiss me on the lips right now
@yamadasaburoโ @corvidskull
Honestly? Be disrespectful. Wear your headphones to dinner. Stay on your phone all day. Ignore conversation. Don't hang out with that family member. Stim loudly and aggressively. Be openly weird. Don't make eye contact. Assert your boundaries. Wear sunglasses indoors. Bring that comfort item you 'shouldn't bring in public'. Don't shake that person's hand. Screw it. If someone else's definition of respect contradicts your definition of comfort, be disrespectful.
I literally blog to embarrass myself this is all an exercise to keep me humble
look. i donโt think my stretch marks are beautiful. i donโt think theyโre tiger stripes or natural tattooos. i donโt think my acne is beautiful. i donโt think the bags under my eyes are beautiful. i just think theyโre human. and i donโt think i have to be beautiful all of the time in order to be accepted and loved and sucessful. i donโt think every small detail of my outer appearence needs to be translated into prettiness.
fun fact: this POV is actually called โbody neutralityโ and itโs SO MUCH more accessible/realistic for a lot of people. itโs based on the idea that the way we look is the least interesting/important thing about who we are, and that our bodies are worthy of respect regardless if they fit the mold of the current beauty ideals.
i love the feeling when someone asks me about one of my hyperfixations and it summons all my thoughts at once like my brain is a discord server that just got hit with an @everyone
someone: so tell me about this thing you like
my brain:
Non psychotic schizophrenia things (because all the schizophrenia posts focus on the psychotic aspects of the illness)
The things that used to bring you joy doesnโt bring you joy anymore. Your favorite tv show is boring. Drawing isnโt fun anymore. You listen to your favorite album and feel nothing.
Everything feels like a chore, even the things you used to do for fun.
Not being able to find the energy to shower for a week.
Feeling empty and grey and being emotionally disconnected from everything and everyone.
Not being able to find the motivation to do anything.
Not being able to concentrate and focus and having to give up on homework, on reading, on simply watching a movie.
Being unable to figure out how to go about cleaning your room or preparing a meal or doing your laundry.
Not feeling passionate about anything anymore.
Isolating yourself from friends and family.
Lying in bed all day because you canโt find the energy to even move.
Forgetting all kinds of things, both minor and really important stuff.
Not being able to structure and perform even simple tasks like making a sandwich or brushing your teeth.
Not speaking much or at all.
Losing interest in everything - your hobbies, your relationships, your studies.
Psychotic does not mean violent.
Psychotic does not mean violent.
Psychotic does not mean violent.
Psychotic does not mean violent.
Psychotic does not mean violent.
Psychotic does not mean violent.
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